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happy valentines <3
#my babygirl#< tagging all my puppetworms this now#i spent all day on this#it was supposed to be a shitpost😭#csr#c/s/r#continue stop rise#csrverse#csr puppetworm batter#puppetworm batter#off game#off mortis ghost#off the batter#off batter#off#tagging batter cause he is a batter#something deeply wrong with this one tho#scotcharts#valentines#valentines day#happy valentines#valentines cards#<3
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Would you be willing to draw the lovely, crazy Chemach and her followers?
CHEMACH MY BELOVED!!!! 💙💙💙💙💙
no-text version under the cut
#cult of the lamb#cotl spoilers#cotl chemach#my art#body horror#whoops spent all day on this one#cause i went crazy with a background that i ultimately scrapped cause it ended up being too over rendered :'>#and now i get to post it late at night haha#anyways i love the kooky bird <3#also aM I THE ONLY ONE WHO THOUGH CHEMACH WAS GONNA BE ANOTHER SECRET BOSS???#since she gets angry when you attack her followers#like man. i set aside time to specifically track her down for a fight. only to find there wasn't one 😭
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happy winter solstice y’all!!! (or summer solstice to any friends south of the equator)
may your long nights (or days) be filled with so much love and happiness 🖤
#yule!!! has begun!!!! wahoo!!#im late to all this but i spent my day in a mini daze 😅#i’ll be burning my yule log tonight and just did a started up for one of my fun lil traditions#doing it differently this year so we’ll see how it goes!!!#i also left my vape on my altar as i gathered my supplies and when i realized i gasped in horror#like… sorry besties! that ain’t for yall! i’ll be taking that back!#only i get this kind of smoke take the candles burning or leave it#anyways#wishing you all so much goodness and happiness and blessed times 🖤🖤🖤#lowkey wanna write a fic about showing eddie these lil traditions 😭 but i don’t think i’d finish and get it out on time#we’ll see
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GUYS ajdjsofnksnsks
I met a real celebrity today WTF
Look how majestic it is 💓
(but not much comfortable inside tho 😂)
#SCREAMING#GOING FERAL#BA where are you??#i spent a solid 15 minutes staring at it#i even had my murdock jacket on what a day lol#not totally identical to the real one but whatever lol#trust me when i say i made some unholy sounds in front of a bunch of people#im sure at least one of them looked at me weird lmao#I totally did not expect that gosh#what a gorgeous unexpected early bday gift 😭💛#literally all I wanted was seeing BA van so im sooo happy rn#this year started pretty good#i cant stop giggling#and grinning#and spinning#the a team#BA van#im going insane
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POV you are a soapshipping fanfic author
#I SPENT LIKE A WHOLE HALF OF A DAY READING ONE AND??????#y’all need to sell books 😭😭 how are u all so talented
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fictalkfictalkfictalk
#like the clown i am i spent half the night awake trying to come up with a way to make the olli/allu modern-day royalty AU work out#my first idea was to try and make it similar to my college AU with POV chapters and shit#but i quickly realised it wouldn't work out for the same reason i'm still struggling with the gran hotel AU:#unlike with the college AU i don't have a clear character arch for everyone#e.g. i can't for the life of me think of a way to link the joel/niko side plot to the main plot to make it make sense#and idk what joonas' role would be other than to occasionally hook up with olli and fangirl about aleksi and pine for joel#soooooo it thought i could instead make it a series of shorter stories? if anyone out there is seriosly interested in reading this AU? 👉👈#like. the first one would obviously have to be a little longer since it's the establishment for the whole AU#so far i have an outline for a 6-chapter story from olli's and allu's povs. basically just them getting together#and the rest of what i have planned for the AU would be standalones or shorter establishments?#because if i were to include EVERYTHING in one fic it would most likely end up being +20 chapters lol#and no way in hell would i have the patience for that 💀#that way i could just time-jump to the scenes i want to write the most lol#instead of having to try and weave them together to form a longer coherent plot#i mean i looooooooove slow burn and all that but i don't want to overwhelm myself by starting to write something#only to realise 32k words later that i have no idea where i'm going with it D:#(my ski jumping rpf fic says hi 🙃)#but by writing individual shorter stories it would be much easier for me to handle the plot while also advancing it#because the storyline in my head is so extensive that i feel like i can't fit it all in just one fic#at least in a way that i would be satisfied with 😭#i can make them get together in 6 chapters with no trouble#but for them to actually form a secure relationship and get messed up in all that tabloid drama and face the prejudice of the royal family#until eventually getting their happy ending? yeah nope. gonna need at least 20 chapters for that lmao#and if i wanted to advance all the sideplots on top of all that? yeah nope 😵#with individual stories i could just write all the joonas/tommi and niko/joel (and unrequited j/j) as spin-offs! yay problem solved! 😇#pls don't get your hopes up though lol i may love planning fics but writing is another story entirely 😂#but yeah. watch this space?#or maybe i'll just continue writing random pointless olli/allu standalones whenever i get a burst of inspiration. we'll see 👀
