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pretty-prince-lulu · 5 months

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SIDE CHARACTERS/COLONISTS TIME

have a readmore. I want to write words and I just took my ADHD meds so I'm having thoughts that come in sequence instead of pinging off each other like marbles falling down stairs

lyfield there has a social skill of zero and is abrasive, and yet is more popular than his highmate wife. for reasons I can understand.

mel and misambil there, a drakonori and a frost giant respectively (also a couple) are his absolute rock-solid BEST friends. they have maxed 100/100 best-friendship links. they come and train together all the time. they have also banded together to try and befriend caelum, a shy little animusen who spent his childhood as a selective mute and is incapable of the social worktype.

they also share tips and mutual lessons with each other in magic. Misamibil is a shadow (I guess you'd want some stealth counterbalance to the fact that you're 5 times everyone else's height), Mel is an apothecary and shares his potions with his BFF while they train and Lyfield is a shaman who can throw up healing totems and invoke Enrage on his friends when actual battle strikes, which causes them to do a fuckton of damage until it wears off.

Lyfield is also huge and apparently clumsy as fuck. He goes ass-first through at least one chair a day. He's a night owl and gets real shitty if he has to work during the day, but he mostly uses his night shifts to train, which means everyone in the colony is constantly hearing his fucking rifle. ALL night. every night. He's good at making weapons and clothing but 99% of the time he just wants to do combat training. he refuses any and all cleaning and he won't carry jack of shit.

Mel is a masochist who LOVES the cold, explaining his choice of spouse. (his real name is Tak. We're not sure why he calls himself Mel. I guess it does sound classier?). He mostly trains our animals. he LOVES cats (he will bond with them very fast), is 'angelically beautiful' and can grab people with his tail and just grip them until they're finished being fuckoffs. That royal coat is of apparently awful quality but I CANNOT get him to take it off and not put it back on immediately.

Misamibil is a quick sleeper, quite obviously absolutely massive, shares Roly's fondness for cannibalism (she still hates him but will apparently warm substantially if he learns some magic; we have... been unsuccessful teaching him so far), abrasive (hey, maybe that's why she clicks with Lyfield so well) and apparently sickly but I seldom see her catch very much. Maybe it's a relative term for frost jotuns. due to being the size of a Jeep she is a very good miner, but mostly (when she isn't training) she's one of our field medics. She has a good relationship with most people she's spent time with but she stays pissed off at the occasional apostates we get for a long while. I guess disavowing the faith that she has annoys her.

not forgetting, lyfield's wife, Varklir:

is one of our teachers for the colony's children. She has a perfect link with lyfield but that's mostly because she's a highmate; they have little in common and don't see each other while working much because the rifle range and the school are on opposite sides of the colony (which felt like a good idea to me).

she's a good teacher but to be honest she's kind of a bitch. she is aware that her coworker Crane is beautiful but is the only colony member that I've noticed that does not a bonus to their relationship with him for it. She does NOT care- in fact, she snubs him a bit because he also hasn't bothered trying to learn any magic. I'd contend he has a pretty good excuse for being the main schoolteacher and a key researcher on the side despite being a vampire subtype that still has to sleep, but she disagrees with my assessment. She's also kind of annoyed by her new student, Irocarve (half genie half highmate hence his baldness), as he has come to his first day of school without putting on pants first, and that gets a relationship penalty here. He also doesn't know magic, but he's listening to his lesson, which earns him a few singular points of opinion back. Jesus Christ, Varklir, he JUST turned three today.

She is a summoner, which I feel like is increasing her disdain of the colonists without magic as her summons are doing a significant portion of the work around the compound on their behalf. She was apparently a jeweler as a youth. Nimble, small and enlightened (meaning she's very resistant to being worn down by the constant magic tax caused by her summons). She is also apparently a martial artist, despite being incapable of violence, which means if she ever IS in a fight she can yoink the opponent's weapon and throw it to the ground. She's vengeful, but that trait has been suppressed by her Highmate blood. I would argue that the suppression is, uh, incomplete. She has negative relationship points with every single non-magician member of Chaos Gene.

I cannot decide if I like her or if she kind of annoys me...

#rimworld

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sadhoglet · 9 months

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wow a lot's happened since i last posted here

I got double-engaged!! I have two fiancees and i love them both. I live with one and the other is long-distance but we're all gonna live together one day, and there's even some cute triad energy going already/flirting between the two of them omg it's so nice

I left Panera briefly, went to a job where i felt like a zombie and everyone was super unfriendly, and came back. I'm hoping to get another job that pays better/has better benefits but i guess i'm stuck for now.

My third gf ghosted me over the course of six months, barely speaking to me unless i messaged first, never trying to hold a conversation, etc., so I ended things. It had dragged on for so long that it barely felt like we were together anymore anyway.

My best friend also ghosted me??? She found a new bff and group of friends and suddenly stopped talking to me, despite us being super close and talking every day before that. I still work with her and I feel super awkward around her like....she basically replaced me despite saying a lot of shit about being best friends, sharing a lot of personal and painful things with each other, etc. It really feels like I was an emotional crutch for her while she was getting out of her shell, until she met her people and then I was thrown away. I feel super used and gross about it still. The worst part is, when i messaged her saying I felt uncomfortable and it was clear we weren't friends anymore, she was like, "wow, this feels like it came out of nowhere???" Which hurt even more.

