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wortverlust · 2 years

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YOUR TO PLAY LIST IS AWESOME! I'll admit I don't have a lot of experience with horror games.... But I watch playthrough clips sometimes... Mostly for Phasmaphobia.... Lol. (I'm also shamefully addicted to playthrough videos of the PC game called 'The Isle'..... I've watched so many videos.... 😅 I could blame Milo because he jumps up to watch them with me.... And I mean that, he actually faces the screen and I think it's adorable.... Buuuut I'll say it's both our faults.)

What other games do you play? Or have you played?

My to play list is various but mostly action and action rpg. I love hack and slash.... Devil May Cry is my go to comfort game....

I'm really excited about the news for ff7 so.....booya.

TELL ME MORE ABOUT THE WITCHER!!!!! 👀

GOOD LUCK ON YOUR EXAMS! I KNOW YOU'VE GOT THIS! TAKE SOME TIME TO TREAT YOURSELF TO SOMETHING SPECIAL AND GET SOME WELL DESERVED REST!

AND YOU'D BEST BELIEVE I'M SUPER EXCITED FOR YOU FOR THE COMMISSIONS THAT'S SUCH AMAZING NEWS! CONGRATS AND YOU'RE FANTASTIC!!!! (I may or may not be super excited to commission you at some point!)

(This is my favorite question to be asked by Levi.... My name is NOT Holly but I do love that name. Lol)

What is your favorite game so far? Or favorite games?!

I know you said you love horror games, do you have any recs for newbies?

(sorry for the long message.....)

Please take your time and make sure you take care of yourself, Sweet Bean! ILY!!!!! 💕

Oh hohoho I play Phasmophobia with my sister (: (But the last game we played were Dead by Daylight ^^;; I'm such a bad Survivor btw)

OHHH CAT pls tell me the news for FF7 (I'm in the learn mode rn… I have no idea what's going on. New games and everything? no clue)

AND OH MY G O D YEEEES!!!! and and and the 'story' from the Levi Squad… idk why but I found this SO sad… eoijfoiwjfowfohw (I may or may not have cried)

I have TO many favourite games!!! (I literally can't decide…) And The Witcher 3 is one of them… like… it's so sad and mean and you feel like every decision you made so far was wrong? I love this kind of games… >_<

recs… for newbies…oh my….hmmm…. well I started playing horror games when I was way to young….so…uum… I don't know how fast ya can get scared ^^;; but maybe a horror survival game like The Forest or 7 Days to Die are good for a beginner?

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organic-guacamole · 2 years

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uh yeah so I wasn't planning on watching the episode until the weekend but my sister woke up super early and started like dancing or swinging from the ceiling fan or something and it woke me up so now I will bring back the guac episode text blocks :')

Hsmtmts: Season 3: Episode 1 Reaction

"And love is an open door. Did I just make that up? It's pretty good."

First new line of the show and I'm smiling like an idiot. So turns out I'm not actually over this show🥸

DAD JOKES ARE LIFE. I will be taking notes as EJ continues to speak.

big red's got work? all the time? why? can't he take two weeks off to enjoy the summer with friends? he's like 16? huh??

and Sebbie's gotta milk so this is how we explain their absence 🧍��‍♀️

oh so Ricky is with Lily after all? icky licky.

Carlos switching his glasses for sunglasses made me laugh a bit too much. maybe I should pull my sister down from the ceiling and go back to sleep...

wait wait wait

I'm not American and I haven't paid much attention to the details yet but like, Utah and California are close, but close enough that these kids' parents let them drive by themselves across states? ISNT CARLOS LIKE CANONICALLY 16? is this normal? I'm sorry

EJ being the son of Cash Caswell 4 and a half minutes into the season. why do rich people need more than 1 home? also yes Gina. she knew about the 2nd home so I'm assuming she's at least seen it (unless EJ just casually mentions his other houses but to me he seems like the kinda guy to forget he has more houses than the average person and just never talk about it) so yeah slay girlie pop marry rich! life is about the material things! go queen!

"you come to camp shallow lake and you leave and someone else" oh no. foreshadowing.

yeah I miss seb too.

the whole phone confiscation thing is awful to me. not because I'm addicted or anything, just that, that's my property and they're storing it in a bucket with other people's nasty phones in a dark room somewhere and idk what's happening to it? no thanks I'll leave it home.

oh I completely forgot the intro song thing *insert harsh whistle*

RICHIE EWE WEQEQ WS

this is funny though. don't mind my disgusted expression as I watch this scene, I'm rather enjoying seeing Ricky turn into a text to speech reader.

the more Lily talks the more I fear for Ricky's life.

