#i got paracetamol a bottle of wine a knife and a lighter let's see where this goes
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There's so much wrong with me I'm going to kill myself
#this is the monthly suicide joke i deserve#once again i'm in desperate need of a therapist but for reasons i mentioned a while ago i won't get one#why do i always feel like i'm a burden for everybody close to me as soon as i tell them something personal no matter how much i trust them#i should really start going to sleep at 8 or 9 before the bad thoughts kick in#how do i stop being clingy? please i need actual advice in my dms before i actually go insane#the killing myself part is a joke but i can't guarantee i won't indulge in some self-destructive behaviour tonight#i got paracetamol a bottle of wine a knife and a lighter let's see where this goes#so much went wrong with me in my childhood and school years that at this point i'm a mentally ill piece of shit with lots of issues#mel talks#tw self harm#depressed bitch posting
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