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i love reading about muses discovering they can see curses and how they deal with it because nanami was like this:
#[ooc]#[ headcanon ]#gif#he has always been#a no nonsense guy#him at a sleepover#friend: i cant sleep there's#monsters under the bed#nanami on his hands and knees#youre a liar and a coward#even now#once in a while#he will give in to the urge#to stamp on a curse#he did it in a thread#the other day lol
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I love "i would kill for you" ship dynamics but what about "i would stop killing" ship dynamic??
I would lay down my sword for you. I would change my nature and go against everything i've known. I would resist the easy way out of solving my problems. I would give up the adrenaline of battle to stay by your side and make tea instead. I'm not sure I know who I am without a weapon in my hand because I've had to fight for so long but for you I'm willing to try and figure this out.
It must be hard. To put down your weapon that's protected you for so long. It's allowed you to stay alive it's kept you from getting hurt--physically and mentally. Because you've never had to worry about a real relationship if you think you'll be dead at the next battle. And you feel naked without it and it feels like you're ripping off an extension of yourself. Are you even whole without it? Are you worthy of being loved if you can't prove it by risking your life? And yet they've found someone who's asking them for something much harder than dying in battle on their behalf. They've found someone who wants them to live. And that's much more terrifying.
#i know this sounds like the 'bad guy falls for good guy' which can be fun but thats not what i mean#anyway. this wasn't quite zukka but i do think it aligns with my au of zuko not dying on the throne and sokka retiring his sword to paint#and living like piandao in the mountains. urging zuko to retire and zuko no longer needing fire bending and not knowing what to do with#himself if he doesnt have to fight#so he uses his bending to make tea instead :)#aka this is how divorced zukka can still get together#zuko being upset bc sokka chose work over them in the first place but so dodnhe#but he gets a second chance in retirement#if he can give it up
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Continuing this fix-it AU where Commander Fox springboards off the deep end into a full-on rebellion, featuring unlikely allies belatedly finding out they are allies far too late to stop being allies but then again it’s never too late not to throw a terrifyingly destructive fit about it (Maul)
Close-up’s under the cut
#fan art#artists on tumblr#star wars fanart#star wars: the clone wars#fix it au#commander fox#obi wan kenobi#padme naberrie#darth maul#Fox - this NEW ally I found is amazing he too hates the Chancellor and he’s giving me guns to use which is my favorite thing#Obi-Wan - Oh perfect I can’t wait to meet this mysterious ally#Maul - Bet#rebel!fox#Maul/the ever present urge to yeet into the void when you realize you’ve been helping your second most hated sworn enemy#feat. Padme slowly but surely losing her will to keep the pinky extended#My sole goal was to come up with context so I could draw that Maul face and it got out of hand#Repurposing GAR Armor AU
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it just occurred to me that this is an Outfit that Belongs to Ford (presumably) and so i needed to draw him in this funky pineapple shirt and sunglasses.
bonus edit: au where ford forgets to do his laundry before sending the post card out and so he greets stanley wearing this.
#gravity falls#stanford pines#i don't think it was stans bc he didn't bring anything in the house by then#could have been smth fidds had#either way knowing that ford owns a bright purple pineapple shirt and a pair of matching cheesy sunglasses#makes me happy#drawing young ford's hair is hard#i have to resist the urge to just give him classic ford floof
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strongly dislike the idea that harry would become an auror after the war. give the boy a break. he deserves to live in a little cabin in complete isolation for a few years to discover himself
#he only fought voldemort and saved the wizarding world because he had to#because he was groomed to#not because he wanted to#do i think he possibly could have started auror training because thats what was expected of him?#yeah sure#do i think it would then immediately trigger ptsd and his friends urge him to quit?#very much so#give him a break to get to know himself#he shouldn't have to fight anymore#harry potter#hjp#harry james potter
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And I've never loved a darker blue
Than the darkness I have known in you, own from you
#astarion#bg3#astarion ancunin#oc: mira#baldur's gate 3#astarion romance#astarion x tav#astarion gif#bg3 astarion#bg3 gifs#baldur's gate iii#mims posts ~#baldurs gate astarion#baldurs gate 3#astarion x oc#it kinda looks like he's giving her a forehead kiss in the last one#ahhh hope everyone's enjoying the new patch~#i was holding the vile urge to upload 9 gifs at once again
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everyone always talks about how much durge hated admitting he was in love — or at least respected and admired — enver gortash, but what about gortash?
enver gortash is a man who never once experienced true, unencumbered affection. affection, lust, love — these are all tools for the tyrants hand to use to create a perfect order, a single ruler who would dominate faerûn with an ironclad fist.