Caribbean cruise? uhhh I live in the Caribbean 😥😥😥 imagine just chilling and you see miss Jenn running around buying souvenirs.

also. MR BOWEN? GIRL BENJAMIN MAZZARA IS RIGHT THERE. HE CONFESSED TO YOU AT THE END OF LAST SEASON. THIS WOMAN-

so it's confirmed that this is the same camp that Nini and EJ met at😃

I love Ashlyn. no context needed.

Why is she still with Howie again?

the non-wildcats in the corner. Are they credited as non-wildcats on IMDb?

as Ms Jenn is talking about sparks, remember when she and Mr Mazzara started a fire at the school and just...ran away? why don't we talk about this?

I wrote an alternate 2x12 fanfic where Ricky knows about the harness already so I genuinely thought they all knew already... anyways, yay Tim for bringing back this plotpoint!

Carlos being horrified by these random dudes throwing things is exactly what I expected from this season. that and Ricky coming to his senses but we can't always get what we want.

Jet is hot but we knew this already. anyways gimme the enemies to lovers with Ricky please, with a bunch of angst with happy ending, all that jazz. gimme the flavour🤌🏽🤌🏽

the way lily's body language is... reminds me of an episode of 911 where this girl murdered her boyfriend on valentine's day because he wanted to leave the date... she literally looked so much like how Lily looks rn... RUN RICHARD

isn't she like 14? like canon... I have a lot of questions for her parents mainly.

so he really just has big red's car this whole time? he's having his mv moment so I'll overlook it. we all need our main character moment at some point. but actually. it's a literal music video in the middle of the episode.

wait have we seen Kourtney and Carlos interactions yet? please someone tell me if we have or have not because this is my favourite. also let's discuss Kourtney's rainbow belt 😁

what kind of life changing 2 week camp is this? why are they all acting like all new people will be brainwashed and their lives will flip upside down by the time it's over

emo boy Jet meets emo boy Ricky they un-emotify together or something idk

"if you fall in no one will hear your screams" "don't go too far into the woods or you'll be gone for good" still not convinced this isn't a murder mystery season.

...

you telling me

Disney plus exists

in the universe of a show

on Disney plus

...

anyways so is this how EJ becomes director-

damn so he's really second choice for this too👩🏽‍🦯

RICKy? how does this even happen? don't they have to pay for this camp? how did he get so far in and portwell are the first people he sees? I'm so confused 😭

#guac's episode text blocks :)#hsmtmts s3 #hsmtmts season 3 #hsmtmts #ej caswell #ricky bowen #gina porter #carlos rodriguez #kourtney greene #ashlyn caswell

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i-dont-want-your-hysteria · 2 years

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Listening to DSH from start to finish for the FIRST TIME EVER

It's midnight here so this is all going to be intelligible

Take What You Want- It's literally OTTN/HND + Euphoria + kinky dilfs and I'm just ARRRRHHGHGHHGHHHHHHH it's a very Joe + Sav song

Kick- I'm literally addicted to this song the lyrics are so sexy I can't take it it's so glam i just gffregerrerergffgr at this point it's my fav song from the album out of the 3 I've heard already and idk how they're gonna top it but I know they will somehow

Fire It Up- IT'S SLANG IT'S SLANG IT'S SLANG IT'S SLANG IT'S SLANG IT'S SLANG Joe can fuck me up with a low register any day ESPECIALLY when it's borderline rapping and I just feel like it's a Leppard song we've been waiting for for a long time and never knew it

This Guitar- I was 2 years old when this song was written it sounds like Unbelievable gone country it's a VERY un-Leppard song and you get whiplash from it after a very Leppard song like Fire it Up but Joe's voice was totally MADE FOR THIS SONG and Alison Krauss' voice was made to be with Joe's?? CAN WE HAVE JOE HARMONIZING WITH A FEMALE VOCALIST MORE OFTEN?????

