#im so sorry for not getting this out sooner
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question question for your tamagotchi au
would there also be a sam and jade?
YYEAAHHHHHHBGHHH YES YES YES THERE IS SAM AND JADE OFC AUAHAH I had a spesicfic idea at the time when I thoughyt of the au but unfortunately my memory does me horribly and I like. Wracked my brain trying to remember what it was specifically and put off drawing anything until I did (BAD BAD BAD) (SO MUCH INCOHERENT YAPPIN UNDER THE CUT… LIKE SO MUCH IM SORGY)
in the end I think it ended up being like… Kinito being a lil 🤓 ass guy you know a realll computer freak!!!! Actually hacking himself into reality what the flip he just likw. Stole his friends back from a certain somebody’s folder,, using your computer to somehow find himself gaining access to a completely different desktop than your own when you were not giving him attention for like 0.00001 second when they were still being developed and kind of kept them in lil usbs until he could safely upload they consciousness into a safe computer program where they can run around and be silly or until you/he can figure out a way to carry them around portably like you do with him in his tamagotchi. Also the two of them are so fucking scared one minute they were like weee!! Ha hah!! Yayy!! running around in sircles,,, having fun in the puter together before suddenly being transported via some virtual wormhole and into small separate usbs. Have absolutely no idea what’s going on the pooor guys. They don’t even know who Kinito is dude but he does know and there’s so much confusion in their behalf that comes with it bc kinito has known about these guys for so long and has been. PINING for the friendship but they were actually so unaware of this third party member and they’re down right horrified. Straight up got napped.AUGHH a dude so many thoughts I will elaborate more and more as time goes on I am rambling like a crasy person rn I’m so sorry idk if any of this even makes sense I don’t know how the computer programming stuff works
#IM CRAZY IM STUPIG#I ACTUALLY STOPPED DRAWING THIS WHOLE TIME BECAUSE I WAS TRYINH TO REMEMBER SPECIFIACCALLY#INSTEARD OF JUST LIKE#SAYING IDK#OR THINKING OF SOMETHING ELSE#oguhhnlighhh#I have so many ideaks for this thing dude#Do not know how to get them out#Need to scream#AAAA#kinitopet#best friend’s analysis answers#im so sorry I didn’t answer this sooner
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URGENT move out mutual aid request for black queer muslim girl - pls dont ignore!
I know y’all are sick of me but this is a bittersweet mutual aid request and I need community to rlly come thru for me bc Im in a really tough time crunch.
As some of yall know, I lost my job a month and a half ago, but this Friday I accepted a new job offer but I do not start til June 13th and so I will not be paid until the end of the month when my lease ends.
My lease ends July 1 and I need to raise about $2400 to move out before then in order to pay for 1st and security on an apartment.
Losing my job in April threw me severely off course and the $ I had saved to move out of my current (super shitty pest infested) apt was used on top of mutual aid to pay outstanding bills and for essential living items.
If y’all could find it in your hearts to help me out one last time it’d mean the world to me. I always try my best to return the kindness that has been shown to me and I am extremely grateful for the help I did recieve during this difficult time.
