hi i xalled in sixk from work i will either be incredibly active or disapear for three days

GENSHIN SPOILER WARNING

lets think abt dendro and tighnari specifically. dendro causes almost certainly only transformative reactions. its also most likely an effect that stays on the field/target for a longer period of time. so based on this + the teaser yesterday it sounds like you should be applying dendro and then making reactions with pyro hydro or electro. but then, tighnari supposedly is a dps dendro user (charge shots aka on field dps) and yes it sounds like it makes perfect sense since he supposedly scales with EM but like i said, it sounds like the other elements should be triggering the reactions and not dendro?

i woke up so late this weekend so its going by really fast now im mad cuz i have to go toschool tomorrow You know what i hope im actuallu sick so i can skip school fuck mylife

We are on a break.

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Who I am ?? Huh.. you're really one of a kind. I'm Chifuyu, the guy you're trying to fuck for like I don't fucking know how many months now. And just shut the fuck up Chika, you are acting as if you're the most respectful chick when you're the one trying to have a fuck with a taken man. Are you that desperate for some action ? or me ? Want me to stretch your pussy so bad ? want to taste this cock so bad ?.. I had to admit, you're pretty cute, could've let you taste it if you weren't such a shitty brat, you're a whore.

Know your boundaries, I don't fuck with bitches like you.

• C. Matsuno

real time answer at 21.13 but i read this when i jwu at 11.07 and i knocked out my balls after reading this one i swear b (stands for birb im too lazy to write that damn bird name) chifuyu anon youre so good at making me wet from your asks i just cant get into the character

I’m totally not laughing my ass off from “We are on a break.” sentence. I didn’t. I swear. No. Sorry. I did. It’s way to funny not to laugh at you right now, Mr. Chifuyu.

Why on a break when you can totally cut off the ties? You still won’t believe the proofs that she cheated on you? Or maybe you still want to deny the fact that she did cheat on you so you’re just neglecting your responsibilities right now. Ah sorry, it was your relationship not mine, who am i to give comments about it, right?

now this part oh my god im so close to cream over you really

😖🤪😜🧐🤨☹️🥺😩😱😱😱 SIR FUCK ME PLEASE THIS IS TOO HOT I CABT GET INTO CHARACTER HOLD ON

bro at this point i might as well be your brat lmao HELLO 🥺

NO SHIT FUCK IT I CANT GET INTO CHRAVTER THIS IS ACTUALLU SO HOT JESUS CHRIST I SWEAT TO GODDD I CANT CONTINUE THIS IM GETTING OUT OF MY CHARACTER AND STRAIGHT UP TELLING. YES I AM. IVE BEEN TRYNG TO FUCK YOU FOR MONTHS NOW!! BUT YOURE STILL WTH THAT FUCKING BIRD IDK WHO SHE IS???

“shut the fuck up chika” OKAY SHUT ME UP SIR! SHUT ME UP WITH WHATEVER YOU CAN! WITH YOUR DICK? PERHAPS? NO?

STRETCH MY PUSSY LIKE A CLAY PLS 🥺 YES PLS DO 🥺 I WANT TO TASTE YOUR COCK SO BAD BRO 🥺 LET ME IN BRO 🥺

idc if you called me a whore at least you called me cute for once 😱 im totally sick of you only saying it at birb and not me smh ☹️ nvm i totally want to be called a brat. your brat. rebelling you and getting on your nerves so you can put me right where i belong to. where do i belong to? i belong at the back of your car. between your legs to be exact. wasn’t this like the last time i met? 😉

lets get into character again pls im laughing my ass off from my sudden thirsts

But Chifuyu… for someone who doesn’t fuck with bitches like me, you sure do spend a lot of time in my face. let me sit of your face

im.nervous about tomorrow, i feel sick and sad and idk what to say tomorrow :(( no body to tell, ask, brainstorm or anything, i wish i could tell people but it just feels pointless and like weight on people. While im happy to keep it to myself im also unhappy to. I read back my old letter today and in the note section about who to go to when i need help was a name i can no longer go to help/talk to for and it made me laugh a bit, i also told them if im ever in a crisis he is the only one they can contact that i trust. And this was less that 6 months ago.. im just trying to think of my future self and that what im feelikg right now, going through and healing is all so i can be completely finenin the future.

The only times it crosses my mind is the small things id be doing in the day where id probably message him what im up to.. other than that i feel like nothings changed.. its almost more sad this way because im trying to think of how the relationship was actuallu adding anything different to my life..

Im struggling with getting tasks done right now.. the same as in the relationship

Im not getting physical attention.. i wasnt in the relationship either..

Im not inspired to be healthier in my food/excersise.. i wasnt in the relationship either

Im not super encouraged to attain personal and futute goals.. i wasnt in the relationship either.. or it felt more like that was a cursed topic.

I dont feel majorly unwanted because i didnt feel super wanted in the relationship either.. if anything, this is more uspetting me writting this right now. What has changed? I feel the same, better, most days. Now i am just having to be self reliant, like i always was. But with less depressive feelings of being in a co-partnership and not being equal supported.

