#i think i can at least manage sponsors for the pixel bases since they're so small and easy to do | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ferberus-skull · 1 year

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man. i was all ready to reopen my adopt shops, thinking that i could do this. wrote out the posts and everything. but then got up to do something and now i'm just sitting here staring like. can i really do this?

#gremlin blabs #i'm really not sure if i can tbh.#but i literally haven't drawn ANYTHING in almost a MONTH #everything is just. so bad right now.#i'm really not sure i can actually do this.#if i just. refused to take sponsors for anything so i would never have to draw anything new... maybe.#but last time i did that i never actually got any orders #so i don't think that'd work #i think i can at least manage sponsors for the pixel bases since they're so small and easy to do #but anything else? i'm... really not sure if i can do it #mentally or physically #it feels like everything has just gradually gotten worse and worse since march #which i guess kind of makes sense because that's when the weather starts warming up #but i don't remember being this bad last year #agh.#i do feel like part of it has to do with me switching my adhd meds since there was a shortage of the one i was using #and the ones i'm on now definitely don't work as well for me #but i don't remember when i switched. so i don't know if that's like. the entire reason #i mean i know it's not the ENTIRE reason. but. yeah.#anyway sorry for oversharing in the tags. i just don't really know what to do

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