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#im not gonna get into psychoanalyzing this man i have never met and never will but as someone coming of age with maladptive father WOOF
auncle-friend · 2 years
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god eagle vs shark is so.... clenches fist
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FYODOR PAVLOVICH HIMSELF BABY!!
Show me a loser. Show me a man who drinks only so he can a stunning performance. Show me the man who gambles, cheats on his wife, and generally makes people uncomfortable - and you will find me on his lap.
The ENTIRE sequence with Muslov where he’s like “I’M GONNA FOLLOW YOU LIKE THE SUN. WHEN YOU WAKE, I WILL BE THERE. WHEN YOU TURN LEFT SO WILL I-“ while you can feel Muslov having an actual panic attack thinking Fyodor might be insane enough to bother him forever
FUCKING. FAV. I have not laughed that hard at a scene in year. I had to keep walking away to laugh - only to return to Fyodor DOUBLING. DOWN. And I’d have to run away scream-laughing again.
Dude is a clown /would have been a woman he banged at some point.
And YES I HAVE read Crime and Punishment!!!! What a fantastic book…the modern struggle between survival and guilt laid out in every way.
THE CLOWN KING HIMSELF. he is so unhinged like he is genuinely such a menace. i absolutely get your obsession
AND YES THAT THING WITH MUSLOV GOD I JUST LOVED WHENEVER HE WENT INTO COMPLETE INSANE MODE
my most favourite thing were his interactions with alyosha, like even HE couldn’t help it but adore the boy and his goodness akdkdkfkf
also i think dostoevsky giving his unmistakably-terrible-person character the same name as his own……. king behaviour. definitely worth psychoanalyzing the dude but still
ALSO PLEASE TELL IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN SEE THIS BUT: fyodor pavlovich and marmeladov = different ends of the same spectrum
i just think it would be insane if they ever met. oh humanity would never see the end of their wailing and drunken public speeches and self-pity followed by immediate self-hatred. the way they would complete each other ……… absolute besties. i couldn’t get this out of my head when i first read the beginning of tbk about fyodor, my mind kept screaming like: BOY YOU GOTTA MEET MARMELADOV. THE WAY YOU TWO WOULD CLICK INSTANTLY
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I want to ask how did you start liking jotaro, as I saw many ppl hate him a lot, especially in part 3
IM ACTUALLY...REALLY REALLY REALLY EXCITED THAT SOMEONE ASKED ME THIS SO THANK YOU SO MUCH ANONYMOUS LET ME TAKE YOU THROUGH MY JOURNEY <3
so like u mention in the ask, i actually also was one of the ppl that hated him a lot at first (screenshot of this message ft the date for reference)
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he was brash and rude and so fucking mean to his mother for no reason and i got sick of the schtick pretty quick. compared to joseph's rambunctiousness and jonathan's honor, jotaro's outright hostility wasnt endearing to me
however, an important thing i remember consciously noting was how he mentions he stays in the jail cell in order to keep people form getting hurt
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and so i remember noting "ah. he's gonna be one of those 'me against the world for the sake of my loved ones' types"
the question from then on was if jotaro's character would stick the landing of that archetype
and well, obviously he did (for me at least)
as i continued to watch part 3 i began to feel more amicable toward jotaro. he was not my favorite but i was warming up to him. during jotaor vs dio i really felt for him. it's plain to see this kid is absolutely traumatized even if he tries so hard to ignore it. i personally have always had a soft spot for characters like this. dont really know why. i do not want to psychoanalyze myself to figure it out <3
anyway but finishing part 3 didnt make me a jotaro stan. i liked him enough by then, sure, but he still was rocky and i loved poking fun about him
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however i then began part 4 and i much much MUCH preferred this new, more respectable jotaro. he's still got the trauma and rough edges and inability to communicate but he's less of an outright asshole now. the only time i remember disapproving of him during that part was then he punched josuke when they first met 😭 but even then that can be explained by his trauma and how crazy diamond looks similar to the world so i didnt really feel miffed
however jotaro is not the star of part 4 obviously so he kinda faded to the background for me while i fell in love with josuke/the morioh gang at large
but anyway. at this point i had become fully hyperfixated on jojo (phantom blood started it, battle tendency made sure i'd keep watching, and stardust crusaders finalized it) so i was looking shit up about it all the time
