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gideonisms · 1 year

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this is going to make me sound way too online which at this point is a given. anyway I think that online interactions about shared interests are the way I prefer to make friends full stop. like I have been only partially successful in making friends irl and the experience usually gives me so much anxiety that the process of getting there is grueling. but the people I made friends with 7 years ago due to shipping the same anime boys are like, still my friends and we interact multiple times a week. idk what to do with this information hvjklllkjjk

#my irl friends are? mostly online friends i got to meet irl #other people will say things like oh face to face communication is better my mental health has improved after getting rid of social media #i mean? too much face to face communication makes me a useless amoeba who can only lie in bed but.#it truly does feel like other people are just having a wildly different experience in the world than i am sometimes #then as a young adult you get to the stage where it's like. well saying i'm different than other girls is kind of stuck up!#i bet we are all really the same #*tries to use same interaction strategies and feels like i am being tortured*#*assumes we are all experiencing the horrors because i'm just like other girls*#*finds out years later we were not all experiencing the horrors every time we spoke to others*#anyway. ily all this is the way i like socialize and i am having a great time in our river bubble together

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