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solargeist · 2 months

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#i keep mumbling this to myself #what does it mean ? whatever you want it to #forcing myself to stay awake for no reason rn #kind of just don’t want the day over yet . thinking abt them . they are fleas to me

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v8mpvrse · 1 month

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girls who are still being haunted by nolan patrick are eligible for financial compensation from gritty imo

#he keeps me up at night mumbling to myself #i literally start banging my head against the wall to stop thinking about all the “what if’s”#i’m never moving on.#nolan patrick #nhl #philadephia flyers #𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬

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mumblesplash · 3 months

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confession the main reason i have not yet drawn a full body design for tango is bc i know in my soul that man has digitigrade legs but i’m scared of commitment

#see the thing is every *substitutional* animal feature (as opposed to additive ones) restricts certain types of body language #and i keep going ooough but what if i can’t depict [x emotion] properly bc of this ://#idk #maybe i should just trust myself #who am i to question the secret knowledge my brain gifts me without explanation #mumbling

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lucabyte · 25 days

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#(taking inventory) hmmm basically all of my isat stuff is postcanon huh. unintentional but interesting behaviour from me #<- not used to making fanwork and is intrigued by my gravitation toward this #id suppose it's because im more of a character studies person than anything? like....#isat very thoroughly explores its characters ingame. i have no real speculation to add there. its very airtight #but leaves the characters with very intentional next-steps-in-life to explore.#+ i in general approach texts as like... a challenge to get the most 'accurate' read on the characters as i can #hense my mumbling about my fancontent potentially feeling 'rude' to me. ie if i read the characters wrong ive failed at task #of exclusively substantiated reading. and thus hense the tension between 'unbased speculation inherent to fan work' and #'textual basis for character analysis'. its interesting #and fun! i do find it fun. but it is something about me that i take this to be an intellectual challenge first and foremost #you can REALLY tell im an oc guy sometimes i think lol. im very used to keeping myself on the straight and narrow #trying not to let characterisation drift.... its so easy to accidentally flanderise or soften the edges off of a character especially....#anyway. ramble over. just interesting to me to take stock of my output #lucabytetalks

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tokkias · 8 months

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so i've always struggled with picking what i want to write next and lately i've had a particularly hard time with it so as a way to try and motivate myself to keep writing and to make the options less overwhelming (i have 100 fic ideas. that's just too many) i have made myself a fucking bingo card. it's stupid but i'm stupid proud of it and it makes me laugh and i'm hoping it brings back some of the joy that i've felt being sucked away from my writing and i wanted to share with you. (greyed out prompts are nsfw ones)

a couple of these are requests (one of them is a request i got in like. november of last year?) so if you see one on here and think "hey that sounds like something i requested," that is probably the case.

if you see something on here you're excited to see, you may politely make mention of it and i may be swayed to work on it, but if you harass me over it i will kill you dead. thanks <3

once i start writing and finishing the things on this card, i'll probably make a masterpost where i share my bingo progress! first goal is to get one bingo and after that i'll decide if i want to generate another card or if i want to try clear this one out!

#mya's mumbles #i might post the uncensored version and let people highlight their fave ideas off the list and see if they can get a bingo #that could be fun #idk this is just my way of reclaiming my ability to write for myself while also keeping other people in the loop/part of the process #i'm going through an identity crisis don't even fucking mind me

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soggypotatoes · 3 months

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had a real weird time cause like, as soon as my phone broke i was like. well time to self harm about it. cause i cant keep a phone alive for just 2 years which means i'm a stupid failure and also worthless. and, something bad happened, so self harm is just what happens!!

but this scared part of me is legitimately traumatised from the time i had to get stitches, and pretty badly triggered by the last time i relapsed as well, and every time i went to do it i felt my body seize up and refuse. and like. my emotions arent very strong today anyway, so i just watched ann reardon on tv for a bit.

then i was like.. stumped, cause what do i do when something bad happens?? when something stressful and just generally *not what i need* to happen, happens and i'm stuck with it? if self harm is off the table.. and it dawned on me that many people would actually react by doing something nice/comforting lmao. it just never occurred to me before that i could do something nice instead of punishing myself. but what? i'm being so serious here, i genuinely have 0 ideas of what i'm supposed to do in this scenario

#ed mumbles #idk what to do when i have big emotions #monetarily im. gonna be okay cause i have savings for this #but i am very mad at myself still #i was like 2 months off having a phone last for 2 years #and i dont know how people manage to keep their phones unbroken!!!#not supergluing it to a table might be a start dfjsghkjdf #in retrospect #i shouldve. done a few things to prevent that #but it's like #i have to make the mistake in order to prevent them #whereas other people just dont make the mistakes #and they know what not to do

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muzzlemouths · 1 year

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okay just pep talking myself isn't working anymore. time to break out the big guns.