SOS Emergency- A very self titled song if I do say so myself- reminds me of Dangerous more than anything also 'turn me on just turn me on' Joe be careful what you wish for

Liquid Dust- Right off the bat Slang/X vibes like Pearl of Euphoria meets Gravity and Torn to Shreds and it feels like this song needs to be played as a thunderstorm approaches or something also did I mention I'm a big fan of the drums on this album

U Rok Mi- THAT UKULELE TRANSITION OH FUCK YEAH. UNH. This one is definitely high on my list rn idk there's just something about it maybe it's the A CAPPELLA IDK mAYBE IT'S JOE'S SEXY GRAVELY VOICE IN THIS IDK MAYBE

Goodbye For Good This Time- Ah yes there's the piano we were promised. Also this is straight up Walking to Babylon by Down N Outz at least it is to me. This is another very un-Leppard song imo but that acoustic tho like hoooooooo I kinda hope we get a music video for this and I can't explain why maybe it's bc I want dramatic sad soap opera Joe maybe

All We Need- i got a sense of impending doom when this song started don't ask me why. it's 12:30am and I'm starving. This one also gives me X vibes? "this ain't no bedtime story" well it is for me Joe. I hope there's another good vibes song soon. is it bad i like the outro of this better than the whole song?

Open Your Eyes- LET'S HEAR IT FOR RICHARD ELIZABETH SAVAGE. This is Pearl of Euphoria 2022. This one is an orchestra itself and definitely near the top of my list, too. It's very un-leppard in a few VERY good ways.

Gimme a Kiss- oh FUCK YEA. As soon as this song began I went "uh oh- I have a bad feeling this is the one I'm gonna love more than Kick..." yeah I REALLY like this one totally not making me blush or anything 👁//👄//👁 hoohooheehooo this one is the competitor for my #1 spot with Kick WHEN THE KISS NOISE HAPPENED AT THE END I LITERALLY SAID "EXCUSE ME??????????" OUT LOUD IN MY DEAD QUIET HOUSE AT 12:43AM FUCK YOU JOE STOPPPPPPPP I literally did not pause this album since I started playing it EXCEPT WHEN JOE SMACKED HIS LIPS

Angels (Can't Help You Now)- another Down N Outz-esque song and I'm starting to fall asleep so my comments are running thin- it sounds familiar but I can't put my finger on it? also that ending IS Aladdin Sane well done boys you finally did it

Lifeless- SHE'S BAAAAAAACK! holy shit i just wanna give Joe a hug after hearing this and that ending ;-; also gives me early 00's sad pop vibes

Unbreakable- DEADASS THOUGHT THIS WAS 10538 OVERTURE. The room started spinning. This is an odd combo of X + self titled that WORKS. the line "it's unmistakably love" made me :#{} I never want it to end but I'm starving and about to pass out so I also want it to end ALSO ALL THESE A CAPPELLA ENDINGS ARE THE DEATH OF ME

From Here to Eternity- unmistakably Sav. Kings of the World. Creepy waltz. I could've listened to just the instrumentals for 20 hours straight

and so ends the first of thousands of listens for the rest of my life

#yes I started playing the album from start to finish exactly at midnight the second it became available on spotify #def leppard #diamond star halos #i'm going the fuck to bed my life kinda stinks rn except for this album and i'm prepared for it to become a bandaid over my entire soul

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hospitalterrorizer · 4 months

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diary107

12/29/2023

friday

here's a photo i found in a magazine on internet archive today that feels too apt to not put on tumblr dot com:

anyway i emailed me resume to that kbbq place.. i can't wait to wash dishes and think about killing myself every day. i already do that but it's less, i dunno, meaningful, it's just like, yeah that's something that happens sometimes. maybe it'll just be that when i wash dishes again. it probably will be. i'm just a stupid dramatic bitch.

anyway that picture is really funny, it's too much, it's probably been posted like a million times, it's such perfect fodder for what people put up here usually.

anyway here's some other stuff i was finding from old gyaru fashion mags (looking for references for cover art):

a very young girl thing of me to do, stare at fashion mags to absorb their ways of expressing / presenting reality, graphical means and so on. but i guess everybody is like that in their own ways. guys staring at old mde videos for inspiration are more young girls than me, at least i know these are kind of psycho. this is a vapid way to think but it's funny, which is why i am doing it.

