One of my particular sick freak things is fighting and bare knuckle boxing like idk i wanna get more people into it. Like getting into fights there's always this kind of thrill when the person you're fighting is really skilled, maybe kind of cute. Just fighting and the process of boxing training is incredible in itself because of the fact that you're equipping yourself to do something that most people are terrified to do. And honestly it's just like having sex, maybe in a different kind of way, maybe even a little bit better and more intimate. When you hook up with someone, ideally it's good feelings for a little while it's good while that lasted whatever not really an important experience. When you fight physically with someone it demands an emotional and physical intimacy that you do not get from just sex, if not from shared hatred and raw ambition and base survival. You can't imagine or fantasize about anyone else, hell you barely even have time to think, just split second windows to inflict pain. All of your attention is on that other person and you are moving to change them permanently. Literally the dom4dom dynamic of your dreams.