#i just want to burn it all down. im so tired. i dont kno y i picked a career that makes me feel so stupid
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#i called my dad and he's gonna fly out tomorrow#i feel so bad dragging him out here just bc im having some sort of breakdown#he's already been thru so much in the last 2 months. i hate that ive added to his stress#i dont kno how im gonna get things done this week. or how im gonna get thru the rest of the semester. or what im gonna do this summer#my life just feels like an absolute disaster. it's all been leading up to this: a catastrophic meltdown#but im stuck not being able to meet with my counselor until may 6th. not that it was very helpful last time. nor was my emergency session on#Thursday. i just dont kno what to do. so that makes it hard for ppl to help. i just feel like im a child throwing a tantrum#i just want to burn it all down. im so tired. i dont kno y i picked a career that makes me feel so stupid#maybe i should just stop. defer a semester or stop altogether and do something else#i dont have the self discipline to do something so far above my head. i dont care enough. i dont care about anything#ugh. but my dad is coming tomorrow so i should clean my room and try to get my assignments done before he gets here#ugh. this just sucks. its so stupid and frustrating#unrelated
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