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It’s so funny how rereading one single ya dystopian series has made all my daydreams go from something mundane and beautiful to like… “me and Bakugo are surviving a war against reproductive rights🙂” and I’m genuinely having a good time
#I am twelves years old#and lowkey it’s berry nice#altho it’s nice I keep craving to read fanfics abt the ships in these totally irrelevant books#like written on par with what y’all write#I’m going insane I had a daydream ant not only going to hs with Bakugo but having a teenage pregnancy😭😭😭😭#lowkey one of my fave days dreams I’m still obsessed with is from … ok you know what I will stop there LMFAO#but zamn.#I dont wanna say the reason I haven’t been active on here much is bc I’m reading books#bc I’m totally having a weird decline rn#but also like. I do think my need for creative outlets is being fed by FUCKKNG YA NOVELS#but hey they taught me how to do tf what I DO!#so there’s that#and I’ve basically spent the last week on the bathtub reading books instead of being on the phone#probs like … 3 hrs of my day is bath LMFAO#coping like this is amazing#oh well going back to my apartment tomorrow where the bath ain’t sh*t so that will fix that#love u all dearly miss u all dearly#hope you’re all well🩷#caitie blabs
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Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:
Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#lok malina#still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now#and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that#don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before#to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021#because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing#but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence#anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he#*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character#for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop#I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like#I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her#if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet#okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself#lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer#about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long#this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh#I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out#*surprising#less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know#anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous#her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this#and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning#I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭#I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb#okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary:#she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
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my sister called me and kept asking excitedly that what's happening in my life and
#like life as in. i can't say love life but like you know what's happening with the guys and the girls#girl#and i was so tired#am so tired#i just made up an excuse that im too physically tired too talk to cut the call and told her id call her back but i won't#i want to okay i really do I want to hear about her life what's going on but she's not that type of person jinke saamne#i can just divert the topic from myself avoid talking about me she's determined and caring like that😭#just. kya batau main#i spent the whole day working but really if i stopped doing anything for like 2 minutes all the last convos i had with everyone i#liked loved whatever started replaying in my head constantly making me feel all down and sad in public yk that empty heaviness inside chest#i mean. what is there to say. i feel truly pathetic#everyone just keeps leaving me. they decide one day that oh nope she's not for me not interesting anymore doesn't understand is too much#draining and destroys my peace and then they leave#it doesn't even matter the weight of the relationship#whether it's been a year of being in love or two weeks of talking till 5 am or a week of wishing me good morning and good night#every day. it doesn't matter they leave and they leave and they leave and they don't look back and im left to pick up the pieces go on#pretend to be okay and normal and fucking focused on like. studying accounts as if my heart isn't breaking#into a million tiny pieces everytime#i don't know how to tell her. the sister you love so much the sister you can't live without imagine life without. the#sister who you thought about holding on for because you couldn't do that to her leave her alone when you had suicidal thoughts. she's#she's actually deeply unlovable undateable unfuckable and like truly lonely and easy to let go of#i know she loves me and i know my bestfriend loves me and she would fall apart if i wasn't there for her#but it's not enough. i really wish it was. but it's okay it's enough for now it's enough to keep me going it's enough to make me not wanna#die yk? like i don't love myself enough to live for myself get better for myself but they need me so i need to be okay be happy because i#need them to be happy. and they're happy when im happy#does that make sense#okay bye i should really start writing a diary
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Today’s line:
Finnian tried to move, but his arms were stuck. No, not stuck. Tied together at the wrists. He froze, taking a deep conscious breath. It did nothing to ease the terror that came crawling back as he realized that he wasn’t alone.