mde is on the mind because my gf started watching fishtank recently. it seems mostly insane and evil, but that's fascinating to see so i get her watching it. it's the next generation of jerry springer, i think, or other shit like that. drama youtube and fishtank, that's the next generation of trashy reality tv. it's scary to me that this stuff just won't disappear, an evil impulse in spectacular societies, to not ever look away from these kinds of systems that make people behave certain ways, and to goad people into being insane to feel like you see the evil parts of culture or whatever. or not just evil, the ugly degenerate stuff, to feel like you can always sense that. fishtank really seems to love that for its 2nd season.

anyway sam hyde is such a piece of shit, too much breath here has been wasted on that freak pedophile.

anyway today, since i got to every song re: mixing finally, i decided to listen to the album as i have it rn, at first i was a little over an hour but i cut songs, now it's 48 minutes. i'll say there's room for +/- 1 min (really like 1 min 30 w/ short songs). but idk. i should see if i can shorten some of the songs here naturally, like if they have parts that repeat too much, take too long to get to their points, whatever. there's one song that's a maybe, it depends on if i can get it to sound right and find the right place for it. i love the song, so i want to keep it in the album. i should see if there's any short song rn that i don't want to keep, but i feel really attached to them all. actually there's another maybe too, both need to be placed right i think. they both kind of stick funny in the album. they need to fit in a bit better, idk how to do that w/ the second one but i like it a lot, there's just a part that's not right yet i think, in terms of how it sounds, it could be a bit crazier, louder, noisier maybe.

when i listened i took notes on some of the songs that needed special attention at the front of the record, i got through 6 of those, the list is of 8, so 2 more tomorrow and then i go through and listen again and try to see what else needs to change.

there's like 33 songs, so there's still a lot to get through but if i can maintain this pace/something like this pace, i'll be very happy.

right now i am just thinking about how my misanthropy comes in waves, but for a long time now, it's been given no reason to recede. something about pessimism is basically addictive but i don't think i'm in some mental-opiate haze, where i am, about people, at least some of them. it feels solidly under my feet, i know something totally pyrrhic, so many people i know, i have to keep asterisks on my relationships with them, because they just say awful things or reveal things. communist friends, even, maybe them especially. it's not about my feeling that i'm better even, it's just this overwhelming being used to finding out someone you know says "i'm glad (x) is transphobic too", to someone you know, a closer friend meeting someone from online. it's like, i knew he felt that way, i knew the person he was talking about felt that way too, my friend probably knew too, he is frustrated because it's stupid that anyone would decide to confide this in you. when pushed on it, this person who i guess is still basically something like a friend said "well it's because of andrea dworkin. it's feminist," which is so stupid and gross. i hate what radical feminism means now, or in the hands of people like that, i also hate that i basically know and expect this kind of thing from people who are close friends w/ this other friend (with asterisks) because she sort of becomes their whole moral/political compass because she's the kind of person who you want to agree w/ you or tell you that you're fine and whatever.

beyond this, other insane social failures that have left my friends, my closer ones who i don't have to put asterisks on, miserable and paranoid. not a terrible sort of paranoid, like this other guy i knew, who believed the satanic panic was real and all kinds of other shit. he also was vaguely transphobic, worried about the biopolitical consequences of hrt. seeing that problem and not questioning the broader circumstance that put us here, and instead accepting the reactionary assumption that this kind of thing is wasteful and dangerous from the jump, and feeding a fantasy or whatever. messing with your body is too far. he accepted people otherwise though, the paranoid guy, he was very catholic and maybe just not sure of things entirely. transphobic is ultimately only half right for these people, he really did accept people, when i told him about diy hrt, he was shocked and it seemed to change his mind on something, i couldn't tell what. but his obsession with child abuse cults and conspiracies broadly made him impossible to really talk to. he was also a communist. i am not complaining about communism, just expressing that these are not fascists.

i don't really know what i'm talking about. a lot of these people are just so frustrating. i don't know why they are like this.

i am getting tired now, so

byebye!!!!!!!!!!!

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campingwiththecharmings · 1 year

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THE ABC’S OF YOU (ty for the tag, @romanarose ❤️[sorry for the late reply lol i worked all weekend 😭])

Age - 30s (trust me, that's all you need to know lol)

Bed Size - queen

Cat names - don't have any cats. am sadly allergic 😢

Dog names- my puppy's name is Hazel, but if i had named her on my own it'd probably be something nerdy like Hermione or Princess Leia.