Ask box is open for one word prompts

#muzz mumbles #i will break through this writer's block no matter what #going to try and keep the prompt responses to 2k max #just to keep myself moving

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ratcandy · 3 months

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anyway Every time I try to argue to myself how menticide works I end up just running myself in circles over the points we’ve already brought up here before just clutching my head and going AUUUUGGG and giving up . Clinging to my headcanon that the menticide and cordyceps are separate entities working in tandem and jus sticking with that forever

#Literally just paced around my room mumbling to myself about it and how whatever is controlling Sozo must be #an obligate parasite otherwise it wouldn’t care to keep him alive. And clearly it has kept him alive long enough for him to have #learned how to use menticide to control the Mushroomos AND have his own sort of following #but we know menticide itself isn’t an obligate parasite because it can grow in soil just fine #So clearly there Must be more than one fungi at play here right. Right. RIGHT #I don’t knowwwww #clamtalk

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mewkwota · 6 months

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When will I stop being pulled aside for having (1) Negative Thought

#sometimes I Do Not need someone to ask me if I'm okay #I do not want attention. I just want to complain and move on.#it sure sounds like everyone else is allowed to do that except for me #unless it's preferred for me to bottle needless things up #(it will keep happening if I continue to let it bottle up I'm sure)#anyways this is your clear cue: do not ask. I am mumbling to myself again. are we saavy? I can't really do this anywhere else anymore. :)#Mew and the hot dogs

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solargeist · 7 months

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Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers, A peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked; If Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers, Pepper Peter Piper Pickled Pepper Pickled Pick?

(Note: I'm bad at tongue twisters)

Manuel energy

#Ask #I keep mumbling tongue twisters to myself bc of her name lmao #raccoon girl #crow boy #doodle tag #my art #Bloglore

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lunarharp · 2 years

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various witch stuff of the day or whatever the heck

#witch hat tag #orufrey #uhh yeah just getting some stuff out of the way haha i like the first one tho. i drew something that scares me #iguin must have been involved in qifrey's thing somehow. The Lidless eye..the sight of the world..i mean i think [redacted]#and he'll be [redacted] and [redacted] will be forced to... [redacted]???!?!!?#I want to keep my theories to myself.......or do i. not being a fandom person (other than dropping my art and leaving) means i just..#combust inside by myself with ideas and FEARS FOR THAT MAN.....CAN SOMEONE HELP HIM IM SO WORRIED IM SO...#CAN YOU LET SOMEONE HELP YOU #apparently tetia's expression in the last one is hard to understand =.= she's emotional bc she cant believe they remembered #the twin hat idea. and that she's so happy. i was thinking about how she was probably qif's first pupil so there must have been a time #where it was just her qif and oru... i DO think she is hinted strongly to be trans but even if not her mystery background is probably so sad #why would qifrey even become a teacher? his goal was the brimhats. but he keeps being distracted by kids with problem pasts so #he must have only been drawn to help tetia out of a deep sympathy. it seems at that point he and oru had drifted apart #did oru decide to be his watchful eye hearing about that or did qifrey ask him? he thought that qif had given up on brimhat stuff so..#*mumble mumble* lately i also keep remembering oru saying something UNREAL in kitchen like 'we're finally living under the same roof' ????#you can't just say that. what on earth. i..... whatever. i haven't even processed like 20% of my potential emotions about them #i feel so weirdly emotional today. i stopped thinking about witch hat for zuka even tho im SO hyperfixated it is genuinely PAINFUL to stop #i stopped just long enough to watch gatsby raku.... my haachan #i'm so grateful right now that i dont have any big issues in my life rn so i can get worried about manga men and sad about actors retiring #today at least i am extremely grateful. living and being alive is so so so so weird. i hope we all make it

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mumblesplash · 1 year

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I Just Want To Draw Loose And Have Fun vs His Sleeve Would Not Fucking Fold Like That

#girl help my brain is too small for what i keep demanding of it #i need to dial down my art style i’m going to burn myself out again i always fucking do this #need to stopsy #but…i don’t wanna…#mumbling

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atsuwumus · 2 months

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helloooo lovely people on my dashie!! ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚ how have you all been? it's been a while since I've sat down and really gotten a chance to talk to you all </333 maths and motion science has been kicking my ass lately

#I wanna get something out tonight #even if it's just a little drabble #been missing you guys a lot :((((#have been forced to keep my thoughts to myself about the l&ds boys raahhhhh #mai mumbles (ꐦ •᷅ࡇ•᷄)

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cosmiccherrywhore · 5 months

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For not practicing my Japanese for 5 months, I'm surprised how much I remembered without needing my notes...^////^

#cherry mumbles #I'm teaching myself to read Japanese!#It says I'm ready for vocab now #I'm kinda nervous!#First I want to keep doing the reviews and practices #to help reenforce the pervious I learned #since it had been 5 months!#I'm so proud of myself!

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soggypotatoes · 6 months

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how do gamers do it...... i started playing the one game that really grabs me (the one game i played as a kid also) and i play it for hours but the minute i stop playing i am FLOODED with anxiety as the list of things i haven't done flashes before my eyes and my brain is tired from gaming but also if i dont get SOMETHING done today ill be up all night (again - this has happened twice in a row) stressing out about the fact that i spent an entire day not getting anything done

#luckily my laptop cannot play this game #i can play it by using a free trial on an app #that i cant get a pirated copy of to work #so itll be gone in 2 weeks #but i am enjoying it #it's fun #but god.. i used to play this game for hours every day #i guess i was a lot less productive then in general? or too depressed #i could stand to work out how to let myself chill though #the only form of relaxation i let myself have is reading #and reading feels productive for me bc i feel like i have to read as many books as i can all the time #so i dont have much to do that involves just chilling without keeping count of progress #so playing this game was an experiment in seeing if i can let myself spend a day doing nothing #but i cannot.. i panique.. im too tired to clean or work on my assignment or progress in my book.. what do #ed mumbles

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smallangryandtired · 1 month

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I am a good boy

I'm so good at tasks and listening

#8 hr shift my beloathed #i just gotta keep reminding myself im a good boy and ill make it put of this shift #my loves will be so happy #want head pats and body rubs #jays mumbles #crying in puppy in receiving

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