syb starting off as a very "keep civilians out of combat/warzones when and wherever possible to minimize casualties" kind of person but as the war goes on she realizes she needs more people to fight and when morale starts getting low (and she starts slipping and going numb) she just straight up starts conscripting anyone who can hold a gun (ie, she's got some teenagers fighting) only for her to defect to the cult and then have to slaughter the army that she raised and helped train :')