Last Memorial Day I was freshly separated and my life was falling apart around me so my mom pulled out the kiddie pool and we sat under the big ass tree and my one year old and I splashed in the water for an hour.

Today’s Memorial Day I laid out the 12x24 tarp and inflated the 10x6 pool and my two year old and I splashed in the water for however long the runtime for Jaws is.

Life is so good.

To anyone who followed for my Elder Scrolls content

I wanna make an announcement just in case you’re lingering here. I’ve been doodling for the fandom less and less, so I will not be focusing as much on that type of content as much. Maybe I’ll post occasionally in it. Yet not as often. However, I will still be lurking, liking, and interacting with all the artists I follow because I still love TES.

Prior to this I did make a post that one day I wanted to make merch for Morrowind, but my current situation and my focuses have shifted to Baldur’s Gate 3. So I apologize in advanced. Should I come back to eventually make said merch or anything related, I will let everyone know!

If those following me only subbed for TES, you can feel free to unfollow if BG3 isn’t your cup of tea. I’ll be seeing ya guys : )

You know sometimes I think that the reason I stopped being on the sokai ship online is that the reasons why I think the ship is nice are so separate and different from how I see most people interpreting the characters and wanting the ship to be that it just loses all appeal to me.

never been so glad not to work a friday

It is so so weird to see people just casually refer to Bedman as Romeo. Like it just feels so wrong. Even if it wasn’t just weird him having a name in the first place how do you not just refer to him as Bedman. Who the fuck is Romeo. It’s like calling Edgeworth Miles. You can’t just call him that

I drank 4 beers and re-read my favourite novella of all time that I first read when I was 14 and that made me the person I am today so I was already going through it and then I went to turn off my heater to go to bed but my heater stopped working on thursday and I went and bought a new one today and its power switch is in a different spot so there are a whole lot of emotions going on right now.

i’m trying to dedicate time to writing emails and doing research on more actions for palestine, and find time to read some zines my friend lent me, and i am stressed about if i have the energy to do that this week. i asked myself , does this energize me? because im trying to be introspective, and i realize almost nothing energizes me. i am fulfilled and satisfied by things, but always drained. im so hard on myself for what i choose to put energy into and i wish i could be less intense about it. i have a very limited amount of energy and i don’t like having to push past my limits every day! got to pay rent and keep up with my responsibilities though.

ok ive decided im actually not gonna rewatch any fantasy high stuff or finish the seven bc it feels like homework and i dont wanna. im just gonna wait for junior year and hopefully that will reignite my interest in d20 and THEN when its done i will re/watch all that other stuff IF I FEEL LIKE IT

Tumblr is so mean to me

Summer 2023 was wild but fun! 1/3

I am SO glad I have Navia and Furi, bc BOY OH BOY ARE THEY CARRYING IN THE SPIRAL ABYSS

peepaw,,,,

im no longer sorry abt jojo posting on main I am having THOUGHTS and i need to get them out

- Crazy Noisy Bizarre Town straight up gives Sitcom vibes and i love it??? It makes me so happy. It’s so weird how we went from ~travel across the globe to defeat Dio~ to ~mystery in small town~ like it hardly feels like the same show and yet it also still maintains the absurdity of jjba

- still really thrown by the fact that the whole hamon concept was just.. thrown out the window after part 2?? (Tho I was surprised to see it mentioned a few times in part 3) I did question how they’d keep the whole hamon stuff interesting over so many seasons, but it’s literally just dropped(as far as I know halfway through part 4)?? P bizarre if you ask me

- I really never expected to love each season so much? Whenever I finish a part I’m like “I don’t think I could love the next part as much as I love this one” BUT THEN I DO the characters really just worm their way into my heart ajfhsjf

- also: kakyoin.

Finally found the time to look at the new chapter and was greeted with this extremely rude title, because Oda’s clearly determined to make me cry. 

once again severely overestimated energy levels

(One of my coworkers is out sick so my hours went from 16 max a week to uh. 30.

It is. An adjustment.)

I know this is really shallow of me, but Astarion is 100% the reason why the game has so much replayability for me and why I keep wanting to try new things, have playthrough with friends etc... I am pretty sure that if I did not become completely enthralled by this man I would've been satisfied with 2 solo runs or so.

I adore all characters, and I am exploring all other companions as I try out new runs and choices by switching out half my team all the time (love seeing their interactions, differences etc), a game just hits different when you end up obsessed with one specific game character.

I also would not have finished this massive game on first try within 8 days if I did not want to absorb any content that had him (and this was without romancing even, I never long rested enough for proper triggers). I'm ... pathetic. Sure, there were multiple factors why I grinded every second of free time I had, but I would've been so much more chill if he wasn't part of it.

But here we are. It's been two months and 7 days since I play the game, 498 hours in the bank, and all because I can't get enough of a silly vampire man.

I'm just calling myself out here lol!