#i’m just a white whitey because i have blue eyes ig | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

pjthedaft · 1 year

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i hate living in the city. i hate having no transportation to the rez. i feel so disconnected from my people and myself. i can’t get my hands on a hand drum, i can’t get beadwork, i can’t get real moccasins, i can’t even figure out how to source the materials to make stuff myself without supporting non-indigenous sellers. every time i see a shitty crochet dreamcatcher being sold by some white people, it’s like rubbing salt in an already gaping wound. this fuck sucks this fucking sucks this fucking sucks. i hate it here.

#idk why i came back to this city #the city where they tried so hard to remove me from my moms home the second they realized she’s indigenous #also i hate how adamant white people are that i’m one of them because i’m white passing #like why do you need me to be one of y’all?#not like i grew up in an indigenous household or anything #not like i lived on the rez or anything #i’m just a white whitey because i have blue eyes ig #hold up lemme just forget my whole upbringing real quick #fuck i hate it here #vent #indigenous

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