#i don't necesarrily mind but something in me seethes inside. oh YOU think you're fat
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the irony of my friends complaining to me about any body issues they might have when they all literally just look. standard. in no way outisde of societal norm
#i don't necesarrily mind but something in me seethes inside. oh YOU think you're fat#how many people in your life have ever. told you you're ugly straight to your face.#maybe it's just me. i know it's never that easy but i can look at these people and think.#if that were me i would literally never have any insecurities again. but i know it's a matter of perspective.#but it bothers me. if you're so hard on yourself how do you see me?#i am tired of beauty being the only metric of one's worth. especially if i've never lived up to that metric in anyone's eyes.#if YOU of all people have problems with this what is there left for the rest of us? maybe i should just die if i am so undesirable#that or starve myself so i can fit in ahhah#i am petty. none of you would've survived a day in my shoes#i had this on my mind for months. years. u know.#the thing that keeps me going is.#i can be way uglier than any of you i can be way less charming with a ton of fucking baggage. but i swear#i won't let that stop me. one day i will be happy with myself out of pure spite.#i don't understand how most girls feel like this unless they're like stupid hot. and that still comes with it's own issuess.#if you cannot live up to a standard or living up to it makes you miserable. why even bother. just live your fucking life#that's what i'm trying to do.#i feel like i need to come with a whole ass disclaimer like you're allowed to feel shit about societal pressure no matter what uwu#but this post is about ME feeling like shit. thank u for listening
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