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cistematicchaos · 4 months

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im so tired of the casual ableism surrounding covid yall. living in a household where it is not taken seriously is wearing me down to a nub. this is so fucked.

#chaos is speaking #ableism #disability #covid #cant see my therapist for-#check it like 2 weeks?#and i still haven't been able to discuss with him how #hey im suicidal like soooooooo much now #i actually haven't been able to bring that topic up at all lol #bc i don't trust therapists #n im terrified of ending up in the psych ward #(bc technically #legally #that's where i should be #if he knew the extent of the shit in my brain)#i feel like im stuck in a void of just #bad shit dont know how to explain it #what am i gonna do?#who knows #who fuckin knows yall

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