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#im sorry yall but i will be spamming this#like i was hoping to have a sooner start date but these jobs be making you interview 1237992739 times nowadays#so i cant fund my own move out bc the timeframe doesnt allow#and me staying somewhere temporarily is more money out of my pocket and would end up taking me at least 2 months more to save#and i really just want to be settled in a home#living in this apartment has been hell#this last month has been hell#so i need some help getting pulled out of it#but hopefully this will be my last mutual aid request#this job is a lot more dependable than my last#i was trying to avoid doing this but i simply need help and have to ask one last time
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I can't think of anything that could kill a generative ai system faster than letting it pull from blogs on here, its going to be fed so many erroneous callouts and pointless discourse posts that its gonna generate a way to speedrun offing itself
#jay talkin#im making jokes but fucking hell the internet sucks nowadays#i love witnessing the rot in real time (<--said extremely mentally healthily haha u can trust)#im listening to monkey wrench on repeat. feeling normal#i mean hey yr shits already been jacked by ai if it was gonna be. sorry. it woulda happened like last year at its peak#sites being more open abt it now and adding opt out toggles dont mean its just suddenly gonna start happening#believe me they were all already trawled by little ai fucknuts already. sucks but its the truth#ai bros notably do not care abt legality they have already trawled every site. all u can do is fight back best u can#damage has been done. dont fall into despair via scaremongering and doom posting#do what u can to protect yrself and yr shit snd spread info on how to do that#glaze yr art if yr an artist. opt out of shit when u can. its fucking rough out here#ai is p solely focused on ripping off whatever is most marketable or 'realistic' bc it is a capitalist leach#and nobody involved in it has a soul enough to recognise art if it spat in their face#it fucking sucks that we're still dealing w it but i promise u this capitalist mass-market tendency#is gonna end up w it poisoning itself w its own shite imagery to the point of death so#it WILL fuck off eventually. hold on w the hope of that ok. n protect yr shit. alright#oh and dont share any info u wldnt want stolen but u shldnt be doing that anyway for internet safety reasons#love u all my artists in arms i hope ai dies sooner rather than later and i hope u get to piss on its corpse#love the lawsuit speedruns this place is pulling lately. yall hadnt had yr fill last week huh
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Also what is going on with the Daydreaming One??? She has a sister but can't remember her name to the point that she believes she's an only child. Did the sister went to that island in the north that mysteriously disappeared that no one can say the name of anymore? Is that also the island where the king came from cuz whenever you beat him, he keeps saying how he still can't say "it." What's "it"?
#ariaplays: isat#isat spoilers#aight thats enough for the day again. but for the next loop am gon try and get a LOT done. and by that i just mean get me#here. looking for an item has got to be the biggest struggle ive ever had cuz i suck at remembering Which is Where#also the lil phrase the king says before beginning battle is a bit awkward cuz he's like: let's see which one the universe favors#well... im sorry to break it to you my guy but its definitely not you. speaking of awkward siffrin seems to have hit home with#when talking with loop bout how siff started calling everyone ''family members.'' honestly im soooo curious bout what#is up with loop. that theory hangout was one thing but like their Whole thing is so mysterious and interesting in that i#wanna know a lot bout em. they also did tell siff that theyve been in a similar situation before too. being in a timeloop#howd that happen. howd they get outta it. why do they know bout siff but siff doesnt know them. what happened to them#why do they look the way that they do and what did they mean bout siff being ''all that's left.'' so many questions...#yet so lil answers. well id get the answers sooner or later! first... i need to figure out where tf is that article bout the king
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doing really bad in ways i can’t talk about which is making it worse
#just cancelled a meeting so i could cry in the office LMAOOOOOOO 🥰👍#purrs#the mortifying ordeal of my therapist being on her honeymoon rn 😹😹😹😹😹#i think i am just a bad person and my needs hurt people who need me. and it’s not fair to them and idont know what to do with that.#i think i may have to move out sooner than i am ready to and not listen to anyone telling me to keep waiting. this is not sustainable. it’s#not sustainable for my family because i hurt them with my needs. and it’s not sustainable for me to be unable to need and get what i need#without hurting them. i think what’s so hard about this is that i have to do it alone and everyone is against me doing it but i have to do#it anyway. i don’t know. i don’t want my sister to see this and get hurt. if you do see this im sorry i can’t be what you need. im sorry my#needs hurt you. but they’re needs. i have to be selfish even though my brain is screaming at me in your voice that i don’t. i just need to#escape it all. i am allowed to need independence and alone time and im sorry i was cruel about asserting it but i need to assert it and no#one at home understands why but I need to. im not talking coherently i just feel so wretched and sick to my stomach with guilt and grief and#frustration and shame and i have to facilitate a huge session in an hour and a half.#delete later#like my friends / mutuals / mentors / etc can tell me until they’re blue in the face that i am not a bad person and i deserve to live an#independent Life etc etc but none of you are actually in my house and you don’t see how it is and how i am the cause of all of it and how im#stuck and making things worse. and i can’t summon my strength or calm down or anything. i don’t know. i have to get ready for the session i#just can’t even think straight. my family is right and i am also right and i can’t assert my rightness over theirs. so im stuck forever.#if i could i would leave work early and go home but there’s no one to take me home and home is actually the worst possible place to be#right now LOLLLLL. i just need to curl into a bed and cry. also im about to get my period so thats probably why im like this lol
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I made a Story Directory page for His Soul , for anyone who's on desktop! The only downside is my blog's theme doesn't seem to show any italics/bold/etc if you read on there.. :(
I'll make a mobile Directory post when/if the story gets long, it'll definitely come when the fic's finished. Still unsure of the total chapter count, but I do have an idea for the ending..!