Essential start of your day- COFFEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Favorite color - depends on the day lol. either green or blue.

Ghosts exist - nah.

Height - 5'8"

Instrument you played in school - i played the piano for 5 minutes when i was 16, does that count?

Kids- none. don't want any either, my sister's kids are enough lol.

Mood- idk...stuck? not sure how to describe it tbh.

Night Owl - i used to be but i get up too early for that now and am usually asleep by like 11:30 these days lmao 😭

Overnight Hospital stay - when i had my gallbladder removed 10 years ago, my heart rate was high and they couldn't figure out why so they kept me for like a fucking week. they never did figure it out, i pm just told them i was leaving. 🙄 (fyi, my PCP did figure it out tho. i had an overactive thyroid lol).

Pet peeve - lol i have many, but the only ones i can think of rn are: when someone asks me a question from across the room and then says 'HUH????' in the middle of my response and i have to repeat myself; when someone is in the same room as me and will just randomly talk to me without saying my name or asking if i'm in the middle of something bc they assume i'm just sitting there listening to them the entire time apparently (both of these happen at work regularly and it drives me fucking insane).

Quiet time hobby - podcasts, writing, reading, playing video games badly.

Right or Left handed - righty.

Siblings - one older sister.

Top 2 TV - of all time i'm assuming? weird that it's only 2 lol. Buffy the Vampire Slayer and LOST (if i could add a third, it'd be Firefly).

Vacation- i went to St. Augustine last year for the first time. it was so fun, i love seeing old shit 🥰

Worst day of the week- monday 😭

XBox or PS4- lol can tell this is old. PS5. 😜 (i do have an xbox too i just haven't used it in a while)

Yummy food you like- i have an addiction to chips. specifically pringles and baked lay's.

Zoo favorites - i love the big cats, they're so gorgeous. also elephants, but they're not usually at zoos lol.

Start a new post or Reblog, and tag your friends!

I think Romana already tagged everyone I'd think to tag so lol imma abstain. But please feel free to do this and tag me in it! 🥰💖

#games #(lmao i typed 'Romamama' instead of 'Romana' at first wtf 😂😂😂)

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redxblueihateloveyou · 3 years

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Hey!! 👋🏽😄 I know you said in your last rant about SK8 and Reki and Renga that you were one of those people that always looks up and learns from others, but after your last Langa edit, I just wanted to remind you how immensely talented you are. I might have not seen your first attempts at editing, but I know how it looks like when you're barely starting something, and I'm sure everyone is proud of the progress you've made and many people looks up to you as the level of skill they want to achieve. You're doing amazing! 💖💖💖

Hi, my love!!!!!! ASDFSDFGHG that’s soooo sweet, thank you so much for saying this, it really means the world to me <3 Oh, haha I’ve deleted most of my old videos so it wouldn’t hurt anyone’s eyes lmao T_T I’m still a bit nervous each time I’m uploading my vids to the day to be honest, even with so many subs rn, but at first I really didn’t have any supporters at all and my god I sucked at this, but I guess the love for my fav ships was stronger apparently haha. So I always get silly happy at each nice comment and feedback, so thank you seriously.

I really love love love vidding, Idk why but when smth comes out the way I wanted it’s a super addictive feeling for some reason, but many times I just looked at the final result and just threw it in the trash and started over and my god how many times SonyVegas crushed and didn’t autosave the project. I’m like Suga now, I’m pressing the save button each 2 minutes, cause don’t want to lose anything xD Being someone’s inspiration is truly an honor to me, I’ve got some messages that hit me too hard. Still feels weird bc I’m like “but do you know that I can’t even use photoshop tho, how do u like me now then?” lol.

I’m always drawn to talented characters, bc they amaze me, esp the humble ones. Like those who hate Haru or Lanaga just buffle me honestly. I understand that they’re pretty and talented and everything, but they’re also the sweetest and loveliest human beings, so like...??? And I adore those who don’t whine and get what they want. I just can’t help it. I’m a strong believer in the fact that "you can do anything if you put your mind to it”. So far it worked in real life so suck it lol.

People are also saying like Langa doesn’t deserve to win this and Haru doesn’t deserve to be in Olympics, like Langa didn’t snowboard since he was 2 and Haru wasn’t swimming every day since he was born. I’m like.. and you need to check in the mirror if your face is a shade of green. BTW I’ve also been in a professional sports for quite a long time since I was a little kid, ballroom dancing and adored it back then, and I did not get jealous at ppl who were talented than me, I was watching the tapes actually with a popcorn. And oh god those large competition events when you sit there for days and give it all, but then you’re like 296 out of 1000. Why was I proud instead of being sad? Idk xD It was fun.