a part of that included being exposed to part 6 spoilers obviously. i remember when i first saw jolyne i wasn't sure if she was a popular fanon character cause i just couldn't comprehend jotaro having a daughter 😭
but i did more digging cause while i still poked fun i did like jotaro so i was curious, and... i found out how stone ocean ends. i find out how jotaro's story ends
THIS. is where i began to take a massive turn for him
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still some of the playful ribbing but i think u can tell from my typing pattern that the tone of it has changed. jotaro took a new, deeper place in my heart
what solidified it and thus cemented jotaro as probably my favorite character was a couple of things: eyes of heaven and reading the manga of stardust crusaders
eyes of heaven made me really confront how jotaro's one sole wish is just his loved ones being safe and happy. jotaro gets the power to rewrite the timeline however he wanted; he could do literally ANYTHING he wanted. and he chose a happy ending for his loved ones, for his family. he chose to save people he had never met for the sake of others. jotaro is a lot of things but above all he is truly just a man, a man that loves his family so fucking much, and the way eyes of heaven portrayed it just particularly ruined me
coinciding this, i also started reading the stardust crusaders manga i think at first cause i wanted to see kakyoin again super badly. however, this quickly became a venture for also jotaor content, because the manga gave me something the anime would never: jotaro emoting. jotaro being gentle. jotaro, most importantly, being a child who was thrust into a situation far too big for him that he frankly had nothing to do with. the manga combined with his depseration in eyes of heaven helped me to fully come to terms with the fact that jotaro was a SCARED TEENAGER WHO JUST WANTED HIS MOMA DN HIS NEW FRIENDS TO BE OKAY AND IT LED TO ALL OF THIS. it truly made me nuts and we're now here <3
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so, tl;dr, jotaro was done BAD bad by davidpro in part 3 by them refusing to let him show any of his vulnerability/childishness, which does him no favors; but ultimately he is a character i think you appreciate more once you know his whole story, as evidenced by my complete turn over post me knowing about part 6. everything he does can be understood a lot better once you understand his end goal (and, well, see everything he does lol) and how it goes for him.
anyway i love jotaro kujo so fucking much he means everything to me
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kareniliana · 3 years
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Marcel: Crazy Ex Drama
A//N: Hey people! I’ve come up with a schedule. I will write as much as I can over the week. In between class work or classes and tutor sessions. Then edit and post them on the weekends. Imma try this week to do that. And we’ll go from there.
If y'all want to request anything, my inbox is open.
Oh I almost forgot, this one shot mentions abusive relations with drug using and cheating. I am in no way trying to romanticize abuse or anything. I just started writing and this came out. I do apologize if I insult anyone, please call me out on it. And I will correct it or take it down. I truly mean no harm here.
xx Karebear 💛🧸
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You were visiting New Orleans for a girls trip with two of your best friends, Eva and Lucy. You went college with them, lived with them when you first graduated and now you live hours away from each other. Not seeing each other often put a strain on your friendship so you came up with the brilliant idea that you would visit New Orleans for a girls trip. It’s perfect, you’ll drink your liver away.
The first two nights visiting were a blur, you weren’t sure which bars you were at and which you hadn’t visited yet. But for the third day, you were going to keep it low-key but fun.
At lunch, you and your friends sat at a bar talking to a nice blonde bartender. She informed you she had a psych degree and your friends didn’t stop bothering her until y'all left. But she enjoyed the company and psychoanalyzing. You however was busy making eyes with a beautiful chocolate man across the restaurant. His smile caught your eyes, it was genuine and brightening. 
Finally she turned to look at you, “what about you? Any guy problems?”
“Oh does she ever, she just got out of a very abusive relationship.” Your drunk friend started, earning a deep sigh from you. 
“He cheated, lied, did drugs, verbally abuse me and sometimes he would hit me. I left him, filed a restraining order- I got out.” You shrugged your shoulders, not wanting to talk about it any longer.
You stuck around to drink and chill, the vibe in this bar was immaculate. You had forced yourself, to stop looking for the man. Wanting him to come to your, which he did. He placed his hand on the seat next to yours.