As always, you can find the fic on AO3 and Wattpad.
#his soul#about to slap a bunch of fluff and angst in the fic so get ready#finally delving into curioso's past and my headcanons ive made for him#the story's been a lot of fun to write! im sorry chapters seem to come monthly. my finger's healing rn and its hard to write#but i will try to pop them out sooner
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#ay ay ay. i dont wanna do my job so bad. it makes me so unhappy also i fucked up a thing by letting someone take part of a culture when i#shouldnt have. it happened so many months ago that i fucking forgot abt it and then the person emailed me abt when we received the stain and#i thought it was someone from another project so i cc'd my boss who was like. wait. what the fuck is this? and now its like oops sorry but#like wtf am i supposed to do abt it now? she askrd me to take some when i was rushing out of someone else's lab and i was like what? sure.#whatever i dont give a fuck i feel like im dying every second i stand in this room. i didnt even think to ask to share it which is what i#should have done. oops. cant do anything abt it now other than feel abt abt causing drama between labs. ugh.#i just wanna cut all ties with my old work. theres no joy there. only pain and anger. which makes it hard to work with it but the sooner i#do. the sooner i dont have to fucking deal with it anymore. ugh. also i really need to find a therapist but my insurance changes in like 18#days so i might as well wait for the semester to start. ugh. like i can feel the pull of my bad habits trying to drag me down and i dont kno#how to stop them. like its weird. i noticed while my parents were here. they can just do things and enjoy stuff. and everytime i do#something i feel like im holding my breath the entrie time waiting for it to be over and for what? its not like i had other stuff to do#i just needed to kno when things were gonna end and i dont deal well with flexible situations. which makes it hard to do things. so its#like do i succumb to my control freak lil bubble of not doing anything and being miserable or do things outside my comfort zone and be#miserable? one of those things is way easier. plus i dont even kno anyone here so its like wtf do i do?#try to make friends with my sometimes roommate maybe. i just need to corner her and be like hey i need to establish a dialog with u so i can#tell u that if i seem like a weird hermit im not trying to b standoffish i just dont kno how to do human interaction well. can we b friends?#id like to b friends but if i dont talk now then ill get stuck not talking ever. which is whats happened with past roommates... god my 1st#roommate must have thought i was so fucking weird. ugh. point is. these bad habits must stop. and i really need to get work done so i can#never think abt that shit ever again. at least now that ive moved i can run up the side of a mountain when im frustrated#unrelated
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Feeling something over rgu right now...........
#In regards to utena apologizing to anthy at the end#Before the swords get her but after anthy falls screaming to uncertainty#She says I'm sorry I couldn't be your prince#And its so loaded.... there are an infinite apologies in that single sorry#Im aching just thinking about it#Like im sorry I have exposed you raw and bleeding to the world#And im sorry you have to be alone. I'm sorry I can't be with you#Im sorry I can't heal you. I'm sorry I can't feed the system that kills you#Im sorry I wasn't there sooner. Im sorry I won't be there now.#Im sorry I took the swords. I'm sorry I couldn't see them before.#Even the first time while watching that episode I vividly imagined#Anthy digging herself out of her grave naked and bleeding and alone#How long did she stay in her coffin before crawling out?#Rgu#Sku
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i do not think about how i had no concrete health issues after thesis. i do not think abt how the moment i started working out again i got 17 caution pop-ups across my body. i do not think about how i did not have wrist pain on main until i overplayed hades one night in december & how getting covid & then christmas prevented me from seeking immediate treatment until a full month in. i am going to cryscreamdie if i think about it
#my health would have collapsed sooner or later anyway. yes i should have started gentler or earlier sports wise#but i dont think i will ever get rid of my wrist pain now#it's manageable currently but it feels like im right on the borderline of swinging into chronic trouble no matter how little i stress it#now. when i was finally on the verge of a future. i am biting my tongue off abt it or i will cry and never stop#:((((((((((((#elia txts#like was there a way to do this differently. am i still paying the price of a once a week high intensity workout from three months ago?#how am i supposed to gain muscle mass to relieve joint pain if i cannot work out without triggering said pain even on low impact sport. :'(#no amount of resting is making it fully go away and if i dont move my range of motion will decrease even more. im so stuck i want to cry#health vent sorry i simply cannot take it anymore <3
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Keep seeing Miraculous Ladybug shit, and how come they're apparently doing the whole love square shift 5 fucking season later?
