#i shouldb talk to my therapist aboutmu troubles with cla ss but i only seeher once every 2 months now
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Maybe if I cry a lot my family will feelbbad and not yell at me about it. Which I am crying aboutj the grades right. Now. Because I wastdd so much money. God fuckin g damn it
#I used most of my savingsto get this one semester of classes#just to fail 2 of them … lol#i meen my family was the one who pressuredme to go to college right away#but stillIdk… why can’t i do my work why can’t i focus why can’t I learnnn anything everyone else gets so easy#why amI so much more stupid than everyone else in the room#I never know what I’m doingim so disgorganized my brain snfmywlrkds and my writing and#and im an awful test taker and#iiii used to be good at this stuff..butmy brain hates me.. my brain has hated me sinceI was 16#it hated me before that but it hatedme less#am i a gifted kid or am i retarded .. nobody can figure that outlol#sowwy for venting .. im upset at nyself#i shouldb talk to my therapist aboutmu troubles with cla ss but i only seeher once every 2 months now#idk i can’t function onmyown what am i gonna do if I canteven keep a job or pass a class in comunity college ..#i hatemysefff im so fucking stupod and lazy and iseless one gonna gnaw my arm off#vent :P
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