“Is this seat taken?” He asked, his deep voice made you want to melt.
“No, go for it.” You smiled, he pulled the seat out sitting with you.
“Cami, can I get another and,” He looked to you, “Anything she wants.”
 You caught his gaze, holding eye contact. “Uh, I'll have what he's having.”
“Alright, two bourbons.” She grabs another glass and serves you the liquid. Your friends and cami seeing what’s happening.
“I’m Marcel.” He handed his hand out for you to shake, you smiled gently placing your hand in his.
“Y/n, it’s nice to meet you.”
“The pleasure is all mine, and on behalf of my beautiful city, welcome to New Orleans. I am more than happy to show you around. Say tonight, at 7. I can meet you or pick you up, whatever you choose.” He was smooth.
Cami placed the cups down in front of you both,“You can pick me up at the Hotel just down the street.” You pointed down the road to your hotel, the only hotel within a mile radius.
“Alright.” He smiled brightly, his smile making you almost giggle like a school girl.
He lifted his drink, signally for you to follow suit. He raised his glass, waiting for you. You clashed your drinks together, taking a sip.
“Tell me, why New Orleans?”Marcel asked as you both set the drinks down.
“Oh well, I hadn’t seen my best friends, Eva and Lucy,” You motioned to the girls,”In maybe 8 months. We had spent nearly five years living together.”
Eva leaned over, “Now we’re all hours away from each other, we don’t get much time to visit.”
“It’s mandatory for us to go on a girls trip at least every month.” You added, taking another sip, knowing Lucy will butt in next. Marcel just watching the vibe between you three, he thought it looked like the human way of a family. Which you were, Eva and Lucy are your family.
“But someone” Lucy points to you behind your head, “got into a - Okay! I think that’s enough from you two.” You interrupted her, you were okay talking to women about your abusive relationship, but when it came to telling men- let alone someone you just met and are interested in- you weren’t comfortable yet. And you didn’t want your friend to unload that kind of baggage. 
However, Marcel already knows. You have no knowledge of the supernaturals in the world, you didn’t know that Marcel already heard you talk about it. He heard your heartbeat rise when Lucy began to talk about it. You were nervous, which he understood. And he couldn’t help but want you more. He wanted to protect you.
“Okay fine, we’ll just see you back at the hotel later. We’re gonna go find something to do.” Eva gathered herself and Lucy, who seemed to be pretty drunk already. 
Saying their goodbyes and your focus was back to the present.
Marcel placed his hand on yours, You looked to him. “Whatever Lucy was going on about, I don’t want you to worry about it. Whatever it is, you can tell me or not. I understand.” 
You smiled, you could see it in his face. You knew he knew.“Thank you, but something tells me you already know?”
He sighed, “I’m only guessing it wasn’t something good.”
“He was abusive, a cheater, and an addict. I thought I could change him, help him. He was good, until he wasn’t. But I did all the steps. I documented, went to friends and police. I got a restraining order, I moved, got a new job, a place all by myself. I’m doing better now, that’s what is important.” You explained, feeling accomplished and grateful you were able to get out. 
You were proud of yourself and made progress moving on from everything.
Behind you, in a corner, a vampire calls Marcel away. Marcel signally to give him a minute.
“I’m proud of you, Y/n. Thats good! How about another drink?” You nodded, as he signaled for Cami.
“I’m sorry but will you excuse me for a second, I’m just gonna go to the bathroom for a quick second. Don’t go anywhere just yet, okay?” He asked, getting up his seat.
“Oh yeah no, go for it.” You smiled and his hand brushed your shoulder.
Cami comes back with your refill, “Im sorry I didn’t mean to eavesdrop but I’m really happy you’re in a good place right now.”
“Oh no it’s okay, you basically already knew. Minor details. Thank you.”
“Y’know Marcel is a really great guy,” She began to make a drink for someone across the bar. “He looks out for the tourists and locals, keeps them safe.”
“So this city, is his or?” Cami laughs, if only you knew.
“He’s very influential here, stick with him. You’ll be safe.” Cami walks off, serving the drink she just made.
