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dear-yandere · 3 years

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—ask collection!

a collection of mostly very old chats and sweet asks that i never got around to answering! thanks for the patience and love!!

beware, fairly long post... woops....

chat asks.

darling: Eu-jin is best boy. Change my mind.

vanya: i am physically incapable of fulfilling that request, how dare you do that to me... i’m biased since he’s my own oc, but i would die for my (very best) boy eu-jin... who can resist such a gentle yandere that loves you so whole-heartedly?

that reminds me! he’s actually based off of kuroyuki and gekkamaru from the otome nightshade, so if you want similar characters by any chance, do check them and the game out ♡

darling: I was watching the dub for Part 5 of JoJo's Bizarre adventure yesterday...Mista called himself Daddy and I like- sdfghjfgsdhnhnmj!! My heart can't take this--

vanya: WAIT HE DID???? i’m not even big on daddy kink and reading that made me go 😳 this is vital information to know... what episode was this??? for research purposes, of course. gotta perfect my yan! mista, after all~...

darling: for yandere songs, have you heard of the major to minor covers by chase holfelder :O? the way he delivers the lyrics in some songs (betty, all i want for christmas), added with the key changes to minor, is really fantastic, and gives a stalker-ish vibe imo! and he's a really good singer in general

vanya: i have!! a good chunk of them are actually on my personal yandere playlist, so i end up hearing them frequently when i’m writing!! i haven’t been keeping up with his uploads recently, so ‘betty’ is completely new to me and just, wow???????????? this man is an absolute god send for us “romantic” horror fans... ♡

this ask gave me such a lovely idea, though, darling: assigning yandere types/mbti based off each of chase’s minor key covers. i think i’ll do that just for you. ♡

darling @blossomiich: I reread some of your old character interaction asks and saw the one with Jotaro hugging his Darling after a panic attack and the elephant seal plush reminded me of the iconic C H O N K Y ringed seal plushie that was kinda trending and I can totally imagine Jotaro having one of those >w< that's so adorable!

vanya: i honestly don’t remember that interaction, but then again i don’t remember most things hmghng so i looked it up and

j...just imagine star plat hogging it and not letting joot cuddle with it 🥺 the duality of man...thank you for this cute image...

darling: Umm, sorry for asking this. I'm just curious because of your bio language in your header. Are you Chinese too, perhaps?

vanya: no worries!! i’m mixed guyanese (indian, chinese, & possibly black and/or portuguese), but my family only celebrates (or rather, acknowledges?) our indian descent, since the majority of our family is predominantly east indian.

my header is actually a quote from a danmei novel (and one of my all-time favorite fandoms), tiān guān cì fú (heaven’s official blessing)!

darling genki stan anon: Omg you're writing for free now, i didn't expect that one lol. It's a cute show innit? Not a nagi stan but I feel like nagisa has that kinda unsnapped personality that would make him peak delusional yandere material lolol like oikawa but less threatening and without his head being up his own ass 😂. Hope you're doing well!! -gsa

Gdjsjs im such a fool, i think my last ask said something about not thinking you'd write for free when i literally just pointed out kisumi on your sideblog LMAO my bad 😅 😂 also ill hold back on the gen chan requests because ive already asked so many in the past! Thank you though 🥺. Also feel free not to post this, it can just dip into my onesided chats with my lil flower 💐 so long as you receive them im fine 😌 -genki stan anon

vanya: nagisa isn’t my favorite (kisumi is), but gods if he wouldn’t make a great yandere. honestly, out of the iwatobi boys, nagi is probably the most unhinged. i wouldn’t peg him as delusional, at least not at first; i think he’s very lucid and knows exactly what he wants and how to manipulate people in order to get it!!! kisumi is fairly similar now that i think about it... i might... have a type...

