uenominako i let my intrusive thoughts win and didn't regret it for once! it was time for a much needed personal growth 💖 lately i've been thinking about how much i've changed over the years and how many things i've gone through. the person i saw in the mirror was familiar, yet she didn't feel like me anymore. she was still that excited little girl who moved to the big city on her own to see the world and realized things weren't that simple. the little girl that had to learn to fall down and pick herself back up again over and over, but that always refused to give up. i have every love in the world for her, but it was time to let her go. the road to healing and self-love is long and never-ending, but i'm proud of how far i've come. now, i wanted the outside to also reflect this new version of me, forever a beautiful work in progress, as it should be.

comments : hayashi.emi woman, you look stunning! why didn't you tell me you were going, i'd have gone with you. i can believe i missed this life changing moment 😭 i would have taken so many pictures! you are the most stunning person i've ever meat, both inside and out. i love you with all my heart, baby girl. s.ayaka this is a good look on you. you know i don't do well with these things, but being by your side through this journey has been a privilege. universe.sehyun 😍😍 that's my favorite girl, i'm literally barking and on my knees for you. you are perfect in every way possible adelineeee you look prettier and prettier every day, i think i'm in love starishnacchan i can't believe my baby cousin is all grown up and beautiful like this 🥺 i'm so proud of you, mina-chan~ i love you so so much ottokun always do what makes you happy 💕 you're one of the brightest stars i have ever met, don't let others dim your light fujioka.rina never thought i'd see you not blonde, but you are glowing more than ever before 🥰 you look happy jijihye SLAAAAAAAAAY QUEEN you deserve the world! kotochan oh my god i'm obssessed with this jiyoon.sugar my beautiful little sunflower💗 joodances did you know that you are my girl crush and i would do literally anything for you? because i would

d0nt rebl0g this im mad and need to vent abt petty stupid shit

99% of this post is good and i agree with the message wholeheartedly but i am so sick like sick to DEEEAAAATH of seeing "gays, lesbians, and trans people" when there is literally nooooooo reason whatsoever to exclude bisexuals. i know people are gonna say im petty for this and be like "thats not the point of the post get over yourself" and maybe theyre right but idc! im gonna be petty rn fuck it. theres no reason to get mad over being excluded here? well there was no reason to exclude us in the first place either. im allowed to be put off by that.

bc heres the thing: if it was just this post id be like "oh thats kind of lame" but its NOT just this post, this isnt ABOUT this post, its a good post in every other respect, im just using it as an example here bc i see this happen literally all the damn time. this post is just the last straw on the camels back rn. people list out the acronym and do a hop skip and a jump right over a whole community and act like nobody will fucking notice or give a shit. and for what? why? whats the point??

"you cant expect them to list every identity" just say LGBT people then. lgbt+, lgbtq, whatever the hell you prefer but either list us out or dont. SGA people and trans people, sure, whatever works. i cant stand the q slur but id almost rather you say that just to at least act like youre trying to be inclusive.

like again i knoooow im gonna look petty for this. like yeah in the grand scheme its a small thing. the thing is im not even saying op is intentionally biphobic. i bet ey just didnt even think of it as ey were writing the post. that doesnt mean it doesnt hurt. that doesnt mean im not sick of seeing it happen over and over again. it feels like it doesnt matter what bisexuals complain about. big things, small things. it all gets brushed aside as us being too dramatic. small casual biphobia is still shitty. so fuck it. ill be overly dramatic and petty about the small things too. might as well for all the difference it makes. fuck it.

idk. its a good post with a good message. and also fuck that post and fuck this post that youre reading right now too. im so sick of this. dont take this too seriously or start shit over this bc i just needed to rant and get shit off my chest. but also do take it seriously. nobody takes us seriously. or dont. or do. idk idc bye.