You look at the menu for desserts, sipping your bourbon. Then Marcel comes back, sitting down without a word.
“Is the pie any good Marcel-” You turn to look to Marcel but see Jason instead. Instantly you sprung up to your feet, pushing your stool back. Jason reached out for your arm, squeezing it harder than he thought he would.
The sound of the stool being pushed caught Cami’s attention, watching from the end of the bar. Seeing the disgust for him on your face, your body language stiff but grounded and unwavering.
Just as she was about to go to you, Marcel walked back in from the back. Vampire drama dealt with. “Cami, what’s up?”
“I think that's her ex.” Cami’s eyes never leaving you.
Jason grabbed you, keeping you there.”Wait, please just hear me out.”
You looked at his hand squeezing you, it began to hurt. “Let. Me. Go.” Looking back up at him, his eyes red teary. He was high.
He scoffed, “No, just hear me out.”
“I have a restraining order dude! Let me go!” You raised your voice, catching Marcels attention. Swiftly he walked to you two.
“I do believe she told you to let her go.” Marcel intervened, one hand placed gently on your back.
“This doesn’t concern you!” He belted at Marcel, digging his fingers deeper. you helped in pain. Marcel took a hold of Jasons hand, squeezing it with his vampire strength. Jasons claws unlatched from you, it will definitely bruise.
“I called the cops, Marcel.” Cami came to you with an ice pack.
Marcel then tried to escort Jason outside but Jason began to fight back. Falling back and into other people on the way out. When finally Marcel sucker punched him, knocking hims unconscious.
After the police took my statement and pictures of the already bruised arm, they arrested him and took him to county jail.
Marcel sits in the seat the officer was in, placing two cups of bourbon. “I called your friends, they should be here any minute. I’m so sorry that happened. Are you okay?” 
“Yeah, I’m good. Thank you. Really.” You smiled, chuckling after a moment of silence. “We just met and we had a crazy ex boyfriend situation before our first date!”
Marcel laughed with you. He smiled at you brightly, somehow making you smile just as big. You reach for his hand, holding it.
“I still expect yo take you out, no crazy ex drama will get in the way of our date.” Marcel said, earning a laugh from you.
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Again I mean no harm with this imagine.
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Cyberverse Season 2 episode 3 & 4 & 5 watch!
This is going to be a doozy, I can feel it already
Episode 3
YO IT’S WHEELJACK!!! Everyone’s fun weird wild uncle!!
“See, it works great!” *CRASH*
Man it’d be so sweet if Brainstorm was in Cyberverse, he and Wheeljack would get along so well (or they’d absolutely hate each other and they’d be rivals lol. One or the other)
Optimus is so supportive, aww
THE OPENING IS STILL SO GOOD AHHHHH
RATCHET!!! RATCHET!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH
Bumblebee: Hey I saw a weird cat on the moon
THE AZTEC ASTRONAUTS???? 
A BANANA, TELETRAN PLZ
HOT ROD!!! MY BABY
PROWL!!!!
DEADLOCK!!!!
CYBERVERSE YOU GOTTA STOP HAVING CHARACTERS I LOVE POP UP EVER 3 SECONDS IM GONNA DIE
ARCEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
CYBERVERSE WHAT DID I JUST SAY IM GONNA DIE!!! I DONT CARE IF THEY ONLY GET ONE LINE IM GRINNING SO WIDE MY FACE HURTS
GOSH I LOVE CYBERVERSE
ARCEE AND A GIRAFFE 
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SHE TOOK SELFIES WITH ALL SORTS OF ANIMALS SHE’S SO CUTE!!!! I LOVE YOU ARCEE
GRIMLOCK NO DONT DRINK THAT
BUMBLEBEE IS SO CUTE...I love his VA so much, he’s so cute, Bumblebee sounds so sweet
LMAO GET FRICKIN REKT PROWL
Way to scratch up the Ark Grimlock
Bee: Your hyper-fuel is way more hyper than your mega-magnetizer is mega Me, tears streaming down my face: You’re such a dork Bee, I love you so much
OH NO HOT ROD NO
WINDBLADE YES
AW Hot Rod and Windblade are so cute and SUCH dorks, they’re so casual and relaxed about this
LMAO WAY TO GO BEE
OH NO HOT ROD
“See you on the other side!” HOT ROD NO!!!!!!!!
