#i miss dueling with rammstein blasting through the speakers that was epic
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miss my father figure my fencing coach
#bro..... i miss him so much#father figure 10 hours a week + competition mornings i miss u#he was my emotional support teacher and helped me through the worst years of my life#legit im only alive now bc of fencing#when my parents pulled me out to take math classes my mental health was at its worse❤ but thats tmi#when i was 14 and going through bullying and when i didnt know english he recommended me the middle by jimmy eats world and i just thought +#it was a funky song and years later i listened to it again and ok the lyrics i get it thank u#also half my music taste is thanks to him#he got the entire team listening to green day jimmy eats world rammstein and idk what else#i miss dueling with rammstein blasting through the speakers that was epic#honestly he and the entire team were there when my parents and class friends werent#ok dunno i got emotional trynna find his instagram i havent found it and the last time i saw him was like 3 years ago and he left the club:(#last time i saw him he said he was proud of me i fucknihn miss him so much and i miss fencing and i miss my team i want them to see me now#i want them to be proud of me and i want them to call me arnau and and qnd#sometimes i see the guy i used to have a massive crush on from my team but he doesnt recognize me anymore :(#idk what this is abt i just wanted to get it off my chest
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