#he cannot phyiscally live with the reality of who his past self was and what he did
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Mysterious Lotus Casebook ~ ep. 31
All these years, he's always been alone. You are the only friend I've ever seen him with.
#mysterious lotus casebook#li lianua#feng duobing#this scene wrecked me six ways from sunday#because llh continues to lie to him CONSTANTLY#but fdb understands that it's who llh is#how llh MUST be in order to LIVE with himself#and fdb is willing to put up with a llh who lies through his teeth rather than a lxy who is honest about himself#because then at least he'll be with a LLH who is ALIVE#and whenever llh talks about lxy being dead he means it#he cannot phyiscally live with the reality of who his past self was and what he did#so fdb expressing here that he doesn't need to know every inch of llh#is the greatest expression of love and acceptance I've ever seen#it's a devastating and bittersweet inverse of#the mortifying ordeal of being known#and I think I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now#(PS llh's heartbreaking little smile at the end is maybe the most sincere expression of happiness we've ever seen from him and I AM NOT OK)
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