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#hes also straight up proud of it so im leaning towards definite 15
gumshoegoat · 1 year
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okay if we're being real, how into being milked as a cow was max in 302 on a scale from 1 to 10 bc I'm thinking like an 8 at the very least if not an immediate 15
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gender? who is she? (they???)
chapter two: hey, uh . dad? link to prologue link to chapter one
summary: papa,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, oooOoOoo,,,,,,,,didn't MEAN to make you CRY (thaaaaank fuck i didn't!!!!!!!) word count: 1,796 warnings: coming out a/n: yeet yeet comin out bois
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[SUNDAY; 10.21.18]
  harry? (SumayaPotter), luna! (LunaLovegood)
 [14:06] harry?: luna luna luna
[14:15] luna!: hello harry! what is it you wish to talk about?
[14:16] harry?: i think im gonna come out 2 dad
[14:19] luna!: oh wonderful! i wish you the best of luck, harry. do you know if you will come out to your mother, as well?
[14:20] harry?: oh shit [14:20] harry?: nah i dont think so [14:20] harry?: im a little more scared abt her than i am abt dad [14:20] harry?: idk y lol
[14:21] luna!: okay! that’s perfectly fine, harry. you only have to go to the limits that you are comfortable with! <3
[14:21] harry?: tyyy <3
 ---
 “Hey, dad?”
“Yeah? What’s up, Su?” James settles into the chair across from his daughter, who is sitting (with the worst posture ever - he really needs to start reminding her to keep her back straight, even if that’s the only part of her that’ll ever be straight) slumped over the table. As he speaks, she props her head into the palm of one hand to look him in the eye.
“Do you know what the word nonbinary means?”
He raises an eyebrow and frowns, considering. “A number that’s not a power of two?” he tries, offering a cautious smile.
She snorts with a quirk of her lips. “Close, but not quite.” She starts to pull out the pins holding her hijab together, placing them in a small bag in front of her. The layers of the scarf unravel around her face.
“It, uhm, well. It kind of means someone that doesn’t feel like a girl or a boy? I guess you could say that nonbinary people are, like, in between being a girl or a boy, even though I’m pretty sure some people don’t feel like that? Like agender people, y’know? I mean, I’m pretty sure they fall under the term of ‘nonbinary’ or ‘genderqueer’ or whatever, but they don’t really have a gender? I guess? Yeah.”
She’s rambling, pulling the sleeves of her shirt down so that they wrap around her fingertips in that way she always does when she’s nervous.
Huh. She’s nervous.
He tilts his head. “That makes sense, yeah. Why bring it up? Is it part of your homework?” He can’t help but notice the way her shoulders noticeably relax when he confirms what she’s saying.
“No, but - uh. I think I might be? Nonbinary, I mean?” She curls in on herself, shoulders hunching in towards her chest as if she expects some sort of rejection. One of the layers of her hijab covers her expression.
He raises an eyebrow. “Okay, cool. What does this mean, then?” James’ tone is filled with relaxed confusion, and he watches with the tiniest of smiles as Sumaya lights up, breathing in deeply.
“Oh! Yeah, okay.” She cuts herself with a shaky hand wiping itself across her mouth. She starts fidgeting again, pulling at the strings of her scarf and rubbing the skin of her thumb and index fingers together.
“So, uh, maybe different pronouns? I can explain that to you later, hah. And- uh, I’ve been thinking about a new name, maybe? I’m not sure about it, but. Definitely a consideration.” The words fly out of her mouth like spitfire, each one landing in front of him as if she were afraid they’d burn her tongue if she didn’t speak fast enough.
“Huh. Okay. I mean - I get what pronouns are, no need to explain that, but I’m guessing you wouldn’t want to use guy pronouns-”
“He-him. That’s what you’d say.” She replies instantly; it sounds like a reflex. “Sorry.”
James smiles softly. “No need to apologize, love. He-him, okay - so you wouldn’t use that because you don’t… feel like a guy, right?”
Sumaya nods hesitantly.
“But not she-her, either, because you’re not a girl.”
Another nod.
James’ eyes flicker around the room as he considers this, and he misses the shaky breath Sumaya lets out. “Okay. So what pronouns would you use, then? Not ‘it’ or anything like that, right? Because that seems kind of, uhm. Dehumanizing.”
She laughs, just a bit, and her shoulders relax from the subconsciously hunched position they were in before. She pushes the remains of her hijab down so that they rest around her neck. “No,” she corrects with a smile. “That’s only for inanimate objects, I’m pretty sure. I would use they-them, probably.”
“Huh. That’s not… singular, though, is it? Correct me if I’m wrong, obviously, but isn’t that pronoun only used for a group of people?” She - they - laugh.
“Nah, it’s been used as a single-person pronouns since, like, the 1500’s; it just hasn’t really been recognized until recently. You can look up the timeline, it’s actually pretty cool. But, uh. Yeah.”
James scrubs his face with his hands. “Okay. It might take a little while for me to get used to it - feel free to correct me if I fuck up, pardon my French - but thanks for telling me, hun.” He smiles in a way that he hopes is reassuring, and Sumaya lets out a shuddering breath, looking vaguely like they’re about to cry.
“Whoa- whoa, what’s up, love? What’s wrong?” He leans forward in response to grasp one of Sumaya’s hands that lays, stationary, on the table. They shake their head quickly, breathing in another stuttered breath.
“No, I just. Fuck. I’m so happy, I’m sorry, I know it’s dumb, I was just so worried, god, I’m sorry, I’m just so happy,” she they ramble, using their free hand to wipe away the tears threatening to spill from their eyes.