It was hard and draining.. i feel like i was always giving and giving and it was being taken and taken at no consideration of my expense. Im proud of myseld because i did ALL of that and still was strong enough to push myself as well. I felt like a duplicated mother and not a girlfriend, bringing meals to his lap, asking if hes saved money, planning what we do...there wasnt much in it for me, just being taken from all the time and for the most part didnt get appreciation either.., i feel like i was the one to tell him everything, he never asked about my finances, savings together for holidays or life, even working on my website, he never asked to see, only when i completed it and showed him. My uni grades, mental state, if im eating fruit.. i get it if i was too much sometimes, but at least you had me there for you in all capacities of your life, i was truly trying to look out for you everywhere, to help everywhere, personal progress, physical health, mental health, finance, living, future plans, dates, long distance dates, calls, texts, plans when in person, fixing your forgetfulness, fixing your lateness, EVERYTHING

Im angry because if i had recieved equal and mutual support, i feel like i would have been more amazing than what ive tried already, but even now im still only dipping my toes in things, and im.imagining the feeling of being inspired by a partner, the boost in life it would give me, not having everyhting be so serious, laughing at mistakes together, taking a plunge together, and the feeling of that person trying their hardest to get themselves to a situation where they could access me easier, both of us.. even after saying you were hopeful for our future and i mentioned how id need to live close to someone, you kicked off at me and wouldnt dare consider looking outside of the city.. it hurt because i wasnt TELLING you what to do. I hoped that you would understand ina relationship you would wwnt to be close to the person.

I felt like you were just waiting for me to do everything.. i didnt feel like you were even considering the thought of living with me after my 3rd year because it would be easier for you to wait until ive figured it out and plan it. I kept thinking as soon as i finish id be the one looking for flats and trying to scramble it together so we can be close, while he sits and just lets me do 90% of the work. That vision used to make me so upset that i just wanted to grab onto any thread of feeling he would give me that he wants to live with me soon, more than a 'yes i do'.. but everytime i wanted to talk about it there came a sigh, a hastle, a tone of voice that made it sound like such a huge dent in the evening, that it was always a 'Yess YESS I GET IT' and always put off.. the time was coming really soon and i was so thinly holding onto the idea that living with me would make him see life with me differently, and it took so much for me to emotionally bear with the fact that this person could barely show an interest in any aspect of a mature life together. This person that would say they love me and truly feel connected with me and in every card would write how we would always be together.. sighed and left the conversation everytime i wanted to chat about it. I was ready to move onto the next chapter of my life with you, and while.i know you were having it rough and going through things and wanted to figure things out. I didnt see you wanting to make effort for you or me, i was in limbo on my future, i was ready to adjust and put things aside and compromise for a relationship as you should. But i was so scared of these compromises i was making at the expense of myself, for someone who wasnt making any for me.. i dont know when this started happening... i dont know if this just is your personality and i was invested in what i thought would fit for me, but it feels like all of this is because of university. That the year you left, it all went downhill, innmy eyes became severely depressed, addicted to videogames and numb to a lot of the world including me. Events happened in your life after that and it piled on top until yoi just shut off everything. I wanted to support you throigh it and im so sorry these things happened.. i know i could have dome better for you but i had to keep myself up too and i was so prepared to do that for a long while to see you get better, i was still ready until the night we split. I have spent time thinking if he finished uni would it all be different? Would he be in a job he loves? Would he have gone straight into moving out getting a car and us being happier straight away? Im confused as to if all this time i was just tryint to squeeze you into someone who would be a suitable match for me, or if you really were just having a rough time and will be happy and everything i could have wanted once you feel better and are no longer suffering?

I dont think you ever told me what you want.. i feel like from the beginning you always knew i was adventurous and a big dreamer, but you never opposed to those things or made it seem like its not the life you want, but if in fact you only dream of having a decent job, not living far from home with a few holiday a year, a small family and a homey wife then why wouldnt you make thay clear to me sooner? You never said that either so how would i know if i was pushing you too far.. even to this day i dont know what he wants.. my biggest dilemma is "hes unhappy right now and thats why he is the way he is about us, or its just the way he is and hes unhappy because im pushing my vision of us too far"

The biggest thing that hurt was the feeling of how much of a struggle it felt like to talk about living together.. thay our dream since we started dating was to be with eachoyher fulley one day.. and we got so close and i no longer felt you wanted that.. it just felt like we had been building up to this moment, part reason i came 5 hrs away from home yo uni was so i could be at one closer to you, but the uninterested tone in your voice when regards to you moving slightly out of your comfort zone to be with me hurt so weirdly like id never expect... it hurt because i keep wondering how you were going to move and live in japan for the most part of a year, but with me a bit further than your city.. its too much.. :((

*wakes up super early*: still feeling like shit do not want to do anything

*goes back to sleep only to wake up an hour or two later*: same thing

*decides to sleep as long as I can manage to* (about four more hours??): somehow feeling better

Just very grumpy wish i was being actuallu taken care of but thats just bc shes never given a fivk whrn im sick or hurt anf dismisses my pain all the time

dammit dammit dammit why wont my body fucKING WORK. THIS IS THR SECOND TIME IN LESS THAN A MONTH. ive called in the past two days but i NEED that money dammit. my body just keeps fucking up and im so sick of it. wish i'd actuallu fucking died ladt night, that eay i'd be less of a goddamn disappointment to literally everyone. surd it might suck short term for people but long term, it'd be more beneficial for literally everyone

I am writing my thesis.

Nei “voli d’affari”, gli uomini erano invitati ad indulgere in una serie di piaceri “mascolini”, tra cui sigari, cocktails, poker, bistecche e battute. Nel 1955, Playboy Magazine presentò questi voli come club per soli uomini in pieno stile playboy dont play me boy im sick and tired also shut up also I’m really sleepy and hungry, im actuallu hangry and i just want this to be over i couldnt care about u even if i wanted to like look at me I look like a crazy person, which i undoubtedly am but atm i look crazier

or do i

how crazy am i really

who knows