please feel free to send in gen-chan requests whenever you want!!!! i’m kinda super asocial, so it’ll take me a while to answer, but i love getting asks from you since you’re so sweet and excitable!!! your little flower reads and cherishes them all!! 🥺

also darling genki stan anon: Sorry for spamming you with asks hdjkdks, u dont even need to reply im just kinda brain empty venting here whether you recieve them or not 😂 i just needed to confess that while yes i am #1 gen simp, and he is undoubtedly my fave oc of yours but that Ilya tentacle smut had me very much so highkey kinda 👀, had to re read the genki oral style drabble to bring my head back. He dont even need to worry about luca bc that man a thot. I think therin is a thot too but like lowkey, a classy thót -gsa

vanya: omg i’ve kept this one for forever mnmghngh i might’ve even answered at some other point, now that i think about it... but i just 🥺 gosh i hope i find my muse soon, because i really wanna write you a genki fic 🥺 hhhh

the ilya tentacle smut was so in character for that boy... i have no clue how to write monsters, much less tentacles, but i’d honestly do anything for him 🙏 kinky russian boy...

therin is definitely a classy thot, the kind that only bangs the finest concubines then turns around and slut shames you for banging the very same prostitutes gbfmngnfg rules don’t apply to him, in his kingdom...wish that were me tbh ✊😔

sweet asks.

darling one: i've read almost all of your dazai and chuuya fics and i love them so much!! your formatting is also super aesthetic just a question, i saw on your kofi that you also draw so i was wondering if you drew all the header arts?? bc they're all super pretty :) have a great day!

darling two: Just wanted to say love the writing and the way your format your posts is so aesthetically pleasing. One day I hope my posts looks half as good as yours because I legit can't get over how pretty and organized it looks.

vanya: omg thank you so much!!!! one of my bffs, yue, is to thank for the formatting and aesthetic choices, really! if you wanna see more of her aesthetic formats and posts, she actually runs a few blogs! you may know her as @milkscafe, formally @milkaaton! i adore her and her aes choices so much 🥺

as for the headers, i don’t draw 99.98% of them! i have drawn a couple, but they’re so few and far in between since i almost never finish my art wips haha... my older posts are lacking proper credits because i’m an absolute idiot, but i’m slowly working my way backwards to credit them all where possible! they’re all indeed super pretty!!!

have a great day yourself, my love!!

darling: THEY’RE NOT BAD CONTENT, I LOVE THEM ALL

vanya: this was in response to a now-deleted lil blurb but i kept it in my inbox because i wanted to say i love u very much and seeing this ask each time i open my inbox makes my heart skip a beat ♡

darling: Listen I love your writing, you inspired me to start it myself! I've always loved to write, and read of course but your style and concepts just stick with me. If you where to write something besides Yandere content/fandom content and started your own series? I would read the shit, out of it. I'm always nervous to interact with my favorite writers because you know, I'm afraid of the impression I'd leave but I just wanted to say this anyway! 💞💞💞🔫😳

vanya: wowowow fgfnmgnfmngfg that’s such a high compliment my brain just gmfnbgmnf go boom fogjfngnfg and thank you for the interaction, us writers truly appreciate it no matter how awkward or nervous you think you may be / come off!!!

darling one: As a writer, your post struck a nerve with me. I don’t send feedback to writers I like nearly as much as I should (and certainly not as much as I’d like in return as a writer). So, as such, I’m going to start doing that when I can, starting with you.

You are an incredible writer. You were one of the first yandere writing blogs I found and you’re still one I check in on regularly to see what you have been working on. You can portray a sense of suspense and intrigue in a natural way that many other writers - published ones included - struggle with. You delve into the darkness without it feeling forced, and you have an amazing grasp on the psyches of the characters you write for (which is a quality I adore in writing and strive toward myself).

