#im like. bouncing around back and forth between ideas and i cannot settle on one and its almost making me feel WORSE bc j cant even
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#unfortunately the daydream generator in my mind is not poweful enough to combat the depression generator#i am clawing and scratching at the walls of this fuckignnnnn fog cloud in my brain and desperately#thinking about like 3 different selfship things at once#but they are not solid enough to make me FEEL BETTER#grtggughhghhh#why do i haev to make everything myself why can i not just. conjure a beauitful emotional piece of art or writing#from thin air so i can consume it over and over again and have something with substance to hold on to#im like. bouncing around back and forth between ideas and i cannot settle on one and its almost making me feel WORSE bc j cant even#focus enouhh on one idea to have any solid formed ideas about it#smhhgg f hhh#its like. i wannaaaa think abt sun soooobad but all of those r just like. individual little things#but also i am thinking abt my new hunting haunting lore bc its sooooo cool#and also i rememberd subnautica aus today so like theres that one too UAGH#itstimes like these where i wish i had . anons to send me messages again dhfhdhhd#i had a couple on my old blog i miss them ever so dearly#speaking of which @ bat anon i love you and i miss u and i reread ur message to me a lot it makes me rlly happy#. i hope theyr doing ok . 🦇 anon i love u dearly please come back 2 visit sometime#im sorryyy i never publically answered ur ask i just want to keep it like a little sticky note in my inbox#ive gone way off base now whoops#well. ok
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