gortash, even from when he was young, would never admit to liking anyone. his parents, poor and unfortunate, called him an ungrateful, willing thing, selling him to the hells for a pittance just to never see his demanding face again. the hells, an unforgiving place with an even more unforgiving master, hardened his soul and taught him the most important lesson of all — power is all that matters.
not affection, not lust, and certainly not love.
yet, he grows close to the child of his master’s greatest rival. he knows in his soul that to rule — to truly have power — one must never lighten their grip on anything, and so he uses that closeness — that growing affection he denies — to tighten his tyrants hand around that bhaalspawn’s neck.
but enver gortash, like all his predecessors who wanted everything the world had to offer, was only mortal. a mortal man who was ever so lonely at the top of the world, looking down at the subjugation he brought. so he plays the long con, denying that what he is feeling is anymore than habitual fondness, that the murderous presents his leashed dog brings him don’t warm his heart and that he doesn’t relish in the soft expression of surprise that ravenous beast makes when he doesn’t run away. he is the master of manipulation here, he knows he has the bhaalspawn tightly woven around his finger, he knows he is ruining them.
but just as he had declawed, defanged, and destroyed the child of bhaal, so had that beautiful monster softened his tyrants black hand and made gortash want to rule together.
how humiliating for little enver gortash, to realize how little he had actually grown from that small starved child in the slums longing for a friend. and how utterly tragic that it is his undoing no matter what choices the player makes in this game.
#vonderful rambling#give gortash some love#he’s on my kin list for a reason and i hate it#control issues? me too buddy#durgetash#goretash#enver gortash x dark urge#durge#the dark urge#enver gortash#bg3
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Also there're so many reasons why durge might want to deny Bhaal, aside from general "killing is bad, the god of murder is bad."
Orin betrayed them and it was somewhat from silent approval of Bhaal, so "god betrayed me first" kind of narrative. A desire to get revenge, on Orin AND on Bhaal.
A desire to live. Durge's fate, Durge's Destiny is to literally kill everyone and then themselves. What if they want to live? What if desire to live is stronger than desire to kill?
Alternatively, what if there's someone they don't want to kill? A single person for Durge to care about, a single person they would want to save instead of bloodying father's altar with their blood. A single connection like that is all what it would take.
A desire to break free. Durge can be completely okay with murders, loving murdering people even, reveling in violence. But they're their father's puppet and they could want to break free of it, to have their own will, to have only their voice in their head. To be a master of themselves with no one to kneel to.
The "I'm better than my father" kind of mindset. Durge is made of a flesh of a god, in a sense they ARE god. Bhaal was mortal once. Why would Durge listen to him when they can attempt to overthrow him, to become a new god?
Being compelled to other side. It's not unknown for gods to steal each other's followers/chosen ones. Look at Ketheric, look at Shadowheart. Myrkul is recently chosen-less after the Moonrise Towers. Bane would love to fuck with Bhaal like that. Shar is there. Good gods who would try to redeem Durge or use them against their own father are there. It would be a delightful power move from Selune to offer Durge assistance/ an alliance against Bhaal.
Idk, I just love how multidimensional the defiance of Bhaal can be. I have a lil army of Durges exactly because I can mold them into such different people
#bg3 spoilers#dark urge#the dark urge#bg3 durge#durge#like june is compelled to the other side (selune) while also wanting to live. the desire to live is his main fuel#levi thinks bhaal betrayed him alongside orin AND he believes himself to be equal to bhaal so why would he need his father#when HE can be a god of his own?#also he refused to kill gortash when his father ordered.#ONE person. Why couldn't he have ONE person for himself? He was such a good son#A perfect obedient murder incarnate#He just wanted ONE man for himself#He didn't give a fuck what it was a banite. It was HIS banite. They WORKED together.#Father said Gortash is useful when they just met he said levi should use him#why it's suddenly 'kill bane's chosen'???#the answer is because levi started to care for gortash way too much for bhaal's liking. bhaal doesn't like when it's not about him it seems
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CHILDREN OF BHAAL
I adore the vibe of redeemed durge your sister killed your mind and took your place - it was the greatest gift she ever gave you
#orin the red#baldur's gate 3#bg3 orin#the dark urge#cant stop thinking about orin#myart#durge vaye#still deciding what kind of c section scar to give vaye#went with a vertical scar for this one#the lore for vaye is that he got pretty far into his life as baahls chosen as far as milestones are concerned#became unholy assassin almost finished those plans to take over the world had a kid for sacrifice/back up bhaalspawn purposes ect#& was daddy's perfect little murder baby <3 until the lobotomy ofc#then only with memory loss was there was enough distance for him to actually face how fucked the whole situation#btw Orin did Vaye's top surgery c-section and lobotomy <3#thats his whole medical team right there#when you wake up with no memory all you have is your body for evidence so i really leaned into that for vaye's scars#I gave him vash the stampede level scars lol#he wakes up knows 4 things: that hes been through metaphorical hell and survived that someone did a choppy job on his top surgery#that at one point he decided face + eye tattoos would be his thing and that hes had a child#Im debating whether or not Orin would outright kill the kid or if shed keep the kid around until theyre old enough to face her in a duel#Leaning towards the second#that means while vaye is wondering around faerun that kid is having arts and crafts time with auntie orin! (oh no oh no oh no)
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Watching Gortash and his decidedly un-Banite desires to have his authority questioned, valuing and desiring the esteem of another, wanting the Child of Bhaal to step on him: having my Durge rub their bloody little hands over him while looking Bane dead in the eye as they - the barely-divine progeny of his inferior/subordinate - taint his investment/property with disloyal desires and feelings:
Does This Bother You, Lord Bane?
