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vivitalks · 1 month

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guys i genuinely don't know what to do. my quirky little destiel fic which was already far too long to begin with now has a second smaller fic nested inside of it and somehow the second smaller fic is the absolute crackfest of this supernatural/tazamnesty crossover where dean lowkey hooks up with barclay the bigfoot and i don't KNOW what to DO. do i cut the scene. do i post it separately. do i post it separately but ALSO leave it in the fic. do i just pretend like barclay is an OC i made up and all the references to the fictional town of kepler west virginia are incidental. WHAT IS THE MOVE HERE

#stuff #THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT THIS IS NOT WHAT I PLANNED #i think that i have no choice but to post the dean/barclay section separately as its own thing #because i don't want to tag the destiel fic as a whole as being a taz crossover when it's relaly just the one scene #but i don't want the very small niche audience of spn/tazamnesty crossover enjoyers to miss out on this goofy little thing #mostly for categorization purposes. they need to be separate #BUT THEN WHAT DO I DO ABOUT THAT SCENE IN THE ORIGINAL FIC #it was supposed to be like a 'oh dean's a repressed bisexual how can we unrepress him I Know let's give him a hot stranger man'#'and see what he does'#but then i had too mjuch fun and the hot stranger became bigfoot and i can't go back but i dont want to have to write this shit AGAIN #i get very bored writing sexuality crisis/internal sexuality realization scenes #like ughhhh just be cool with it who cares #this one was only fun because it was dean and BARCLAY TAZAMNESTY #and i cant do that shit again #you know what would be even fucking FUNNIER but would never happen #god. i can't do this. but dean/duck newton would be so funny just sosososo funny #the strong desire to write a legitimate tazamnesty/spn crossover case fic type deal is slowly taking over me #i need to be free #of my MIND PRISON #i'm going to watch jane the virgin. DON'T text.

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