#i sent the text im gnna frow up . i hauve covid from being 2 open emotionally remind me to never do that again
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dreamt about reuniting with my friend on the 5th anniversary of the last time we talked. hm. not a big dream interpreter but I feel like it might mean something
#wrote her a text it's in the send box. i feel sick. being vulnerable with someone with whom you dont know where you stand is agonizing tbh!#conjuring my therapist's voice while i white-knuckle my phone ''there is strength in vulnerability it's the first step to#a richer emotional landscape''#okay ELISA but the emotional landscape is too rich it's overflowing with riches!! in fact. it could stand to be poorer#realistically worst case scenario she answers yeah i fucking hate your guts for the way being in love with me made you a terrible friends#best case scenario she goes omg nooo i thought YOU hated me all this time im so happy 2 hear from u i miss you exactly as much as u miss me#most probable scenario though is just. mild response.#oh hi it's been a while! idk why we stopped talking either. my life is very different now and we dont have much in common anymore. xoxo#i sent the text im gnna frow up . i hauve covid from being 2 open emotionally remind me to never do that again
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