#Bane acts like he isn't bothered while he yells and throws things offscreen because even the most minor dent in his ego is unforgivable#Bhaal gives an expressionless nod of approval#Myrkul is probably willing to overlook the Ketheric incident in favour of giving the Dark Urge a high five#I am still high on this bullshit#...Vel is actually perfectly reverent of Bane as he is with all gods but that's not the point#*I* want to flip Bane off#babbling#/durgetash#/durge#/gortash#the idiot three#the garbage men#villainous nonsense
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#suddenly I have the urge to give the biggest head#……and to be put in a headlock#is it just me or does he look beefy in this pic#like mans is bulking up#i’m feeling a little insane over the thought of him in the gym 🙃#this is my second time comin on here to simp for hongjoong today lmao#yall sick of me yet? lol#hongjoong hard thoughts#joongie#☕️
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cousin bonding time (I like to imagine that Maedhros is the one who tied baby Finrod's hair!)
sorry for being suddenly inactive here lately, Things Happened and I haven't really had the time to sit down and draw until this week ;-; hope this little sketch can make up for it!
#maedhros#fingon#finrod#why is fingon wearing a blanket on a (presumably) hot day i don't know i have no idea i just felt the urge to draw him with a blanket#addition headcanon is that little finrod isn't the best at braiding hair but he's trying as hard as he can!#maybe fingon's gold ribbons are just giving him a hard time#i know they probably didn't go to the beach for yearly family reunions but shh let me have my headcanons#I love imagining all the mundane experiences these cousins had during their childhood#even with the complicated family dynamics#and how it would feel. years later. when they have to be warriors and generals and strategists and kings.#remembering a simpler time when they could enjoy each others company without thinking about like. politics and the ramifications#of their actions and alliances#anyway#i just finished reading the silmarillion can you tell#clarisse doodles#tolkien#the silmarillion#sketch#elves
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my dark urge oc and astarion have truly been the most chaotic of duos
#tw: animal death#this interaction was made even funnier by the fact i hadnt got the bite scene yet so my party didnt even know he was a vampire#him: you ruined a perfectly good snack#the rest of the party: 🤨🤨🤨#the one time he doesnt approve of durge giving into their desires lmao#bestie was HUNGRY#bg3#bg3 shitpost#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate iii shitpost#astarion#astarion x tav#astarion x dark urge#astarion x durge#bg3 durge#bg3 dark urge#oc: athras
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*gasps* it’s Jean
#jean vicquemare#disco elysium#repressing the urge to give him grey hair and gigantic eye bags#he’s 34 btw#fanart#disco elysium fanart
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The tide is turning for the TQ+. And they have no one to blame but themselves
Wes Streeting last night admitted he had been wrong to say that “trans women are women” amid a major Labour row over the Cass review into NHS gender care.
The shadow health secretary said the controversial LGBT rights group Stonewall – where he used to work – had got it wrong with its slogan.
In a major about-turn for the party, he told The Sun that he now admitted “there are lots of complexities” on the trans issue but that he was prepared to take criticism “on the chin”.
It came as Labour became embroiled in another trans row after Mr Streeting welcomed the review and pledged to implement it in full.
The shadow health secretary said the report raised “some serious concerns that are pretty scandalous”.
But Rosie Duffield, a Labour MP placed under investigation by the party last year for campaigning against gender ideology, pointed out that women who had exposed the scandal had been “blanked, sidelined and dismissed” by male leaders simply for speaking up.
Last night Mr Streeting was asked on The Sun’s Never Mind The Ballots programme whether he stood by Stonewall’s claim that “trans women are women, get over it”, he admitted: “No.”
He added: “To the extent that – and I say this with some self-criticism and reflection – if you’d asked me a few years ago, on this topic, I would have said trans men are men, trans women are women. Some people are trans, get over it. Let’s move on. This is all blown out of proportion.
