#i think part of the feeling is like… ending up multitasking so it doesnt register that i spent a significant amnt of time doing smthing | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

alsoyooraiyah · 5 months

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Feeling a bit hmm about the day… got lots done but i think there’s still some regret about not having really finished the stuff i planned for the day? Got to chip away at something important + do some errands that i know my mom has been looking forward to me doing + inspiration struck for like 5 different ideas that i got to sketch but it doesnt feel like enough

#like objectively my days have been the most productive theyve been for a long time ever since i #started taking these new meds daily but i guess at this point its really a mindset issue of not feeling like i do enough?#but like. a lot of my day really does get lost to stuff that i deem distractions that really arent important and #whenever i do them im like ‘i could be drawing right now’#but also i kinda feel like i feel this way bc when i got home from doing errands and working in a tea shop somewhere #theres no internet at home (until now tbh) so a lot of the stuff i had planned for the evening got put on hold #so like. is the feeling of not really having done much justified? half ig idk #god i wish i had dola’s super good ability to focus on anything she wanted at will #i think part of the feeling is like… ending up multitasking so it doesnt register that i spent a significant amnt of time doing smthing #but really if i count up the minutes i did?#idk…

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