#i feel like. worthless. feel like im disturbing ppl by leaving my house
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#i m so tired of being fat. lmao#like yea its '''my fault'' and whatever but#its so hard to just do anything about it#i hate that Exercise has to be its own thing instead of just already being part of something else i do#had to buy clothes for work today u see#and they fit but they looked awful. gross even#my mum was putting me on diets before i was 10 and now being fat feels like the worst thing ever#i feel like. worthless. feel like im disturbing ppl by leaving my house#like im sorry u have to perceive me i hate it too#and im constantly trying to have an Excuse ready#i feel loke im not allowed to be fat and if anyone mentions it i wanna have a Valid Reason#cant fucking sleep like. ugh i should be exercising instead !! or whatever#i feel so ugly and TRAPPED in my own body#i cant escape The Excess i cant take it off when its unbearable i cant hide it i cant ignore it#i dont even bother looking in the mirror anymore lmao#i already i know how i look no need to remind me thanks !#when i look in the mirror it gets rlly hard to make myself go out anymore#i see myself and its always worse than i expected and i just think Oh
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