LMAO naughty Dinosaurs get confined to the bubble (and Windblade too)
CHEETAH BOY!!!
I love how Hot Rod does a somersault to transform, he’s SO CUTE 
Hot Rod and Bee are chasing after this cat and my first thought was “Same”
UH OH THERE GOES HOT ROD, OFF ON HIS MAGICAL ADVENTURE
Episode 4
WHAT IS GOING ON HERE
STARSCREAMGATE
“Who’s storescream?” GUYS PLS
Oh yikes one of those names had kind of a bad word in it??? I wonder if the cyberverse crew caught that
Me, pointing to Soundwave in the background like that one Spongebob meme: THERE’S MY SON
LMAO THEY’RE REALLY OUT HERE ACTING LIKE THEY’RE HONORING STARSCREAM, MEGATRON YOU JERK
Megatron, sounding choked-up with fake tears: Starscream was my closest friend Me: *LOUDLY GAGS*
Megatron’s such a frickin loser I LOVE THIS MORON BUT ALSO BOY YOU’RE REALLY OVERDOING THIS
"Wow, Megatron is really good at lying” 1) HE’S REALLY NOT... 2) YOU’RE LITERALLY NAMED THE DECEPTICONS WHY IS THIS A SURPRISE
“Fail me, and I WILL destroy you” Good ‘ol Megs
Megatron: I need someone to replace Starscream at my side Soundwave: *literally Right There, ready to please, loyal to a fault* Megatron: *walks right by him*
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OHOHOHO DANG THAT CONVO MEGATRON HAD WITH SLIPSTREAM WAS SO SO GOOD, I LOVE ME A SCARY MEGATRON!!!!! “See that you don’t waste it” GOOD STUFF
Oh man that little scene where Megatron sits down in his throne and the photo of Starscream automatically gets pulled up and Megatron turns away and dismisses the image is So Good for a variety of reasons, I love the little expressions and emotions the Cyberverse crew puts into scenes where the characters have no dialogue
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WHY! ARE! YOU! SO! PRECIOUS!
“Your dramatics are useless, Soundwave!” LEAVE MY BOY ALONE SHOCKWAVE!!!
Wint your boy is bullying mine!!
Gosh I frickin love seeing Shockwave and Soundwave interact THANK YOU FOR THIS CONTENT CYBERVERSE STAFF
Soundwave: I will be the one to bring back Optimus Prime’s head! And then Megatron will finally notice me and love me! Shockwave: For the last time, please stop telling me about your relationship problems
Soundwave: I will be the one to bring back Optimus Prime’s head Shockwave: A highly unlikely conclusion, given your flair for inefficiency Me: IM GOING TO SHOVE SHOCKWAVE INTO A LOCKER, HOW DARE YOU—
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Soundwave my sweet boy please kick his butt
I love you Shadow Striker
Shockwave: Sabotage Soundwave’s shuttle Soundwave: BLOW UP HIS FRICKIN LAB
LMAO GOOD LUCK SLIPSTREAM
HOT ROD!!! MY SWEET BOY YOU’RE IN A BAD SPOT
“Oh hey, I’m chasing the moon cheetah, have you seen it?” YOU SWEET BOY!!!!
