#he's the top one character i kin now T_T
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thank god i don't have irls that are deep into ffxiv bcs . if they saw the mental breakdown i'm having thanks to that story hdjdkfdk :')
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#but maybe having a mental breakdown w someone to keep you company wld be nice at times 🤕#like imagine crying at 2 am or something. but w the comfort of someone holding you in their arms#holding your hand. petting your head. listening#i wish to stroke his hair as well....#ouchhh still thinking about the story#those words touched my soul so deeply#i think hermes is tied with emet-selch for first favorite character#i can't help it. we're so similar#my affinity for birds. blue. truth. acceptance. flowers.#for choices and decisions and the blame.#i want to ramble more about him but i'm at a loss for words#the images the words show to the reader. the emotions connected with them. the lingering thoughts#from start to end. every single word written and everything else left unsaid#i feel it so deeply bcs i relate with it so much. those emotions and thoughts and experiences as if they were my own#he's the top one character i kin now T_T#i rmber earlier this year his lines relating to /that/ flower really comforted me#the way they wrote that again here... damn that hurt#& his experiences with hope. and how it was destroyed#i know that so well#what does it mean to be kind? to be strong? to keep hope and continue on towards the morrow?#while knowing our end is assured. that despair is inevitable.#but we don't have to ( shouldn't have to ) deal with that pain alone. that's what ffxiv reminds me#sigh... to understand the universe. to learn of the meaning of life. but ffxiv reminded me that perfection is imperfect and painful#i'm a bit worn down oh my god i'll just watch some cutscenes of endwalker w him again n cry#HIS GENTLENESS. HIS KINDNESS. HIS VOICE. the music in that scene. the way he feels so alone. it hurts i know so well#EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT SCENE W THE FLOWERS. life and death... doubt in himself.#i'm crying. he. we're so similar it hurts so much i'm crying#i wish i could share my suffering with someone else one day. someday i'll accept that for myself as well.
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FROBI UR SO BEAUTIFUL T_T !!!! i’d ship u with tendou <33 u guys would look so cool together omfg i love u both
PLS ILY <33 and tendou 🥺🥺💞💞 loml sjxhzj hes also in my top 5 kins skcjdkx and one of my biggest comfort characters akjxj now im crying i love him sm
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