#im out of ideas for narumitsu and writing for franmaya to dramatically less audience is fucking depressing
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That was probably my last fanfic for a while. Just so everyone knows. rambling in the tags for the curious.
#grems know bc ive been moaning about it but writing takes a lot out of me especially because im unmedicated#im out of ideas for narumitsu and writing for franmaya to dramatically less audience is fucking depressing#it's not that i dont appreciate the interaction i DO get it's just that i want to write franmaya and it seems like nobody cares about it#i dont care if that makes me vain or overly dependent on flattery or a bad writer. maybe that's true.#i have come a long long way on not needing outside validation but that doesnt change the fact that writing for a void is depressing#any fics i write are already written for my friends at this point and published for my own sense of self satisfaction#but all my ideas left are franmaya + very long and very involved and i just dont have it in me anymore#if you like my writing then please follow my game dev account#it's @sadghoststudios everywhere#i want to write something that fulfils me and is worth my time and maybe fanfiction isnt that anymore#and im working on some game stuff that is gonna be really awesome. it deserves to be my primary project for once#hashtag promo if you like AA you'll like what im working on :))))) sigh#i have a great catalog of fics im really proud of. and i dont regret a second i spent writing them#but i think i'm done. for now at least#sorry. thanks for everything
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