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#i als o did all of them in the same post caus e i wantd to put all the songs together
etherecll · 7 years
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[text] I just hate that someone could make me trust him the way that I did / [text] I’m only saying it because I care about you / [drunk text] Can you pls remind me tomorrow of how much of a fool I made myself tonight
&. ❛  i just hate that someone could make me trust him the way that i did. “
( starlight ) ✔ mimi.. it’s not your fault.( starlight ) ✔ he was always this vicious.( starlight ) ✔ he turns everyone around him into a victim.( starlight ) ✔ he’s just .. rotten.( starlight ) ✔ he destroys everything he touches( starlight ) ✔ [ unsent ] i feel like i’m turning into him.( starlight ) ✔ but it takes a long time to see him for who he really is.( starlight ) ✔ if you finally did. ( starlight ) ✔ that’s all that matters.
&. ❛  i’m only saying it because I care about you. “
( starlight ) ✔ i know.( starlight ) ✔ but it’s his birthday.( starlight ) ✔ and i love him.( starlight ) ✔ people are going to put on their black dresses, pat my grandfather on the back and say how sorry they are( starlight ) ✔ but they don’t know who he was or the things he was afraid of.( starlight ) ✔ i know nobody wants me there.( starlight ) ✔ but i’m going anyway. ( starlight ) ✔ thank you for worrying.
&. ❛   can you pls remind me tomorrow of how much of a fool I made myself tonight. “
( starlight ) ✔ dw, everything has been recorded( starlight ) ✔ oh also !!( starlight ) ✔ the video of you singing fantastic baby with the convenience store lady got me like 1k new followers !!( starlight ) ✔ im famous !!( starlight ) ✔ i mean you are !! and i made it happen !! im like your manager !!( starlight ) ✔ i could basically drop out of school and live off your talent !!( starlight ) ✔ i’ll take u for breakfast as a thank u !!( starlight ) ✔ wear a face mask bc people will definitely b stopping u on the street !!
&. ❛  what does it say about my self-esteem if i continue this ? “
( starlight ) ✔ i can’t give you the answers. but i think ..( starlight ) ✔ it means you don’t care about yourself as much as you should.( starlight ) ✔ maybe it feels like nobody will love you when he stops but that’s not true.( starlight ) ✔ when he’s gone, you’ll have you. no one is more precious.( starlight ) ✔ you know, whenever i asked my mom if she was angry at my dad for leaving, she said it didn’t matter.( starlight ) ✔ because he was never midas, she was always golden. ( starlight ) ✔ my six year old brain didn’t understand that.( starlight ) ✔ but i think you do.
&. ❛   if we’re both single by the time we’re 30, let’s elope. “  
( starlight ) ✔ deal.( starlight ) ✔ you’ll become a worldwide famous fashion designer and i can model for your brand.( starlight ) ✔ we’ll live everywhere.( starlight ) ✔ and move everytime we start to get comfortable.( starlight ) ✔ never settle down again.( starlight ) ✔ i would like to be living like right now.
&. ❛  please stop putting yourself down i hate when you talk badly about yourself. “
( starlight ) ✔ alright alright, i’m sorry( starlight ) ✔ i just woke up feeling weird today ( starlight ) ✔ feeling gloomy idk ( starlight ) ✔ do you wanna come over ?? if you’re not busy.( starlight ) ✔ i want to watch love, rosie again and cry
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