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robinsnest2111 · 22 days

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just realising I won't have silly meowing conversations with the cat anymore, or scritch her stupid lil head, or be greeted by her and let her in when I come home from work late at night, or give her food when she loudly demands it.

damn. lots of things to get used to.

#i spent several years trying to acclimate her to pets and scritches after her first traumatic vet visit...#at least i got her to trust me enough to let me pet her sometimes #not explicitly mourning or suffering from painful grief #but it's more a disconnected distant sadness.? like i'll miss the little everyday moments #kinda how i miss the holiday lunches at my late grandma's place #and all the little things she and my grandpa did for me and my cousin whenever we stayed over at their place as kids #grieving is almost too nebulous to grasp for me. idk if i'm doing it right #i don't really feel anything. it's always been like this. just makes me feel so alienated from others. idk.

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