#i remember crying bcuz i was failing all the reading checks in our great gatsby unit despite doing the reading and taking notes and everyth | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

aropride · 1 year

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i want to read so bad & i feel awful abt not being able to read well- like understand what im reading i mean i can physically read words fine- especially considering like. i want to be a writer thats all i care abt. and i can't read a 200 page book anymore. like okay

#text #this is embarassing for me but the ONLY thing ive finished reading this year that wasnt like #super short. like a short fic or something. is fucking uh/v.#ive read parts of books! nd ive read some (short) papers on like. psychology n shit #but i havent Finished reading anything. and i feel so so BAD about it like.#especially bc i WANT to read and theres so many books ive told myself i'll read & then i dont .#idk im just so. like.#i dunno #in 2021 i read a couple long fics . dont think i finished a book that year either #in 2020 i read a couple books. mostly audiobooks. WHICH STILL COUNTS !!!!!!!!.#but like. its been getting worse year by year . 🙂👍#2019 was the year it got rlly bad i think #i remember crying bcuz i was failing all the reading checks in our great gatsby unit despite doing the reading and taking notes and everyth #everything #eventually i just gave up and read summaries cuz i was likw What's the point if i cant remember any of it anyway #whatever who give a shit #neg

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