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#im just tired. of being completely isolated and then being shelved by people on top of that. its hard. but ik im not the most personable or
madaracore
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9 months
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#sad pou hours
#jk thats like every hour of my life
#dont read im just being stupid and miserable snd dumb
#so like normal. Online diary in place of therapy
#i just need to get it out so i can stop feeling this way!
#okay? ok.
#im trying NOT to feel shelved away and unloved but its really really hard and its getting really REALLY much harder
#* is basically my only saving grace. Hes the only person lately who seems to show care and interest unprompted
#and it does wonders for my self esteem
#its. Really nice to be able to hear I Love You fully and unobjectively from someone just bc they want me to hear it
#bc i dont get things like that v often. im So touch and affection starved it makes me throw up
#and ik its gross and just. Way too clingy
#ugh. I just would rather not hear the words at all than have to costantly see ‘ily/lov u/etc’ from my friends n stuff cuz it just feels so
#Superficial. which is a Dumb ass reaction I Know but. ugh. whatever.
#im just tired. of being completely isolated and then being shelved by people on top of that. its hard. but ik im not the most personable or
#enjoyable person so ig i cant blame other ppl
#i constantly feel like a whimpering dog at the pound.
#its hard watching everyone around me be loved and spend time with each other while im stuck on the outside.
#like damn all my irl ‘friends’ constantly go out and have fun with each other snd the only time they think of me is when lizzie pity-invites
#me lol. the message has NOT been clearer! i can try all i want and ill still be last place <3
#i think im gonna go back to ripping myself open i dont have anything else
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