So thanks for liking the vid, cause I even regretted uploading it a bit yesterday. Sadly everyone already knows that we lost this fandom to the middle schoolers being extra, so they do not care for anything each episode except for this ship, so that’s what I got for posting a just Langa vid:

And etc. and that just made me sad, cause I do not like such fandoms, like it’s not even related to the video, that I’ve been making... with love. Also thanks for the "sama” title, I’m flattered, but editor only wants to vid matchablossom for now, so like there’s no need for any warnings. I’ve been in such horrendoes fandoms, that I’m immune to this. I also in fact didn’t know some keep ruining Langa’s page and saying that he steals Reki’s screen time... cause he’s aparently the only main character...? ...lmao? I didn’t even know Langa can be hated tbh. I wasn’t really ready for all the drama that followed me making a vid about him.

I’ve already deleted some comments, cause I’m like what this even has to do with the vid about Langa? No, I am not obliged to make a vid about Reki, too. What if I post a matchablossom vid, everyone will only start commenting “do renga”, cause fuck your efforts? I’m like... I hate such fanbases, seriously. I do not even know where this is going, but their fans are already pissing me off. I’m still trying hard for this to not affect my point of view about the ship, cause it’d be kinda unfair to them, but its getting harder each week istg.

And I maybe can’t take requests, but I love when some try to get me addicted on their ship with passion and great arguments. It happened to me with some nice ppl. But def not with agression and stupidity haha.

Cause apparently its one of the fandoms where you can’t NOT care for the main ship, even if you accept it for the only possible Langa ship (cause he doesn’t give a shit for anyone else, so like what’s the point), but it doesn’t do anything for you. I’m like... thanks for threatening. This will make me on board ASAP. Like it’s not the epitomy of love to me... I’m sorry? LMAO

Some anon even sent me a “you’re dense” (literally thats it) ask after that Reki ask. I was tempted to write smth like “oh I’m sorry, this is the most epic love story of my life and his character is the most complex in the world and he’s the best friend and the most inspiring human being that ever hit my screen. can I become undense now? xD”. But you know I do not know if they’d realise the sarcasm and my pride sadly never allowed me to sell my life values for a bunch of 12 years olds to love me lol

My sister always laughs and jokingly says “but you’d probably get much more subs if you made a vid about this or that, but at what price that would be lmao”. Cause yeah, I never could make myself vid smth I do not like, cause I love vidding and do not want it to be associated with things I do not like, plus it’ll most likely turn out ugly, if I do not care. My mom says that she can feel love I put in my shipping vids that’s why she loves them. I really don’t think she’s wrong. But that also kinda makes me an idiot technically, cause I’m not into many of the popular ships, and some popular animes I just find really basic.

Also I’m like 100% sure it ain’t happening, but even if they miraculously suck each other’s dicks while sitting on a skate board, I can still have the rights not to care at the end. Like did I sign some form where I’m obliged to love each and everyone canon gay ship even if it’s not what I like? Like gay is not the type of love in relationships. You can only care about his ass like Lan Zhan for example or you can only care about your ass. Like that’s different types of relationships, and whatever you like you like. So get all the way of people’s backs, please.

Also do ppl know that you do not need to be blind to the bad sides of the characters in your ships? Or you just gonna be like “I suddenly can’t see” for forever.

So really thanks for such wonderful message and liking the video and for the boosts when I need them and not being an ass to me if I’m not being obsessed with smth, when you like it. (like I think we have different ship in bnha, right? but we’re still doing great tho, thanks for being an angel <3)

I still didn’t expect this becoming a Voltron 2.0. situation tho. We in our twenties see everything differently, I guess. I do get extra about “their love is everywhere”, but I do not get extra by anonymously attacking ppl, threatening creators and yelling “queeerbating psychotic blind assholes if these two aint fucking by the end of the season I’m shaving my head and jumping out of the window and shoot the director. you do not ship it HARD? YOU DUMB FUCK. THAT’S THE BEST LOVE STORY IN THE WORLD”. Like damn, take your blinders off and see the world, kid. Firstly, it’s definitely not, secondly, ppl see love differently in general and at each age too.

