THE WORLD STILL HAVE MANY GOOD PEOPLE.

So, a few days ago, to be exact on Wednesday, May 8th 2019, morning around 7.15am, i was on my way to Pagoh. had to drive early because i had morning class. that moment, i was so happy listening to music (and singing to) to deny the fact that i wish i was still fast asleep on my bed at home. Then, suddenly, on the slow traffic "sszzup" bergesel dngn the car next to mine, which is the aunt's car. felt like, my heart just stopped beating for a sec— Shit not again!

and yep, the emergency light from her car lights up so i slowly goes to her lane and drove behind her car. she stopped in the middle of the traffic, thought it wasnt a brilliant idea. i mean, its in the middle of the road, anything could happen. Not wanting to make the case even worse so, i rolled down my window and gave hand sign to stop at the side of the road. so, she moved and i followed her behind. im no newbie in accidents lol can say, i can handle things myself now. it seemed like she didnt wanna stop, i could just take over her car and left but my parents raised me good enough for me not to do so. i gave her high beam then she stopped. Since i was in rush, came out of the car and she did too, and the first thing i said was "sorry", the aunt seemed clueless bout what just happened, terkejut kot, so i said "boleh tak saya tinggalkan nombor, and we'll just settle things through phone sbb saya in rush to class, minta maaf" and the makcik take a quick look at my car and hers and said, "ni tak kemek, gesel je ni, ok ada kertas?". rushed to my car and took out my pencil case and a cut of paper i tore from the assigment sheets i need to submit that day!!! thats all i have.

alot of mistakes the makcik made that could resulted her paying for the accident herself. if it was someone else maybe. (1)she didnt even ask for my ic or anything, and only phone number? i could give her anyone else phone number (2)not taking any picture from the accident. i could just twist the accident, manada witness. (3) no nothing. takda apa apa assurance, no photo, no photo of my driving license or ic taken. kalau i was a licenseless driver.. banyakla to list out. but above all, i have many chances to escape but what would that made me? plus the makcik has a similar look to my mom (sis tak sampai hati nak buat jahat, mcm buat jahat kat mak sendiri pulak).

long story short, so she gave her number and i gave her mine and ayah's. then, we took a seperate paths. it was so quick, nothing really fond. sbb for me its just scratches, no dent, semua boleh settle la. tapi, ye la i have to own up to my mistake and be responsible. so as soon as i have arrived to class, i MESSAGED her OKAY!! sangat noob and she replied on whatsapp terus. kau tngk aku yng noob sbnrnya bukan makcik tu. so, through whatsapp we settled things nicely la. nasib acik tu bukan the gelabah gelabah one, and bukan jenis nak mengeruhkan lagi keadaan, so everything settled smoothly. asked her living area and suggested her to send her car to our trusted workshop since its near her living area. then dah set apa semua, pagi smlm i bangun tidur around 12pm sbb lepas sahur pukul 4am tidur (DAHLA AKU TERTINGGAL SUBH ASTARGHFIRULLAH!!!) and got a ws notification. terkejut sis, tiba tiba wehh. i s2g, sis nangis sikit sbb baiknya acik ni, i mean, she could just make me pay, no problem, i understand its my mistake tapi... :")))) so thats all about it. i guess its true, kindness do bring you somewhere in this life, maybe, not necessarily all the time but it does benefit u in some ways. im just so thankful to Allah and to the makcik for the mercy. this is probably the berkat from my family's deed to anyone and not mine. im no nice, not even close.. i dont deserve this sort of thing. but anyways, im thankful, that its settled now. so i can just focus on my finals, hell lots of assignments, projects havent finished. aku rasa mati pun belum tentu habisla semua ni haa takpela student life mmng mcm ni kot. and another is, i feel like a grown up sbb 98% was settled by myself, only a little help from my brother, dealing with the workshop.

Dont get me wrong, not that im afraid to let my parents know, i just dont want them to be worried, its just a minor problem. plus, im big enough to pay for my own mistake. my parents have spent so much on me, countless minor accidents, car maintenance, speeding summons (which dah reach up to rm1800!) im not exaggerating. so i decided, ill pay by myself this time but still, i update things to my parents. my mom insisted to pay but nahh i said what i said. and yep, the end—MAY12th 2019