#i cant tell if its the annual end of the year crisis or just pent up grief
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#i don’t appreciate my brain making me break down crying again while i was trying to sleep#i have to be up in an hr to catch the bus to uni#but i also can’t remember when i let myself feel anything regarding my living circumstances#i cant tell if its the annual end of the year crisis or just pent up grief#i just cant believe its going to be 3 years since things have gotten this bad#and i still have no control over it#like. i cannot do anything about it.#and it just gets worse#and also the fact that its going go b almost a year since i last tried to off myself l mao#and i thought id be better by now but#im just so fucking tired and sick#i want to stay home and not exist but i have a group presentation#it’s individually graded#maybe being miserable over uni will keep my mind away from these thoughts for now but idk#my life is really just one massive ticking time bomb#i am so tired#i miss being /genuinely/ happy. feeling safe and at ease within my own home. my own life.#i dont want to be like this anymore but theres nothing i can do about it my grief is rooted to this shit house and the even shittier abuse#i am so so so so so sad and tired#but i will go on anyway because. lol. what can i do.
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