I’m not great at ending these things so I guess.. you keep doing you? Because the you is great and I appreciate it.

darling two: hey. i'm here to tell you that from the bottom of my heart i love you and your writings. i really admire your writing skills. you inspire me. one of your posts once saved me from a nervous breakdown. thank you for everything you do. you're a wonderful person. good luck!

darling three: I wanted to tell you that thank you for writing such wonderful beautiful writings and that you take time to edit and write I hope you are taking care of yourself 💖❤

darling four: Thanks. I was having a hard time and deleted all my apps, but as soon as i opened my phone my first instinct was to look at your blog and i got my motivation back. Thanks (:

darling five: Hi ! I just wanted to say I really enjoy the stories you write and how they are detailed so well ! Stay safe and I hope you have a good day/night ! ლ(╹◡╹ლ)

vanya: ahhhh, these are very old asks mostly dating back to my “tumblr writing community is dying” post, and i’ve kept them this entire time because i’m just so starstruck. i have no clue how to reply to compliments, so i’m not sure what else to say besides that these asks made me very happy and got me through a few insecure moments!!! i’ve actually been feeling a little down about my writing recently, mostly because of lack of motivation / inspiration, so revisiting these really warmed my heart, so thank you truly ♡ i’m certainly keeping the originals in my inbox until the end of time!!

darling @monstrously-obsessed: psst, this local cryptic mom thing send all of their love for you 💕

vanya: your local herbo says she loves you very much momster 🥺 mwah

also, to the anon worried about my safety:

thank you so much for pointing that out!!! it hadn’t even crossed my mind when i made those ocs, so i appreciate your concern! i was contemplating revamping those two as is, so this is a great place to start! thank you again!!

#asks collection #not a fic #vanya rambles #[ vanya LITERALLY rambles ]#[ life's hard when you're this asocial i swear fgmnfgnmfg ]#[ now to answer concept asks ]

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jayayebeeayebee · 4 years

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Conscious Quarantine – A Living List by Lex Weinstein

Hello Friends,

I know this is an uncertain time, one that triggers the worst in us: fear, scarcity, confusion, grief… Each moment feels like an hour, each day melting into the next. If we ourselves aren’t suffering from illness or mourning someone who is, we are in isolation, grasping for understanding of what to do, how long we will be here, and what the world will even look like when we emerge.

I humbly believe that the only way to discern what the future holds is to consciously create it ourselves; bit by bit, day by day, one tiny step forward at a time. Not by doing, but by being, imagining, and visualizing… by having the courage to go inward as time stands still and we are finally given permission to slow down and listen.

With the tragedy that accompanies this pandemic, we are also gifted silver linings that have the potential to propel us into a more intentional, regenerative, and conscious system of living, giving this crisis purpose, and us the opportunity to triumph.

To help inspire joy and renewed intention during this period of reflection, I’ve compiled a living list of my favorite books, playlists, podcasts, films and more with artists, ecologists, and mentors I treasure and admire. It will continue to grow as I reflect on what has shaped my personal journey that I can share on our collective path of understanding.

In the wise words of the beloved Ram Dass, BE. HERE. NOW. Mother Nature is running her course, forcing us to pause, reset, and reassess our consumption habits, trauma, and lifestyle patterns. Never before has society paused long enough to absorb this true gift of PRESENCE, and the ability to honor stillness, meditation, family, and introspection, to ask ourselves what really matters most, and acknowledge the natural world with which we are are so deeply connected, and yet take for granted on most days.

May the words, melodies, and stories of others inspire you to share and honor yours, and come out of the stillness reawakened. Take care, stay safe, and enjoy.

-Lex

Photo by Vivian Kim

To DO:

The hard truth: not much. Just being present is the best medicine for this current state of affairs, which isn’t easy. So here are some resources to help. And don’t worry if you can’t manage ANY of these. This is a time for compassion, NOT judgement. These are simply here if you need them, today, tomorrow, or a year from now. Not all of these will resonate with every one. Take what you like, leave what you don’t.