“And now I sort of sit and reflect and think actually, there are lots of complexities.”
He went on: “I take the criticism on the chin. And at the same time, I also think that there’s been some absolutely ugly rhetoric directed towards trans people who are at the wrong end of all of statistics on hate crime, on self harm, suicide, mental health.”
Labour has long been divided on trans issues and has been accused of flip-flopping on its stance in recent years.
The party no longer has plans to bring in self-ID for trans people, and Sir Keir Starmer, the Labour leader, has rowed back from saying “trans women are women”, and now states that a woman is an “adult female” and that 99.9 per cent of them do not have a penis.
Mr Streeting’s comments angered the Labour Left. The Corbynite group Momentum tweeted: “The Cass review ignored dozens of scientific studies, coming to a harmful conclusion of limiting access to gender-affirming care for trans youth.
“Anti-trans campaigners have celebrated it. So it’s highly disappointing that Labour’s leadership is welcoming it unreservedly.”
Yesterday, feminist Julie Bindel demanded an apology from Mr Streeting for failing to support her gender-critical views when he was president of the National Union of Students.
Earlier this year, the party dropped a year-long investigation into a complaint that Ms Duffield had been transphobic for liking a tweet by Father Ted creator Graham Linehan, who is now a gender-critical campaigner.
However, despite the changes, critics of the Labour leadership say gender-critical women in the party continue to be sidelined or not selected.
Wes Streeting says the Cass report raised 'some serious concerns that are pretty scandalous' CREDIT: Jay Williams
The Cass review, published on Wednesday, said much of the evidence for gender medicine was flimsy and that drugs such as puberty blockers should be used with extreme caution as children who think they are trans may have mental health problems.
Dr Hilary Cass, the paediatrician behind the report, said some NHS gender clinics refused to comment on requests for information.
On Never Mind the Ballots, Mr Streeting said: “I think we’ve got to ask ourselves why is it that we’ve seen medical interventions that have been given on the basis of very weak evidence?
“How is it that clinicians have been silenced or afraid to come forward? Why is it that a group of young people who are extremely vulnerable are waiting years to access treatment?
“I think there’s plenty of blame to go around. I’m pretty angry actually that despite this review having been commissioned there are some NHS trusts that refused to co-operate.
“And I want to send a clear message to them that under a Labour government there’ll be accountability for that, you’re not going to get away with it. And I want to work constructively with the Government to try to get this right.”
Earlier, he had tweeted: “Children’s healthcare should always be led by evidence and children’s welfare, free from culture wars…
“The Government must now immediately act, but if they do not, the next Labour government will work to implement the expert recommendations of the Cass review, to ensure that young people are receiving appropriate and high-quality care.”
This prompted Ms Duffield to retweet the statement, with the message: “To the many women blanked, sidelined, dismissed by male leaders when speaking up and exposing this for years.”
And Ms Bindel, a former Labour Party member, wrote: “Glad to see you are now openly critical of the gender ideology that led to the atrocities against children outlined in the Cass report.
“I am open to accepting an apology from you. In 2008, when you were NUS president, I was no-platformed alongside five fascist groups for ‘transphobia’.
“I contacted you and asked for your help. You gave none. I asked you to condemn those that had orchestrated the no-platforming, and you refused.
“Have you any idea of the reputational damage this caused me? How it gave others permission to no-platform, denounce and defame me?
“How it meant that I could be slandered by other organisations, and so many, many universities around the UK and elsewhere? If this sounds bitter then good, because I am.”
To this message, Ms Duffield said: “Thank you for leading us all here Julie. Without you, most of us wouldn’t have had a clue what had been happening to children who were far too young to have the critical faculties or agency to consent.”
Addressing Ms Bindel’s accusation, Mr Streeting replied: “From memory (16 years on, so correct me if I’m wrong!) I replied to confirm that you weren’t on NUS’ no platform policy and as this was in relation to a motion passed by the autonomous women’s campaign I was not empowered to overturn it (not least as a male president!).”
#Trans women are men#Labour Party#NHS gender care#Wes Streeting is a rare man that can admit that he was wrong#Rosie Duffield is speaking the truth#Sir Keir Starmer finally admits that women don't have penises#Men seeing the light after women have suffered from stating the obvious#Cass review#Dr Hilary Cass urges caution when gives children life altering drugs and treatments
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Roommate!simon having to hold himself back from throwing you over his shoulder and fucking you in the bed when you call him “big boy”
#i realize I’ve made this post before#but shhhhh#it’s still true#the roommate series#especially if you smile at him#and then give him a pat on the chest#or kiss his cheek#he’s vibrating as he fights the urge to jsut#take you there
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