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#im carrying whatever abundance and grace into the coming days that i can. bounty and joy and brighter tomorrows so that i can jeep fighting
lupismaris · 2 years
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#im exhausted and i cant find my diary and i need to be showering and going to bed because i have bloodwork at 8am#and then we interview our first candidates tomorrow for the social gig so i cannot have a day in which i dont give a shit#but apparently its a big stars and space day if youre into that sort of thing big day for manifesting the energy you want to carry through#the rest of the year SO THAT you can do the necessary work to continue bettering your life and ypurself because manifesting#doesnt mean shit without work you have to put the work in okay anywho lions gate etc i cant find my fckin diary so we are putting this here#until i find it so i am done apologizing for the space i take up and i am done making myself smaller for the sake of other people's comfort#i am no longer beholden by the expectations of others nor am I playing the games they attempt to trap me in. this is my life to live.#i am just undergone the greatest act of self creation possible. i have remade myself in my own true image and am continuing my work.#no one will take that sovereignty from me. this is my body. my soul. my mind. my heart. my life to fill with love and live freely.#and live freely i shall. the work is not over and the road ahead is long going ever on and on. but how joyous it is that it goes on at all.#i am holding that joy and that wonder in every iota of my being. alongside the sheer blinding rage at the fact that this world#can and should and will one day be better and it is our duty to keep fighting so that it is left better than we found it#im carrying whatever abundance and grace into the coming days that i can. bounty and joy and brighter tomorrows so that i can jeep fighting#and so that i can keep finding joy in the fact that i have outlived my expected expiration#and am becoming the self that has existed in every lifetime that has ever mattered
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