#if i had gone with top surgery last year i dont think i wouldve regretted it per say. but i dont really regret not gettin surgery either
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Me, 10 yrs ago: fuck piercings, not touchin that shit
Me, 13 yrs ago: man fuck long hair, im never growing my hair out ever again
Me, 15 yrs ago: dont even try with putting nail polish on me, not fuckin happenin
Me, for as long as i can remember: man fuck these tits, i hate them, i wish they were gone!
Me, now: weeeellll....
#knight rambles#its so insane how not living w your family and being around ppl that are so gender makes you reconsider everythin you know#if i had gone with top surgery last year i dont think i wouldve regretted it per say. but i dont really regret not gettin surgery either#its really interesting to reflect back and be like 'wow my parents put unnecessary beauty standards on me and it made me hate femininity-#-on me personally for almost my entire life#but now that ive had enough time to reflect on my gender and what i WANT to be. it turns out i dont actually mind most things#the things i mentioned arent even feminine at all really#but because they were forced upon me as such. i grew to associate it as feminine and hate it#im glad im now at a point where im like 'hey maybe i DO want to paint my nails' and 'lemme grow my hair out a bit lets see how it looks'#im also planning on getting my ears pierced :3#im me gender babey and i wanna feel awesome#i wanna enjoy things i wanna have fun and i wanna be me for once in my fuckin life
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