#ik im oversharing but i still dont know how 2 feel abt meeting with my ex best friend today
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uuuuuuuuuuugh sorry for being weird today but today was weird
#logbook#DWELLING ON IT#ik im oversharing but i still dont know how 2 feel abt meeting with my ex best friend today#we got along fine after a bit but i dont know if we'll ever be friends again like before#she said something weird like 'yea we can be friends again'#but i still dont understand why we stopped being friends?#the only explanation for her disappearance for almost a year was that she was really busy#which she WAS but... why didnt she say so at the time???#and also why would that mean we have to stop being friends?#its like she was mad at me and trying to punish me for something but idk what it is#and writing it out it makes it sound like its obvious i should just drop it and stop trying to reconnect but like#i dont wanna be like that. i dont wanna be that person who grows up and leaves everything and everyone behind#my old friends and memories are important to me#but i WAS really codependent with her so idk if we can ever be normal friends :(
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