There's a point where the 'will they won't they' romance gets fucking annoying and honestly the blond cat and ladybug have gotten past it for a while. Like why not do it at least maybe the end of season 2 instead of fucking dragging it out.
God i hope this show ends soon im so fucking tired of seeing this het nonsense
#sorry for people who like Miraculous Ladybug#the concept is fun but from what i've been forced to watch so far the execution is atrocious#Like honestly im hoping the showrunners pull some bullshit and neither of the two ends up together because they're just so fucking annoying#also they're literally 14 or someting#like i get that this is a magic show bullshit but the whole meeting your soulmate when you're a kid is annoying#or maybe its the het nonsense thats annoying#but like they could have been cute if the whole reversal was way fucking sooner but#noooo gotta drag it out with dumb love triangles#honestly Marinette should end up with Luka#or Kagami#but seriously Luka and Marinette is way fucking better than the annoying constant Adrien Marinette Chat Noir Ladybug rfucking bullshit#okay rant over im sorry#Burito rale
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thinkin bout. 2 gay alternates kissing. holding hands. developing their relationship nd morality. one is in pursuit of gabriel and wants to kill him/every other alternate and the other still worships gabriel and will do whatever he says and so these 2 most likely have a long drawn out hard battle that ends in heartbreak and close to death bc their goals and life clash at this peak. but then they kiss again....
#tanner talks#OBVIOUSLY thinkin bout T nd watchman's dynamic#T: hey so i need to kill gabriel. i will have his head on a stick and nothing can stop me#watchman who is conflicted with this info nd knows he needs to kill T to protect gabe: ok so ur about to hate me but- (ATTACKS)#ough..... theyre both distraught nd conflicted nd T is like please i dont want to hurt you dont make me do this#nd theres so much tears nd heartache in the battle but also a longing sense of softness and hesitation#(pats my face) these 2. oh my gawdddd. i think about this scenario sm bc its gonna come up as a conflict sooner or later#and it could make or break em....#i think about em so often......#or when T is successful in killing gabriel then how does watchman react...#T: (holding gabe's head in his hand and bloody and almost dead) i did it.#watchman: (UTTERLY HORRIFIED.)#nd then how that conflict would pan out...#T is just i did this for you and for every innocent person and for me and i love you#and watchman is just you killed my lord nd my father. if you loved me why didnt you listen to me#STAWWWWPPPPP IM THINKING BOUT THIS SM MAYBE THEY WOULD FIGHT AGAIN... OH LORDDDDD#i want these 2 to just kiss nd hold nd melt into each other and have so many emotions.....#maybe have a kid they share bc they both kill 6 and are able to get some kids back.... idkidk....#SORRY im rambling sm..... these 2 gay demons oh lord....