Meditation

10 minute Chakra Balance

Immune Building against Infectious Disease (science first, meditation starts at 7:20) / Dawson Church

Facing Pandemic Fears with an Awake Heart / Tara Brach

Finding Hope in Uncertain Times / Oprah + Deepak Chopra

Yoga

Elemental Yoga Videos / Leia Vita

Return Home Series / Kayla Nielson

Gather Studio Instagram Lives

Photo by Laura Bell Lavis

Breathwork

Wim Hof Method Breathing

Reis Paluso – ourbreathcollective.com or @gatherencinitas IG Live

Journal

AllSwell Creative Notebook + Writing Prompt Deck

The Wild Unknown Journal / Kim Krans

The Artist’s Way

Personal Coaching

1:1 With AllSwell Creative Coaching / Laura Rubin

Radical Voyage Equinimity Coaching / Troy Eckert

Garden

Healing Through Gardening / Vandana Shiva x Kiss The Ground

Return of the Victory Garden / Kiss The Ground

How to Start Your Veggie Garden / Korduroy.tv

Kitchen Scrap Gardening / Plastic Free Mermaid

Regenerative Farming and Living Course / Kiss The Ground

7 Steps to Starting and Enjoying an Organic Garden / OnlyOrganic.org

Johnny’s Organic Seeds

Or…

Spend time A L O N E in nature

Build an altar

B A T H S !

Interview your Grandparents, find out the stories of your family lineage/start a family tree

Composting

Start to minimize your belongings, transition to a more waste free lifestyle.

Try out Oracle Cards / Animal Spirit Deck / Tarot

3 months of free guitar/ukulele lessons / Fender Play

To READ:

For Help

When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advice for Difficult Times / Pema Chodron

It’s Okay That You’re Not Okay / Megan Devine

Die Wise or Come of Age / Stephen Jenkinson

The Power of Now / Eckhart Tolle

A New Earth / Eckhart Tolle

How to Do Nothing: Resisting the Attention Economy / Jenny Odell

The Wisdom of Insecurity / Alan Watts

How to Sit / Ticht Naht Han

The Four Agreements / Don Miguel Ruiz

Hope in the Dark / Rebecca Solnit

For Inspiration

Swell / Captain Liz Clark

Be Here Now / Ram Dass

Walden / Henry David Thoreau

The Prophet / Kahlil Gibran

Letters to a Young Poet / Rainer Maria Rilke

Ishmael / Daniel Quinn

Women Who Run With The Wolves / Clarissa Pinkola Estes

The Alchemist / Paulo Cohelo

Denali / Ben Moon

Small Homes / Lloyd Kahn

For Education

Rituals for Resilience / Loam x Earth Is Ohana

Micro Movements / Kate Weiner

Ecopsychology: Restoring the Earth, Healing the Mind / Edited by Theodore Roszak, Mary E. Gomes and Allen D. Kanner

Blue Mind / Wallace J. Nichols

Braiding Sweetgrass: Indigenous Wisdom, Scientific Knowledge, and the Teachings of Plants / Robin Wall Kimmerer

How to Change Your Mind or The Botany of Desire / Michael Pollen

Earth Democracy / Vandana Shiva

Food Books To Inspire Action

Cunt: A Declaration of Independence / Ingrid Muscio

Native Science / George Cajete

For Healthy Distraction

The Surfer’s Journal

Life of Pi / Yann Martel

Let my People Go Surfing / Yvonne Chouinard

Surf Is Where You Find It / Gerry Lopez

Jitterbug Perfume or Still Life With Woodpecker / Tom Robbins

The Hero with A Thousand Faces / Joseph Campbell

Room Full of Mirrors: A Biography of Jimi Hendrix

Just Kids / Patti Smith

Photo by Vivian Kim

To DOWNLOAD:

Podcasts

Loam Listen – a movement of compassionate and creative activists who strive to support one another as we find our footing in the heart of the climate crisis.

