Nourval's baby sister is here to cause problems on purpose in the name of solving problems as collateral damage

y'know what we don't talk about enough? Hazel died. We talk about how she grew up in the 30's and 40's and we talk about how out of place she feels in the modern world, but! She died! She was dead! She has spent more time dead than alive, and not by a close margin!

How does that effect a person??? We got some of it in the flashbacks, but once those caught up with her present timeline and she shared them, they just kind of... disappeared. And she was a regular girl with some weird past experiences. That's one way of doing it, sure!

I think it would have been a lot cooler if she was just a touch creepier. If she felt a little bit Wrong. Yeah, in general she's more approachable than her brother, she's more sociable and less closed off, but. If you actually spend any time with her, it can be difficult to tell which child of the underworld is actually more unsettling.

Hazel is bright of personality and has a dazzling smile, but sometimes she'll just... shut down. She'll go completely blank for like half an hour and nobody knows what to do with it. Sometimes she forgets she's alive. Sometimes she'll spout the grimmest shit you've ever heard like it's nothing, she won't even notice it's weird until the room goes quiet. She spent decades in Asphodel, which is designed to make people forget about themselves and wander around for eternity, only she didn't have the luxury of forgetting! Wild! After she comes back to life, sometimes she forgets that she's allowed to Do Stuff now. She can spend so long sitting and staring at nothing. Sometimes she'll start crying on cloudless days because it hits her again that she can actually feel the warmth of the sun on her skin and she can hear birdsong. Every little mundane experience is a blessing and she will make you remember that in the most foreboding way possible.

some ocs i got from @clonescubed i gave them redesigns of the redesigns i gave them cause i hadn't drawn them in a while, we got gaslight evil internet lady and lazy complain cat i love them a lot

Thank Primus. She's finally in recharge. If you rouse her...by the Allspark, the lieutenant will be very displeased. I recommend stepping lightly. ~ First reveal of a Transformers OC I've been dreaming up for a couple years now! ✨ Who is this little sparkling, you ask? And what is she doing on Earth in the midst of the Decepticon rampage following the crash of the Alchemor? Both you and Bumblebee can find out in a future fic of mine! I hope to start publishing it before the year's end. Stay tuned ;) ~

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you wanna go

And if you're faced with a choice and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window

If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile…. -"My Wish" by Rascal Flatts Reblogs are okay! But DO NOT REPOST

Squirreldaisy ivypool and Dovewing?

MAN these were so so fun to design..... the black ear tips and manes run strong in the fire fam btw

I already drew them in these poses/with these expressions, but now that I think about it... I think they'd maybe be a little less like how they are in canon. I think Daisy and Squilf would be very protective of them, and not allow anyone to take away their happiness. the whole ordeal ofc would still be stressful, but I'd like to believe that they maybe would be a little better off.

my 16 year old self has escaped from the recesses of my soul and is losing it over persona 3 again

...she do be phone-crazy

The Unnamed Bunny Friend™️ has been named! I shall call her Mocha and she shall be mine. And she shall be my Mocha X3 And I have @mrnerdling and blueyoshiegg from dA to thank for le name! ^w^

eight more pages to proofread/edit....and then i'm FINALLY gonna submit mi manuscript to agents for publication 🥰

Okay, to start off this is a vent post involving transphobia, mainly my own internalised transphobia, so if you'd like to avoid reading that I'd suggest skipping off now. Anyway. for anyone still here I apologise for the incoherence I just need to get this all out of my head a bit. The main thing is my dad. He's not... actively transphobic, I guess, but he is the main source of my current anxieties on this subject. Which are: I think I should detransition. I don't want to, but maybe I should. I can't tell if I want or not anymore because, maybe that will solve all this. It doesn't have to be an issue. If I was a cis guy, it wouldn't have to be an issue (or maybe it would, because I do like crossdressing and maybe I'm not entirely a guy anywa so I might still be trans anyway but anyway that doesn't matter because it's impossible), but we can't have that, so maybe it doesn't have to be anyway. If I detransition, and everything's fine, then we don't have to do anything and it all works out. And if I do feel utterly terrible then I can just go back as normal and everything will be fine. It's the logical approach to take, and it will solve all of this one way or another. Anyway. That's what it's all boiled down to, there are so many other things that play into this and I really ought to focus on untangling them all, probably. A lot of it comes from my dad, but a good bit of it's just me as well, like for some reason I have a much harder time accepting myself (and by extension other trans guys/afab trans people) and that's probably internalised mysogyny taking, the "of course everyone wants to be a man, and that's why you don't see this many trans women around now do you?" bit, and I don't really know what my own thoughts on everything are because I have both voices going in my head and all that comes out is just a mess of pain and stress and anxiety and anyway. I think I should detransition, because it seems like the easiest way to make at least a little bit of this go away, whichever way it goes.

Hiiii sorry I disappeared on yall (if anyone cares lmao), I went through some rough shit and I just couldn't stand being on this app after that BUT I'm definately feeling a lot better than I did in the beginning, still not 100% there but I think I should be well enough to come back <3

Plus, I really miss posting about my girlfriend revenant apexlegends so I'm gonna try to get back into the swing of things 💕

normally i'd keep my little oc doodles off the blog but. look at my vtmb girl.

actually i'll change them to look like this

trying to do my Fujiko Research to get a good name for her on neopets private server

You know, one of my favorite names for a girl is Thalia and I literally got it from pjo lol