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get crabed idiot
OMG????? OOOF AUGH OGH [GETS FUCKIGN CRABBED]
#WAHH THANK YOU SO MUCH??????? OMG#I HAVE LITERALLY BEEN HOPING FOR A RETURN OF THE KING(CRABS) FEATURE EVER SINCE I MISSED IT ON APRIL FOOLS;;;;;#NOW I CAN GET THE CRAB EXPERIENCE ALSO TYSM#WHAOUGH;;;;#ITS RLLY LATE RN AND I ONLY JUST FOUND OUT ABT THIS SO I WONT ACTIVATE IT. YET#IM SAVING IT FOR TOMORROW SO I CAN SAVOR IT >:3c#(ALSO BC I SHOULD TECHNICALLY B IN BED RN ASFJHASJFA)#BUT YEAH IM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#CRAB CRAB CRAB CRAB CRAB CRAB CRAB#[HOLDS CRABS GENTLY]#TY ANON !!!!#EDIT: I JUST SAW THAT THIS WAS SENT 2 DAYS AGO OOPS? HGJHDFKJGHDKFHGD#SORRY FOR NOT SEEING IT SOONER#I KEPT GETTING THIS WEIRD POPUP ON TUMBLR MOBILE THAT JUST DISAPPEARED WHEN I CLICKED ON IT#APPARENTLY IT ONLY WORKS ON DESKTOP N I DIDNT FIND OUT ABT THIS TIL JUST NOW AKJFAKSFASFASKJFSAGKASGKAJSGASGASGKJASKGAA#THATS ONE MYSTERY SOLVED#(MYSTERY OF WHATS WITH THE CONCERNING POPUPS PESTERING ME ON TUMBLR LATELY AND DISAPPEARING WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING)#SHKDJHGKJHDGKJDSHGKJSHDGKHSDGJSD#bird.txt
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can i be honest...?
i don't give a shit if my fanfic gets used for ai
find actual problems
#mik talks#most common concerns ive seen thus far are just THEYRE REPLACING HUMAN ARTISTS WITH AI! and PEOPLE WILL LOSE THEIR JOBS!#which like#yeah. every industry gets automated sooner or later.#this just proves my point that art should be separated from profit#if you dont want to engage with generative art in the future (if that even becomes a thing) then just... dont watch mainstream shit?#like. this comes from someone who used generation tools regularly back when it was very much identifiable.#some of you guys have an actual allergic reaction to everything ai and its so embarrassing#like the whole mr j thing. u guys were so cringe im not sorry.#theres actual shit that can have impact. shit like deepfakes. but i promise you the ethical concerns are not about if ur supernatural mpreg#is 100000% actual real legit human written!!!!!!!!!#this sounds like people freaking out about losing their painting jobs after photography became a thing and ykw? painting is still around#and its no longer all about money which is a GOOD THING.#becasue it allows for more creative expression#idk i just think *artists are losing their jobs!* to be a stupid argument. because um well. well i simply dont think people should have to#draw to eat and be safe....sorry......#ur getting mad at the wrong guy here. some of those industries you worked for were never your friend in the first place#so you getting mad at ai for stealing ur jobs is barking up the wrong tree. missing the point.#like getting mad at machines for stealing ur mechanic jobs..or idk#anyway#also some of you are so fucking stupid if you actually want stricter copyright laws. you do realize thats gonna make all those fanworks you#love illegal right.....................#copyright protects no one but rich people
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i say this affectionately! have u tried therapy/pyschiatrist? i know at my campus we had free therapy/counseling and it helped me get onto antidepressants which have really helped me. lots of love to u
hi thank u for this!! im rly glad u were able to get the support u needed and i appreciate u sharing how it went for u. i am in therapy rn (but it’s an off campus place where im paired w clinical interns and the intern im working w rn is abt to leave in 2 weeks bc her internship is ending which means im (pardon my french) abt to rawdog life again until September when i get assigned to a new intern 😩) but im not on meds atm. ive definitely considered it before and once i get all my insurance stuff sorted out w the new job i’ll look into it again and see what i’m able to do / if it’s a good option for me esp since i won’t have therapy for the next few months! tysm 💓
#purrs#asks#fun fact: u sent this the morning after i had a huge breakdown (which is probably why u sent this lmfao) and the very next day things in my#life got sooooo bad and also i had to rawdog life in the very beginning when it was hardest bc my old counselor (an absolute ICON) got a new#job and i had to wait a week to get assigned to a new intern (my current counselor who is also an icon) at the last minute and it was#terrible. and the thing that made me lose my shit the day after u sent this was finding out some things abt the hurdles i would have to jump#thru to apply for The Job and the implications of them and… im replying to this ask the day after formally accepting my offer for The Job! b#because everythi ng worked out. and i survived and it was so hard but i made it out ok and now i have all this stuff to look forward to. so#it’s just cool it worked out like that and im sorry i didn’t respond to this sooner but it’s also cool that im responding to it today of all#days. like bookends 🥹💓 anyways i hope ur doing well and thank u so much again for helping me!