For The Wild Podcast – an anthology of the Anthropocene

For The Wild: Trebbe Johnson on Bearing Witness to Wounded Spaces

For The Wild: Janine Benyus on Redesigning Society Based on Nature

For The Wild: Stephen Jenkinson on Closing TIme

Water People Podcast – with Dave Rastovich and Lauren L. Hill

Rich Roll Podcast: Ep. 508 Zach Bush, MD On A Pandemic Of Possibility (any episode with Zach Bush, MD)

Russell Brand’s Under The Skin: #74 Ceremony, Relationships, and Communal Living (with Shaman Wendy Mandy)

Oprah and Eckhart Tolle: A New Earth Series

Authentic Sex with Juliet Allen: How to Feel Great Naked wtih Leela Kalyani

Wild Ideas Worth Living by Shelby Stanger

Spotify Playlists

Songs for Wild Times / by Adam Walker

Salt / by Drew Hertz

Swirl Tapes – Round 3 Tape 4 / by GRLSWIRL

Pocket / Jonny Alexander

Plantasia / Mort Garson

Apps

Savage Kitchen – Forage with confidence

The Pattern – Better understand Yourself and Others

Headspace – Meditation & Sleep

Picture This – Plant Identifier

Night Sky – Guide to the Sky Above

Photo by @Leia Vita

To EAT:

Spring Recipe Roundup / Delicious Seasonal Recipes By OnlyOrganic.org

Good and Cheap – Eat Well on $4 A Day / 100 Recipes To Maximize Your Ingredients With Leanne Brown

This Cheese is Nuts / Make Your Own Plant Based Cheese With Julie Piatt

Vegetable Kingdom: The Abundant World of Vegan Recipes / Bryant Terry

The New Wildcrafted Cuisine: Exploring the Exotic Gastronomy of Local Terrior / Identify plants and forage ingredients by Pascal Baudar

Wild Fermentation / Sandor Ellix Katz

Simple Green Meals: 100+ Plant-Powered Recipes to Thrive from the Inside Out: A Cookbook / Jen Hansard

Photo by @Leia Vita

To WATCH:

Surf Films

Sprout / Thomas Campbell

The Present / Thomas Campbell

Morning of The Earth / Albert Fazon

The Innermost Limits of Pure Fun / George Greenough

Stoked and Broke / Cyrus Sutton

Compassing / Cyrus Sutton

Spoons / Origins Archival

Single Fin Yellow / Jason Baffa

One California Day / Mark Jeremias

Shelter / Taylor Steele

Castles in the Sky / Taylor Steele

Endless Summer / Bruce Brown

Five Summer Stories / Greg MacGillivray

Thank You Mother / Ishka Folkwell

Church of the Open Sky / Nathan Oldfield

Zone Frequency / Jack Coleman

Inner Wild / The Seea

Movies/Classics

2040

Whale Rider

Into The Wild

The Motorcycle Diaries

Garden State

Darjeeling Limited

Life Aquatic

The Big Sick

Little Miss Sunshine

The Big Lebowski

Half Baked

Pulp Fiction

Forrest Gump

Easy Rider

Gandhi

Seven Years in Tibet

Photo by Sarah Lee

Netflix

Heal

Maya Angelou – And Still I Rise

Period: End of Sentence

Grass is Greener

Brenee Brown: The Call To Courage

Jane

Terra

Crip Camp

The Mask You Live In

Chasing Coral

John & Yoko: Above Us Only Sky

Cooked

Gentefied

The Last Laugh

Fish People

Chef’s Table

High Maintenance (HBO)

Documentaries

Farmer’s Footprint

Fantastic Fungi

Biggest Little Farm

Island Earth

Searching for Sugarman

Youtube

Sea Lone / Onde Nostre x The Seea

La Bailarina / Higher Latitude Films

Sea Movies / KorduroyTV

Weird Waves / Dylan Graves

Paradise Awareness Outreach / Tanner Gudauskas

Ryan Burch Pink Fish / KorduroyTV

Photo by @Leia Vita

Curated with love by Lex Weinstein

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