I guess being ghosted by two really important people in my life at the same time kind of fucked me up, and I became incredibly withdrawn and isolated like I tend to do when things like this happen. Abandonment issues babeeeeeeeee. I didn't realize that's what I was doing until like two weeks ago. Weirdly enough, reading fanfics and gay manga is what got me out of that rut? Instead of distracting myself with mindless video games, having to actually think about feelings and relate to them.

So yeah, i'm gonna try and get back into therapy, because obviously I need it. Valerie recently got a job too and now she's out more/sometimes has to sleep earlier than me, and I've noticed how...lonely I get and how those negative, self-hating thoughts come back almost immediately. I want to write more too...or at least, journal on here consistently. Having a space for myself is really good.

I sort of broke things off with super-emotionally-distant-and-flaky-Sarah for awhile. Having intense feelings for someone i could never be with was really starting to hurt. Not her fault-- she was very clear about where she is and I honestly did it all to myself. But I came back after like a month and a half, oops. She's been actually trying more though, and i've been trying to temper my expectations in turn. It's become clear that she has mutual feelings for me too which is unexpected. Sighhhhh she's like the forever unreachable third wife I wanna have one day. I don't know if i'd go for a third relationship now, but for her, i'd always make an exception. She's really special to me.

Anyway that's my life. I'm still a traumatized mentally ill orphan child with health issues and an ED and body image problems but at least I have two amazing partners and a decent job and i'm not homeless. Super broke, but i can do nice things every now and then. I feel a bit stuck but...that's okay. I'm still growing. and my 30s have been the best years of my life so far. Here's to hoping.

#feelings #piggy thoughts #sorry this is a big block of text oops #oh well it's my tumblr i'll do what i want

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soliverse · 3 years

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I did it again - l.jn

credits to @nctaezen for this gif

reader x former bestfriend's ex-boyfriend!lee jeno

genre: suggestive, angst?

warnings: NSFW steamy kiss, alcohol consumption, aggression (Jeno pins you to the wall, nothing too violent)

word count: 700

Synopsis: Jaemin isn't doing well after the break up and you thought that you're the only one that can fix him. It's a good thing that Jeno's there to stop you. (This is a continuation of Look What You Made Me Do. Sorry it took a while :< )

networks: @nctcreations @kdiarynet @kpopscape @kwritersworld @neowritingsnet

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Since that night, you and your new partner in crime have come up with a plan to make your exes feel like crap. It is to your advantage that everyone that knows about their relationship seems to be on your side, doting on you and Jeno as if you’re some underdog couple that is out for revenge.

But that isn’t the case tonight.

Some of your mutual friends reported that Jaemin is drinking alone at the club that night, your ex bff nowhere to be seen. He’s been downing drinks like there’s no tomorrow and no one has been able to stop him. His stubborn knows no bounds. In fact, he only ever listens to one person and that one person only, you.

Is he drinking because of me?

You scoffed at that thought as you watched yourself the apply your favorite lipstick on the mirror. Red, a deep shade of red. Just how Jaemin likes it on you.

Placing your lipstick back into your vanity, you stared at yourself one last time before you go.

Look at you. Getting dolled up for him as if you’re his girlfriend.

You could’ve just asked anyone to pick him up. Heck, you could’ve asked Jeno to do it. But deep inside you know that only you can do it. Or rather, you wanted to do it. You just have to prove that he’s hurting because of you. That you still have that effect on him like he still has on you.

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Entering the club alone, you immediately scanned the room for signs of Jaemin. Sure enough, the guy's just sitting there at the counter, staring into nothing while he drinks alcohol like it's his morning.

You're about to go to his direction, but someone grabs your arm and tugged you near the bathrooms, far from Jaemin's line of sight. Once he made sure that no one is around, he backed you up the wall, using his arms to stop you from escaping. Moving closer, his face hovers just a few inches above yours.

"I knew you're coming for him."

You stared at Jeno in shock. The distance between the two of you didn't help your case either. His stare is enough to make your resolve shrink and your knees weak.

"Don't do it. "

He leans in to whisper on your ear, making the hair on the back of your neck stand up. At this point, he also managed to disable your ability to speak.

"The first one to come back is the loser. Remember that. If you go to him now, he will think that you're easy. That you're still head over heels in love with him."

You remained quiet, not really knowing what to say or to react. All you know is that you have to get out of there, pronto.

"If I let you go back in there, you're not only embarrassing yourself. You're embarrassing us. That we're weak. You don't want him to give him that satisfaction, do you?"

The only thing that you can manage to do is nod. Jeno loosened his grip on you. That is, before you saw Jaemin in the corner of your eye as he makes his way towards that exit. You felt yourself panic, eyes widened as he walks closer towards the both of you.

Jeno was quick to notice the sudden change in your emotions and glanced at Jaemin's direction, then back at yours. He flashed a devilish smile before holding both of your shoulders and slammed you back to the wall with a kiss. You stood there in shock as the kiss deeper and his hands travelled down to your waist. Your eyes widened in shock, even more so when your gaze met Jaemin's emotionless state. As soon as he realized who you are, he stopped in his tracks and took a few steps back before disappearing completely back into the crowd.

Tapping into Jeno's arm, he finally released you from the kiss. You pushed him slightly and his grip finally eased, giving you room to catch your breath. He smiles smugly as he wipes the mess that you made on his lips.

"You're liking this, aren't you?"

"Maybe."

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