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#he keeps trying to push him away and joker refuses and it really ruins the self-destruction when those around you wont let themselves
micwrs · 7 months
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rotating akechi in my brain so hard
im afraid to try my hand at actually writing him but oh he is in my head. he's crazy. im crazy. and i would let him take my hand and lead me into the depths of our shared craziness
i diagnose him with bpd and he's in love with yet despises the phantoms
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daddyiluvhim · 1 year
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bea’s villano lyric analysis!
based on my own opinions and some conversations i have had with others/their theories
i still have the same opinions about the way in which ant is releasing this
I know I could’ve stayed but I couldn’t find a reason / so I left you with a rock on my hand and i ran with my demons
he left her because he wasn’t settling for a failing relationship and felt that he could make them both happier by leaving
Hay tantas cosas [so many things] between us that were left unsaid / so you kept the truth about me locked up in your head
Social media + the press were making so much noise about the breakup that was pro-Jasmine that she never said anything because it wouldn’t have been true (hence why she may not have released any music)
Don’t worry / put the blame on me / let’s leave it here
Why am I the villain / continue with the story that I am the bad guy
By not saying or doing anything at the time when she had the upper hand, she was silently agreeing with the general public that he had seriously wronged her - no reason to shift or correct the narrative if it’s in your favor already
I don’t care if they hate me or look at me weird / I don’t stop it anymore / the role of the hero is expensive to me
He gave up trying to resist public opinion because ultimately that’s not why he was angry and there was no option to justify himself
You was Harley Quinn / I was the Joker
He uses this metaphor to show what people were thinking of him: that he was an abusive partner who manipulated her into trusting him until he stabbed her in the back
But hid behind the heels and dress to make up for that poker face you would put on
This could possibly be talking about the 2021 gotham awards and her parading around with her friends and singing “my man” but it could also be just about how she moved to la, started attending a bunch of events, and didn’t look back
All that shit you did wrong / I hope you had a good time on that pedestal you stood on
One of his best lyrics ever I think - he wants to know if inflating her ego to surf the pain was ultimately beneficial for her. Adding fuel to the fire by having someone from your camp tell the press that he ruined the wedding that was 2 weeks away just to make people extra mad? Yeah.
We did it all / New York to Miami / now I’m really finna ball
He moved away and is free now to do what he wants
Dolce and Gabbana while I’m dancing with the stars / and we can keep it secret how I really put you on
Ever since they split, he’s been very successful by booking a marvel role, starring in one of the most successful movies of 2022 at the box office, and attending the met w tommy hilfiger and then multiple campaigns and a full collection. Meanwhile she has no new projects lined up and is relying on her friends to keep her supported. Besides the fact that it’s quite obvious she got signed to CAA through him, he alludes to the fact that he supported her throughout the relationship both financially and career wise. Some of her roles such as monsters & men and honest thief were gotten through him and it’s highly likely that he used connections to secure other projects for her, but she would never admit to this because her schtick is being a strong independent woman who lives free from a man’s support
I got new friends / it’s iight I tied up all the loose ends
I think this confirms what we’ve all been speculating - he made clear which of their mutual friends he wants to associate with and now he’s moving on
Now the way I’m moving call it new sense / thank you now I’m back to feeling like a human
He was done with the relationship almost a year before they broke up because they were going through a rough patch and she refused to communicate and instead lashed out at him and pushed him away. He gave up on trying to fix it because she wasn’t willing to work it out and instead shifted his focus to his career. And this was after he had gone to therapy specifically to stay with her and had begun working on his problems for her, but this didn’t matter because she was evidently spiteful and refused to return the favor when he needed her to contribute to the relationship. So ever since, he had been just going through the motions of their relationship while she had regretted her actions and was consistently praising him online and attaching herself to him while he barely acknowledged her. He finally decided that he wasn’t in it anymore and left, and since then he has felt less like a robot and more like a person since he is making the decision to be around people who show up for him like he does for them.
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