30 days 30 lines
#30 days 30 lines#17#I am about to walk up a wall#days since I had time to write. Days!#Was out all Saturday and spent the night and today creating chars#In GW's 'combat demo' lol#Who cares about fucking combat I could make chars without paying for it and take nice screenshots#Most of mine use style options that are gemstore (real money) exclusive#which I took in the preview window#but which isn't worth it actually buying for a pic or two#should probably have done Gwyneth as well but eh#I kinda do have plans to style the one I already have anyway#also I fell so in love with Eilis might have to make her#and while I was on it#I took new ones of some existing chars as well#well ordered all 15 chars I have now for print as a little treat#and am still nowhere done with the chapter 😭😭😭
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who keeps unfollowing me on insta everytime i post wtf
#i mean im not very active on all my socials bc see previous problem of slow at art#and i dont interact much either except on tumblr#but my god its v depressing to see my numbers on insta just stagnate like that its always gain five to ten#in the course of a month or two only to instantly lose five to ten whenever ii post#💀 y did u follow me in the first place man i legit only drop Ace art 😭😭😭😭#im not gonna complain too much im grateful for the interest i have but ah… being slow at art rly sucks bc it makes me#think i spent a long time (which logicay true but effortwise untrue lol bc cumatively its like a weekworth max of work)#but spending a month and a half on something and it flops is ah goddamnit#OH well ill just keep going one day ill make another banger#like werwolf ace art 👀
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how to be normal about my cousins 4 year old dragging my plushies across the dirty floor while I broom and mop the kitchen
#WAAAAA#callate guero#NOT EVEN MAD OR UPSET AT HER LIKE SHE IS JUST A LITTLE KID#BUT MY COUSIN AND MY COUSIN N LAW DONT EVEN TELL HER ANYTHING 😭😭😭#😭😭😭 I know it may seem silly because I am a grown adult w plushies in my room but those are my items 😭#it’s respect ykno 😔#I also spent the whole day cleaning the house because everyone left and it was so bad….#then again for reference this is the side of my family that is rich and can afford maids and shit so </3#anyways#NO RESPECT FOR ME EVER EVER EVER IN THIS FAMILY#I AM BEING DRAMATIC BUT STRAIGHT UP I AM NEVER RESPECTED EVER AND I WANT TO KMS#no one respect my space my things my name my pronouns my kindness my patience#grrrrrrrrr#I can’t wait to leave and never come back </3#SPEAKING OF IM SO MAD ABOUT MY PASSPORT I TOLD THE LADY THAT DID MY SHIT FOR ME#I NEEDED A NEW PICTURE AND WORE NICE CLOTHES AND EVERYTHING AND SHE REFUSED TO DO IT#AND SO NOW OFC THEY SENT ME A LETTER WHY DIDNT I TAKE A NEW PICTURE LIKE!!!! GIRL!!!!#so I had to go to staples get my own pictures done and mail it over to them… all because the lady who’s job it is to do so#wouldn’t do it…. like GIRL!!!!!#NO RESPECT FOR MY INTELLIGENCE OR MY ABILITY TO KNOW THINGS#SIGH.#anyways…
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every day I think abt this one fic I used to follow like the gospel from 2020 WRITERMILK WHO WROTE FUCKTOY ON WATTPAD U MADE ME WHO I AM U GOT ME INTO FANFICTION I LOVE YOU
#no idea what scandal happened that made them delete all their fics but GODDDDD I MOURN THAT FIC EVERY DAY#context it was a nanami x reader x gojo fic#gojo was a fuckboy who played with readers feelings while she didnt notice that nanami was pining after her the whole time#it was so sad bc she was ADDICTED to how gojo made her feel and she spent almost every night getting black out drunk at the club#wishing that hed want her the same way she wanted him#almost every time this happened nanami would be there to comfort her but eventually it ruined him too#seeing the woman he loved continue to keep ruining her life for him and always just hope hed fix everything#so the one time he tells her he cant be picking up her broken pieces anymore she reaches her breaking point and uhhhh#suffice to say bad things happen at the club that night she ends up in hospital#during her recovery though nanami comes back to her bc yeh he cant leave her like that cmon#gojo also starts to visit too realising that he should have cared a lot more#suffice to say yn eventually starts to return the same feelings for nanami but its a difficult thing bc#he obv doesnt want to suddenly overwhelm her with his feelings bc she went through traumatic stuff#eventually he takes her on a date when shes better and things just CLICK SO PERFECTLY#then gojo decides to confess 😭😭😭 what a mess#but omg yn finally has broken free of her previous feelings for him and she knows that being with nanami is the right choice for her
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:’)
