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hoe4hotchner · 2 years

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ᑕOᑕO: Ask me anything - and I mean anything

Hey hon'

Congrats on 2k!!!! I love your fics so much! Thank you for sharing them with us.

I hope this is not overstepping and please delete if it does.

I do hope that you're fine after the heartbreak you told us about. and I just wanted to ask:

How do you deal with heartbreaks?

I'm so scared of getting my heart broken. It seems so awful to experience it🥺

I'm glad that you like my fics :) And you're not overstepping at all <3.

I didn't intend on making this a whole essay, but that's what it ended up being

TW: Mention of weight, failed relationship, heartbreak

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I'm not really that experienced in heartbreaks if I'm being honest. I've mostly just grown apart from the people I've been with.

But this one. This one hurt like hell. And I'm not gonna lie, it's hard to get through a full day without giving him another thought. And what if I unblocked him? What if he was really just busy and I was the problem?

And especially since he supposedly should've come back to the country after a business trip yesterday. (That business trip was also what was the factor to end everything in the end)

I said goodbye to him at 00:30 early Friday morning and when he showed me the same neglect that he given me all week I blocked. I had told myself that I would wait until after I'd been to work that day and just cry for the whole weekend, and I don't know what came over me when I messaged him. And I forgot to say maybe 60% of what I really wanted to say fuck you for before I blocked him.

Y'all are welcome to read if you want, cause I blocked out his name. And I do believe that the few personal details in it are already something I've mentioned before.

Even today I almost cried thinking about him and what could've been.

I'd say, don't be scared to get your heart broken, it'll happen eventually and it's painful, and the worst thing in the world. But that's life.

My best advice is to just take everything slow and recover from it. I mean I gained a few kg this past week from just eating super unhealthy and letting myself mourn the loss. And that's okay.

Just let yourself take the time to get better and everything will be alright in the end.

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bbytamaki · 3 years

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so mmm hi! I saw youw here taking that selfships for writings, so may I sent you mine?

mine is with choso from jjk, our dynamic would be - how can I say - caring towards each other, I think we'd be that couples who stay at home during friday nights to enjoy a movie or netflix, whatever. cooking together seems good to me either, the same as being in comfortable silence with each other company

I hope I did it right 🥺 but anyway, thank you in advance 💓 I'll look foward what you'll write for me (and I'm sure it'll be amazing)

don’t mind honey <3 also i love these together!

the main question the two of you ask yourselves every day is “how did we end up here?” itadori yuji was one of your mentees, and you couldn’t shake the fact that he could’ve gotten hurt fighting choso. but then the two of them reconciled as brothers of sorts, so you had no choice but to bear his presence.

he tries to apologize and he tries even harder to cooperate. i don’t see choso as the kind of curse/person to handle someone disliking him too well. you can feel his efforts when he’s around you and you almost feel some sort of sympathy. it’s when you find him holding his brothers’ belongings and weeping in private that you finally crack. you hold his face in your palms and wipe his tears with your thumbs before whispering an apology.

and when the two of you embraced for the first time, it was as if the past just slipped away. like you two immediately understood each other. he understood how protective you were of your student, and you knew what it felt like to lose someone. you were holding yourself back, and he finally broke down those walls.

so now, you’ve made it your personal goal to show him everything great about your time together. showing him how to make his favorite meals by himself, picking a new show to watch together, staying home to try new face masks and watching him push his bangs back with cute animal themed hair clips. it’s super intimate and i really love the two of you together <3

#📮.sleepovers #♡.sofi

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