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twitter links w/ hsr men
pairings. blade, jing yuan, aventurine, sunday, gepard, sampo x afab/fem! reader
warnings. NSFW no minors! please read at your own discretion, explicit/18+ smut, established relationships for most, brat taming for blade, mention of being called a whore (teasing manner) for aventurine, mentions of puppy for gepard but there's no meaning about it. aggressive sex, passionate sex, masturbation (fem.) sub! gepard for 1 twt link, fingering
a/n. i don't think i've done one for hsr yet... or genshin so maybe that'll be in the future. sorry (not sorry) guys i'm ovulating (i need them all carnally). also i think for some you need to be logged in twitter for them to work! this only has a couple of characters cause i'm a bit lazy today
blade
✧ fucking you so good from behind, "you like that don't you?"
✧ eating you out in a room just beside his colleuges room, he likes the risk and it turns on him. you feel the same way, right?
✧ teasing you for being such a brat, spanking your tight pussy and rubbing soft languid on your sensitive clit. you'll learn your lesson sooner or later.
✧ the size difference never fails to amaze him. but that's fine, he'll take his time with you.
✧ making you cum just by his slender fingers
jing yuan
✧ riding your boyfriend jing yuan
✧ fucking you in his bathroom while you're wearing his shirt. how adorable of you ♡
✧ best friend! jing yuan who fucks you right and how you deserved to be fucked. "feels good doesn't it? i know baby but you need to keep your voice down.. your mom is here.." it's quite hard to stay quiet while being pounded relentlessly, isn't it?
✧ a 5 star meal in his opinion, nothing beats your pussy.
aventurine
✧ slowly and painstakingly teasing you with his cock, oh, and you're wearing that new blindfold he bought for you!
✧ bouncing up and down on his dick, "like the whore you are"
✧ morning sex (is this based off the artwork recently posted by hoyo? yes)
✧ fingering you from behind
✧ "fuck..." aventurine loves hearing you moan
sunday
✧ "ride my face, please."
✧ passionate sex with sunday
✧ giving your boyfriend an awaited tit job ♡
✧ restricting your movement by binding you. "stop moving or i won't put it in." he says while also rubbing his hardness on your entrance.
✧ fucking you 'till you're braindead
gepard
✧ your puppy boyfriend who loves eating you out. best meal ever.
✧ breeding you just like you asked, one peak down at the messy sight gets him 10x more hard. good luck with a horny gepard
✧ milking your beloved with a vibrator
✧ teasing your poor husband with a video of your wet pussy while he's at work.
sampo
✧ your boyfriend still continuing to finger you through your orgasm. overstimulated would be an understatement.
✧ making out in your room
✧ fucking you aggressively after seeing his rival, gepard, flirt with you (?? gepard flirting??)
✧ your pleasure is his pleasure//masturbating while eating you out
a/n: me after not writing anything for a couple of weeks (i think almost a month?) :) i haven't done this in SO long. no continue reading for this since it's short. (this is a shitpost)
taglist: @tomansimp @one-offmind @miitchiji @dainsleif-when-playable @momoewn @stygianoir @irethepotato @v4an @imetsk @fiannee @sunnyf4lls if im missing anyone please tell me because i have an inkling feeling i missed a few..
liking + following + reblogs are very much appreciated!!!
#hsr x reader#blade x reader#jing yuan x reader#aventurine x reader#sunday x reader#gepard x reader#sampo x reader#hsr smut#honkai star rail x reader#hsr x you
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I really do wish my brain was less complicated about people shit
#like i did not have to stress out for 3 days before asking if my last message was rude#(it wasnt)#i couldve asked sooner and avoided all the anxiety of having hurt someone#harm reduction is a muscle you have to train i guess#just going 'im so sorry if i hurt you' and getting a 'literally ive been busy and just didnt think tk answer'#really does make you feel silly
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