honestly that just solidifies my feeling that lucia is drawn towards the sabbat in most universes

as someone with a respect that borders on reverence for death and decay, the idea that her body is going to be perpetually unaging after she gets bitten, that she has been denied her right to change and rot and feed the earth, is anathema to her. her own personal hell. realizing the potential for body mods that has also now been lost to her is enraging. she can't even cut her goddamned hair without it growing back while she sleeps in her coffin.

unless something happens to change her mind, i think she would eventually seek out the sabbat in an attempt to convince a tzimisce fleshcrafter to use her body as a canvas and just go fucking nuts with it because she cannot bear the idea of staying the same forever. she'd love to live through the experience and seek it out again, but if she doesn't, oh well. a worthy cause and a worthy death.