“Hey this isn’t fair! There’s only two of you!” HOT ROD PLEASE
GOSH when Bludgeon showed up for half a frickin second I was worried they were using Bayverse design for Drift, BUT THEN I REMEMBERED WE ALREADY HAVE DEADLOCK WITH A GOOD NON-BAYVERSE DESIGN AND I’VE NEVER IN MY LIFE BEEN MORE RELIEVED
Man what a good show
THUNDERCRACKER YOU’RE ADORABLE
Hot Rod: Yeah, not everyone may think I’m a genius, but I make up for it with my good looks Me: You sure do buddy
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THEY’RE SO CUTE WHEN THEY POUT
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*FLASHBACKS TO MTMTE RODIMUS AND MEGATRON BICKERING*
Megatron: HAIL THE ARK! I need to tell Optimus I’ve kidnapped his son
Megatron: It would appear you’re missing an Autobot Hot Rod: Hey Optimus! :D Optimus: *fatherly sigh of disapproval* B/
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noOOO THIS IS JUST LIKE THE MOVIE, STOP WITH THE PARALLELS CYBERVERSE YOU’RE STRESSING ME OUT
OMG HOT ROD YOU LITTLE SNOT, I LOVE YOU
Slipstream: THUNDERCRACKER! What’s going on? Thundercracker, mentally: Quick! Play dumb! Thundercracker: Who’s Thundercracker? Thundercracker, mentally: NOT THAT DUMB
Oh shoot are they rebuilding a new body for Starscream or something
Once again, I’d like to state that the explosions in this show are REALLY pretty
THE CHEETAH 
Megatron: BRING ME THE KITTY
OH SHOOT Episode 5 is up already?? GUESS I’LL WATCH THAT TOO
Ohh so they’re saying the Allspark caused the ground bridges? Interesting!
I wonder what would happen if someone walked into a groundbridge the same time as someone else walked out.
Uh oh they’re going to run into some problems, they both know where the All Spark is now
UH OH it only took Optimus and Megatron??? HERE WE GO This’ll be fun
I love that the All Spark looks like a giant dnd die with the Triforce on it
YESSSS I LOVE THESE MEGATRON / OPTIMUS PRIME FIGHT SCENES
OH SNAP KITTY CAT KNOCKED OVER OPTIMUS
Oh no they’re going to have to go through trials HOOO BOY THIS IS GOING TO BE FUN
Shockwave: Utilize your seekers Slipstream: Uhhhhhhh right I’ll do that yup I totally know where they are
LMAO Cheetor’s about to do some couples therapy on Megatron and Optimus’ relationship
Cheetor: Before you met Optimus Prime, he was a file clerk. What files was he in charge of?  OH SHOOT HE REALLY IS GOING TO PUT THEM THROUGH COUPLES THERAPY, I WAS KIDDING
real talk though, what files WAS Optimus in charge of, now I’m curious
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MEGATRON LOOKS SO CONFUSED AND SLIGHTLY OFFENDED, IM CRYIN
IM FRICKIN SCREAMING THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING
Cheetor: Before you met Megatron, he was a celebrated gladiator. In his most famous victory, who did he defeat? Optimus: Oh shoot am I a bad husband???
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This screencap is killing me, HE’S LIKE “I REALLY DON’T KNOW” and comparing it to the cap above makes it even funnier, they’re both like “Who the hell is this guy and why is he psychoanalyzing our relationship”
Megatron: How could you not know this??? FRICKIN HELL THIS IS COUPLES THERAPY, OPTIMUS IS ABOUT TO BE LIKE “WELL AT LEAST I DIDN’T FORGET OUR ANNIVERSARY”
Cheetor: What have you learned about leadership from Optimus Prime?” Me, dragging my hands down my face, torn between utter delight and second-hand embarrassment: This is the best episode ever, thank you Cyberverse
MAN for half a second I seriously thought Cheetor dragged Starscream’s body out in alt mode, I WAS ABOUT TO SAY “THAT SEEMS PRETTY DARK”
Oh boy they’re about to get their mandatory “we need a new toy for these guys” armor upgrade, hoo boy
Cyberverse: *Does a close-up of Optimus’ face* Me: I want to kiss the robot
CHEETOR PAY ATTENTION FOR HEAVEN’S SAKE
STARSCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh thank Goodness, thank you for taking their hideous new armor off Starscream
Optimus: I should’ve expected this from you Megatron. How could you bring your new boyfriend to our couples therapy session??? You know how important this was supposed to be!
Lmao Megatron you’re such a hot mess
YEAH I figured the Seekers were fixing Starscream, that’s sweet
OH IT WAS VECTOR SIGMA THEY WERE CARRYING EARLIER, I DIDNT REALIZE THAT
Optimus: I’ve found us a new ally Bumblebee: YOU BROUGHT US A KITTY!!!! Optimus: Uh
OH THERE’S MORE EPISODES UP??? I GUESS I”LL WATCH MORE but I’m making a new post for them, hold up
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