#im so fucking bad at performance im too stiff and jagged and im not funny i cant make jokes to save my life i have no stage presence
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i think i need to make peace with the fact i am not a creative person
#i feel like every creative endeavor i try to take on just fails miserably every time#im deeply unsatisfied with my art; its very static and im not good at multiple things and can only draw the same shit over and over#my writing has been shit lately too not to mention i have zero writing ideas anyway#had the most embarrassing audition of my life tonight trying out for a show with my drag club and failed it horribly (for the 3rd time)#im so fucking bad at performance im too stiff and jagged and im not funny i cant make jokes to save my life i have no stage presence#like i think i just am not destined to do anything in the arts. which is jarring as someone who kind of barely had a rep for being#'artsy' as a kid (but not even. bc other kids were better than me and had more well-liked art and so on so forth)#im just gonna kill myself idk.#txt
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