#im just a fucking nervous depressed wreck with the guise of a class clown
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I just *sobbing like a little kid* want to know *crying pitifully* what it's like *full on bawling like a fool* to be LOVED💔💔💔
#nok talks#not a jab at any of my wonderful mates#i just dont... feel or process love & kimd emotions#i know what theyre supposed to feel like#but i legitimately cannot reach these emotions through a cage#though theyre testing my strength every day not to break down#because of how badly i want to drown others in my abundant feelings!#... plus also as some one who has been undesirable my whole fucking useless life#i really do wish i could one day be loved in a way thats not restrained to platonic only love#& love back in full in turn#like god i want to hug people & to be hugged!#i want to cuddle & smother people in affections & be returned in same!#... but some people are not built for that#im just a fucking nervous depressed wreck with the guise of a class clown#i dont fucking know#im rambling#but god#i just want to know how it feels to really love someone & for someone to really love me back#i swear x(
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