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radziki · 12 years

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Concerned.

One thing that leaves me in a bit of a pickle is my mouth.

Well actually, it's my inability of concentration, i think.

Because when people converse, and it's alternating

and they're expecting a reply

to show that you are listening or that you remotely care... you should reply fairly quickly

now, if you hesitate/fail, it will be noticed.

A judgement would be noted subconciously, whether they like it or not.

I fear that it would confirm a potential negative perception of me.

What i really don't want to be.

So i blurt and try to recover what i really wanted to say. But then if i blurt something that contradicts, i try to say something else to recover but i'm only making everything worse.

So then i try to explain myself, the damage has been done and i can't try to recover anything.

Then i'm just stuck.

#I'm just typing away #and post!#personal #mere thoughts #eh thoughts

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