Ah, also you must kill Adam, cause he’s a pedo apparently. Like he ain’t even a threat to your ship, unless you’re blind, but they’re still at it, like they do not know that this kind of age difference is literally nothing for an anime? And that there are canon ships with a huger age difference left and right, too. It’s like its their first time approaching an anime or smth. Like in anime world character can literally kill 1000 ppl with his bare hands and bathe in their blood and we can still stan them, depends on their story, ok? Also Langa couldn’t care less for his advances, so like separate Adam from your ship pls. Like, fuck off, if someone is interested in his character. Yeah, he’s a weirdo for reasons, but anime kind of weird do not apply to real life. Stop acting like you’re some purist, when later you’re gonna ship smth else and it suddenly will not apply. Also rules do not apply to animes, everyone knows they do not apply. These are not western cartoons, my god. And 24 years old flirting with 16 year old is defiinitely not the weirdest shit anyone has ever seen in the anime. Chinese BL has characters who were 14 and 30 when they met and happily married. Also FICTION is not life. Literally no one cares. If you’re scared for your saint eyes, do not watch animes, you’re gonna have a heart-attack from what you can see there. Also we’ve seen gayer bromances in animes, who are just bromances, so pls do not shoot anyone if it’s not canon.

So basically I was kinda pissed yersterday, cause fuck them for ruining the tag, but after chatting with my hommies and your ask, I’m okay again, I just have to avoid this fandom and stick to a tight community xD. I just got used to my nice fandoms and forgot for a bit about the precautions you need to take if you’re in one of those. You know. Who make a circus out of lgbt, instead of supporting it, and make other ppl hate being in fandoms.

P.S. sorry for this partially unrelated rant, your messages really always make my heart bloom, so thanks for supporting me, and I know you’re proud of my progress, too <3 and this makes me happy. LY

#answered #heavensweetheart #sk8 #sk8 the infinity #in such moments you for a moment don't even want to vid this fandom anymore #like seems more pain in the ass than joy #but then denying smth bc of stupid ppl is also dumb #so its like I need to breathe and not go to the tags or twitter #sjws ruin everything #anime #I'd rather go spend some time in my chill fandom with less ppl but more adults

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I wanted to come up with some confession but I'm so fucking boring it's unbelievable so Imma just ask some questions: do you watch anyone else besides sidemen? when did you start watching them and why? who did you subscribe to first? who would you pick, Callux or Calfreezy? do you have a dream job? if so, what is it? do you have any pets? wanna get tattoos some day? just tell me all haha ^^

- i watch loads of people besides the sidemen such as freezy, lux, joe weller, joe sugg, jack & conor maynard; the list goes on!! - i started watching the sidemen in 2015, i'd heard of jj anyway and started watching some of his videos, then simons channel came up in my recommended and then i started watching him and discovering there was a group aka the sidemen and it just went on from there. - i subscribed to simon first i think even though i watched jj first, i just used to watch people but never subscribe to them😂- i would pick callux because personally i find him funnier and the way he interacts with fans is so kindhearted and i luv him :))- i don't have a dream job rn, however that could change as the days/months/years go by :)- i don't have any pets, i had some fish but they all died eventually, they don't do much anyway but yk- i want to get tattoos but i see videos of people getting them and the needle thing lowkey freaks me out so idk, i'd want tattoos with meanings behind them, but i feel like i'd get addicted to getting them and end up having 20 tattoos and being like 80 years old and being wrinkly and covered in tattoos of smiley faces or random shit

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Where do you stand on marriage thing? Coz if not relationship then arrange marriage it is? I'm not really a fan marriage thing. And also I've never been love with a real person so I had hard time wrapping my head around this whole concept.

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Yay you had crush🤩🤩 idk why but I'm so happy 😂😂😍😍 You can tell if you relate to things based on the crush. It's okay.

And I think I'm losing you, so to be more clear, in last ask I talked about some things that happen when “a person” is in love (those things/symptoms happens to any person in general who's in love coz our brain is wired in that way so we experience these things when we are in love) So instead of putting “person heart rate will spike” OR “person throat will dry,” I have used the word “you” over there. (I hope you are getting where I'm headed) And I'm not saying that "you went into a panic attack" OR "you have OCD" those are just some symptoms that “Any person” with OCD and anxiety experience and those things also occurs to “A PERSON" who is falling in love. So in short “someone” normal (a completely healthy individual) who is falling in love also show these symptoms.

