#i'm suddenly sitting up in bed at 3am writing down ideas for fic/fanart again so that feels like being back
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today someone saved Snakes and Lattes to a reading list entitled “F*ckers who will never update :)”
and that was it.
that was the spite fuel i needed to open up the neglected word doc.
#that and the stray readers who recently discovered the fic and liked/commented enthusiastically on every chapter#i hit a wall but i think maybe i can just walk around it?#it was a mix of very lowkey winter blues (winter in my side of the world)#and a mean comment someone made somewhere online about the story being a confusing slog#which honestly is fair#there's a lot of little details you need to remember for it to make sense#and if i'm only updating once in a blue moon#then it for sure can become a confusing slog#anyway#isn't it quite powerful how one negative comment can sort of keep you from soaking up every good comment you've ever received?#it only lasted a while but that was quite a potent anti-motivation spell!#anyway anyway#i think i'm back#i'm suddenly sitting up in bed at 3am writing down ideas for fic/fanart again so that feels like being back#hope you're all keeping well#if you made it this far and you can be bothered please comment your favourite tea flavour#mine is toffee oolong milktea#i used to order it every week from gong cha until it was discontinued </3#harney and sons hot cinnamon sunset!!#that's a close second :)#........#the irony of this tag section being another Confusing Slog is not lost on me#snakes and lattes fic#cinnamon irl
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