telling my loved ones about major life updates using the frog announcement meme will never go out of style
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When is life supposed to get better again? When does it get easy? When will I wake up without everything worrying me...and when will I snap back into reality and feel light again. Without any fear, with the ability to know I'm secure and loved. To have my health no longer be failing me and to not care what others think.
Idk I'm just a miserable bitch and life will always be as horrible as it ever has been,
But God am I trying so hard for it to not be
I just wish I had a break so I can be...light. just for once.
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was doing well until i put in cold ear drops (forgot to warm the bottle in my hands) and then got dizzy enough for the room to spin a little
and now i feel like shit & im nauseous and anxiety ridden
hate having a shit body that can't just be like. normal and chill and is just constantly producing cortisol instead
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hypochondria coming back and reaching the point where I don’t even have to have symptoms. I’m just sitting there absolutely fine and suddenly it’s “….I bet I have a brain tumor”
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Expectation of my mri was that I'd lay there and think about my aoex fic ideas,
reality: mimimimimi I sleep and try not laugh at how funny some of the sounds were
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bad headache again 2day. not gone yet. hopefully it is not something bad 😜 i still suspect it's most likely tension but this is draining me having a near constant headache with occasional really horrible migraines and i am not getting things done ive wanted to get done the past couple weeks bc im afraid of doing anything to make it all worse and also im just kinda drained even when the headache is super mild
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The second I turn 20 I'm going to get that MRI that I've probably needed for FOUR YEARS. Even if I don't need it and it turns out to be completely psychological, at least anything physical will be ruled out and I'll have my peace of mind
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