“Aww, love, that’s okay.” He stands up, careful not to dislodge his hand from their tight grip, and walks around the table to envelop her in the tightest hug he can manage.
“I love you,” they whisper.
“I love you too.”
 ---
  harry? (SumayaPotter), luna! (LunaLovegood)
 [17:06] harry?: LUNA I DID IT OH MY GOD FUCK
[17:15] luna!: you did what, harry? [17:15] luna!: oh my goodness! congratulations, harry! i’m so proud of you, love.
[17:16] harry?: I CANT BELIEVE I DID IT SLFNEISLNFKESN FUCK [17:16] harry?: I CRIED BUT IT WAS OKAY [17:16] harry?: HES OKAY WITH IT [17:16] harry?: FUCK [17:18] harry?: fuck [17:18] harry?: hes [17:18] harry?: hes okay with it oh my god hes okay with it
[17:20] luna!: <3
  everybody but sumaya [longbottom (NevilleLongbottom), parkinson (PansyParkinson), weasley_2 (GinnyWeasley), lovegood (LunaLovegood), weasley_1 (RonWeasley)…]
 [17:22] lovegood: hello @everyone ! [17:22] lovegood: i would appreciate it if you all would send your congratulations to sumaya!
[17:23] weasley_1: for what ?
[17:23] lovegood: i’m afraid i can’t say, but rest assured the congratulations are deserved.
[17:23] zabini: bet
  blaise (BlaiseZabini), su (SumayaPotter)
 [17:23] blaise: yo congrats
[17:23] su: ????? [17:23] su: 4 wht
[17:23] blaise: idk bro just congrats
[17:24] su: ok
  tinychild (GinnyWeasley), onlychild (SumayaPotter)
 [17:23] tinychild: hey yo congrats on whatever just happened
[17:24] onlychild: ?????? thanks ??????????? [17:24] onlychild: wtf
[17:25] tinychild: i dont know
  ibelieveicanfly (SumayaPotter), ibelieveicantouchthesky (NevilleLongbottom)
 [17:23] ibelieveicantouchthesky: congratulations!
[17:24] ibelieveicanfly: what the FUCK [17:24] ibelieveicanfly: y r yall congratulating me ???????
[17:24] ibelieveicantouchthesky: i’m not sure, but i’m sure whatever you did was amazing.
[17:25] ibelieveicanfly: csdkjrhoewsdnck okay,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
  motherfucker (HermioneGranger), bitchass (SumayaPotter)
 [17:23] motherfucker: Hey why did Luna just ask me to congratulate you
[17:25] bitchass: IT WAS HER????? [17:25] bitchass: ofc it was that sweet hoe
  luna! (LunaLovegood), harry? (SumayaPotter)
 [17:26] harry?: luna
[17:28] luna!: yes, harry?
[17:28] harry?: !!!!!! [17:28] harry?: sry forgot abt that 4 a sec
[17:28] luna!: no need to apologize, harry!
[17:28] harry?: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [17:28] harry?: okay im fine [17:28] harry?: anyway [17:29] harry?: did u ask all of our friends to congratulate me
[17:29] luna!: yes! [17:29] luna!: even if they don’t know why they are congratulating you, i thought it would still be a nice feeling to have them be proud of you. [17:29] luna!: also, it is a nice demonstration of their trust in both me and you, harry. [17:29] luna!: me, because they trusted me enough to know that i was not lying! [17:30] luna!: and you, because i’m sure most of them said something along the lines of “i’m sure whatever you did was worthy of my praise” when you inevitably asked them why they were congratulating you for seemingly no good reason!
[17:31] harry?: omg [17:31] harry?: ilysm [17:31] harry?: god ur fuckin right too jfc [17:31] harry?: u absolute blessing u [17:31] harry?: srsly tho thank you luna tht was rly nice of u
[17:31] luna!: of course! [17:32] luna!: i love you too, harry. <3
 ---
  the Tea TM [f (FredWeasley), g (GeorgeWeasley), s (SumayaPotter)]
 [17:25] f: hey broski [17:25] g: hey . hey . hey .
[17:33] s: what
[17:33] g: congrats [17:33] f: also y is everyone congratulating u
[17:34] s: oh [17:34] s: luna told them to
[17:34] g: y tho
[17:34] s: i came out to my dad
[17:34] f: ?
[17:35] s: wait shit
[17:35] g: ur gay?
[17:35] s: no [17:35] s: kinda [17:35] s: its weird [17:35] s: thats not what i told him
[17:35] f: oh [17:35] g: whatd u tell him
[17:36] s: um [17:36] s: shit okay ig im doing this
[17:38] f: no pressure [17:38] g: NOSE pressure
[17:38] s: shut up [17:40] s: do u k what nonbinary means
[17:41] f: oh bet [17:41] g: yea man [17:41] f: uk charlies trans right??
[17:43] s: w h a t
[17:43] g: ya [17:43] f: well agender rly but ye [17:43] g: we all read up on a bunch of gender stuff when he came out [17:43] f: p legit [17:43] g: u got a new name or r u sticking w su
[17:43] s: god thats so wild [17:44] s: oh uh no [17:44] s: uh [17:44] s: harry i think [17:44] s: idk
[f (FredWeasley) changed s (SumayaPotter)’s name to h] [g (GeorgeWeasley) changed h (SumayaPotter)’s name to h]
[17:44] g: goddamnit fred [17:44] f: ;)
[17:46] h: welp
[g (GeorgeWeasley) changed chat name to ‘ mlk but better’]
[17:46] g: get it [17:46] g: bc our names go fgh [17:46] g: and mlk was mlk
[17:46] h: pls stop
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