#honestly any medical-related number will activate a fixation but mostly i don't know what my blood test numbers mean at all | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ephemeral-winter · 4 months

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i really really really prefer not to know my weight but i'm historically pretty bad at going to the doctor and not learning it but this time i was SO brave and didn't look at the scale and managed to tell the nurse i didn't want to know it and she was so nice about it and didn't tell me ANYTHING and i was so proud of myself for advocating for my needs etc. and then i got emailed the after visit summary from the automatic system and there it was right at the top and like. now i am spiraling

#and the thing is i ALSO don't usually read the after visit summary for a basic physical except i'm starting some new meds so i had to look #honestly any medical-related number will activate a fixation but mostly i don't know what my blood test numbers mean at all #so like it's whatever for those #but weight is absolutely a way to make me bananas and i took all the precautions just like maintenance phase and virginia sole-smith #recommended and NEVERTHELESS i know my weight now #WELL FUCK #tw weight #tw body talk #rare pic of me in the wild

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