Bear with me once more. (I'm sorry I should have warned you before getting into this stuff, it gets confusing.)

Okay, so let's continue, now aside from all the stuff in the last ask there are also other things. Babe I don't wanna add more to the misery but this is also kinda important so if you don't wanna spoil the image of love turn around and walk away, don't read it.

When a person is in love there are other things they are likely to do;

1. Think about lover. Have repeating thought about them (which we have covered)

2. Make personal sacrifices and compromises.(This can be any sacrifice, like sacrifice of time or work or money or thing, even emotions. You will put them first before everything. You will adjust your reality to fit them into your world even if they didn't had space in your world before)

3.You will do anything to see them. If strangers then you might wanna catch a glimpse of them. You might walk down same street 10 times back and forth hoping to see them standing by the window. (You can't wait to be with them or around them)

4. Whatever you do for them is worth it. (Maybe a silly joke to see them smile, sometimes you might also want their approval, you might want to feel validated by them, everything you do is okay if you can get their approval or acceptance.)

Babe you might wanna sit down for this and I'm sorry but everything I said above are signs of addictive behaviour. Now let that sink in.

I will break this down to you real quick coz OCD, panic attack and addiction is part of love. You can't experience love without them, it's not that you have to check all the signs and symptoms on the list to be in love but every person in love experience one or the other symptoms at some point.

All these feeling the physical manifestation of love can be seen in panic attack. And the behaviour part like thinking about them, making scenario in head is OCD. And all the other mental thoughts, mental manifestation, mental changes like making sacrifices, and thinking you need them in your life, making adjustments for them these are symptoms of addiction. The "high" you get just by seeing them smile and you will do anything to make them happy coz whatever you do to make them happy or smile, it all becomes "worth it" in the end. That's how addictive behaviour is described. Similar to someone on drugs, you crave for it, you want it. (Here your brain wants you to keep this person, you think that they shouldn't go away, you will do anything to have them)

It is very important to know all these things are disorders. Meaning something is going wrong in your brain. But again these things are also happening to someone who is in love but we don't treat love as a disorder. If we see love as a disorder than half of the world will be mentally ill, love will be the most common cause of mental illness and we don't wanna do that. We don't wanna send wrong message. Love is a good thing and it happen to all of us there's nothing wrong with it. Evolution wanted us to go through this beautiful and dramatic experience. (I hope you are understanding me. Coz it's difficult to explain like this. If you are lost anywhere you can tell me about it)

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(are you talking about the music video of the song?)

yeah i’m down for marriage, but after some time when i’m sure this is the right person. hmm care to say why? only if you’re okay with doing so. oh understandable, I hope you do find someone that you’ll fall completely in love with, and they’d love you just the same cause you deserve it<3

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ahah I guess we all do at some point👀 idk why I find that cute that you’re happy😂

ohhh yeah yeah I got that. I knew you meant that they have the same symptoms of being in love, not that I have them. thanks for clarifying it though!

(naahh I promise if it gets confusing I will let you know;))

okay i’m kinda getting scared?? should I be scared? i’m not turning away, my curiosity won’t let me. also i’m gonna reply with my experience so here we go…

1. yes we covered that :’)

2. I haven’t reached that yet omg

3. y e s .

4. yesss yes

what? come on! you can’t just have me think back then go BOOM guess what!!!😭😂

wait really?? huh never knew that they’re associated with each other. ohh so like they’re bound to happen at any time.

babe this is a BIIIG brain moment rn woah. YO YO THAT ADDICTIVE BEHAVIOUR PART MAKES SO MUCH SENSE?! omg- (I’m actually jaw dropping. how did I never know that????)

this whole paragraph is a masterpiece I had to put my phone down. babe are you a genius or a genius ? cause this whole ride has been wiiild in the BEST way possible!!!✨ (I understood very well, thank you so much for sharing!)

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(yess)

🎶I couldn't be there even when I tried. you don't believe it, we do this every time. seasons change and our love went cold, feed the flame cause we can't let go. ru away, but we're running in circles. run away, run away, I dare you to do something🎶💕

#please do more of this #I haven’t had my brain blown in so long #thee lover anon saga <3

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