#to start this w a good note lol#bro almost all the music i’ve heard since we got to this vacation spot was done on gIee LOLLLL#not even just at the hotel where they were playing xmas music so like ofc a lot of that but also other music#that was just . all done on gIee lmfao#but also on the shuttle ride here from the airport#the driver had like disco music playing and istg it went from like#staying alive to u should be dancing to uhhh disco inferno#to idk if it’s disco but after that was u can’t touch this lmao 😭#on to the not so good part bro it’s day one why i gotta be so sad lmfao#im blaming it on the like 2-3 hrs of sleep 🤩#it ok i actually feel not bad for only 2-3 hrs of sleep before flight LOL i’ve been banking up the sleep so that rly makes a difference lma#i feel fucking ridiculous tho bc i feel lonely af and unwanted on a family trip#bc my brother has a childhood family friend to hang out with who for the fucking record i was also friends with#and last time we were together for a significant amt of time idk why but my brother freaking ignored him basically#ik they exchanged snapchats tho recently and they’re both like buff gym guys now lmfao so idk they’re besties now so#i kinda feel like i can’t hang out w them#and then idk my parents like yeah and then my grandma so i’m just kinda hanging out w my grandma#they all went onto the beach i think and i’m here in a room w my grandma and i spent fucking like 30 minutes watching the beach bc i didn’t#know where they were and they didn’t tell me and like overthinking whether i should go#i got as far as tying my hair up and taking out a change of clothes#and then almost cried and gave up and took out my book and came out on the balcony lmao#like what am i even complaining about. but idk#it all goes back to that lovely middle school friendship that left me fucking devastated bro lmfao 🤩#idk if that’s actually the reason but i’m blaming it all on that LMAO#anyway we’re here for a while so . i’ll just chill and read today bc i do want to read more and i kinda in the mood recently#also another thing was that my skin is still being a little fucking bitch#and i’m so hesitant abt doing anything w it so like going in ocean water#anyway. fuck my fucking brain i hate it here#it’ll be better tmrw when i’ve had some fucking sleep lmfao#jeanne talks
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bath + asparagus time
#I did some cleaning and my day’s gotten slightly better#long story short I’ve had a fucking weekend lmfao#last Thursday I had a complete breakdown on my way home prompted by like the smallest comment u could think of#nevertheless it made me sob violently#like picture florence pugh in midsommar but more hysterical#on Friday I had a good day!! but it was fuckin busy man and I didn’t get around to#half of the stuff I needed to#Saturday was also busy and on the way home from work my car started SMOKING!!!! from under the hood#nothing was on fire but it freaked me the fuck out and I couldn’t get it to the mechanic until today so I had to find rides everywhere#and that was stressful#I only got like 3 or 4 hours of sleep Saturday night bc I had a (fun!!!) thing that went really late and then had to get up at 5 for work#on Sunday#so Sunday afternoon I got home and napped from 2-6pm and then just went to bed at 8 so I STILL didn’t get any shit done#and then this morning I opened again and I spent my sh#ift w people who are even newer at my job than I am so I was like training them/doing everything they couldn’t do yet and it was just#a weird day and my boss was acting weird and I didn’t like it at all#and then this afternoon I take my car to the mechanic FINALLY and he says the radiator’s busted and leaking coolant everywhere and also#one of the tires is fucked so we have to get them all replaced#and that’s gonna be several hundred dollars which is fine it’s all fine but I’m fucking tired#and when I got home there were still dishes to do😭😭😭#I need someone to baby me and clean my house#gawd#valkyrie talks
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DISSOCIATING
#free emoji kitchen creation to use#but also my day has been??????#morning: A+ got ready got looking good had a great therapy sesh#afternoon: waited several hours at the plasma donation center before even making a donation because the poor place understaffed rn#and then walked outside to find one of my tires completely flat#lucky there's a place right across the street#but it's almost a 2 hr wait 😭#and i just had to reschedule plans with a friend because of it 😕#hopefully it's an easy fix i just spent $1.1k on my car not even 2 months ago#I'm moving in 2 weeks so at least this happened before driving across states? yay?#anyway#here i sit in a hella alt goth outfit in the middle of les schwab where all the middle aged men are trying not to ogle me
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